[danielle_ftv]

June 29, 2013
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I recently did an interview with Xcitement magazine. They only distribute in Georgia and Florida though I did ask for a box of magazines to give out to my fans. Getting a hold of the lady who did the interview was a bit of a pain. One of our phones was acting screwy so neither one of us could get a hold of the other until over 10 minutes after the interview start time. Fortunately we finally did reach other and ended up having a great conversation. I found out that she ran a porn blog that I've been following for years. The magazine should be out sometime in July.

I am doing my first convention signing (at the LA Direct Models booth) at eXXXotica in Chicago. I am tremendously excited about it and have been planning fun things I can do during it. I shot a solo scene that I burned to dvd and will be selling (along with my worn panties) during the convention. I will also be selling a dvd I was in (Big Breast Amateurs #12 by Homegrown Video). Apparently I will be sharing a room with one of the LA Direct girls. I'm not sure who I will be rooming with but Derek promised me that it would be someone sane.

This month for my hardcore update I hired Johnny Castle to be my male talent. He doesn't seem to be a huge fan of traveling for work so we agreed to shoot two scenes while he was out here. My photographer set up the GoPro camera in his car so we got a good 30 minutes or so of video of Johnny and I chatting. I reserved a room at the same resort Xander Corvus and I had shot in (mainly because the lighting is wonderful and we don't have to lug in bags of lights). The original room that I had booked was a large suite. As soon as we walked in we knew it wasn't going to work because it was so dark inside. There was a lovely patio outside that I decided to have a peek around (to see if we would be able to shoot out there). It would've worked if there weren't wasps flying around. Two of them managed to fly into the room (the boys were able to kill one of them). Knowing that there was a wasp still flying around and seeing how dark the room was we made the decision to downgrade to the same room we had shot in before. Johnny and I shot two scenes for my site (one a cum in mouth scene and the other a creampie scene).

My sister is in town from New Hampshire. I didn't realize that she was coming into town otherwise I would've cleared my schedule a bit. I did end up picking her up from the airport (mainly because I live five minutes away from it while my parent's live 25-30 minutes away from it). Unfortunately that was pretty much the only time I've seen her while she's been here.

I found a place to live in while I am in LA. The cost of renting a place for a couple weeks was becoming pretty pricey. I looked into renting an apartment but even that was more than I was willing to spend. My mother suggested I look into getting a roommate which turned out to be a good suggestion financially. The place I am living at now (for half the month at least) is in Sherman Oaks (a really good area in my opinion). I have my own small bedroom with a private bathroom. The bedroom has French doors that open to a huge backyard. The lady I am living with is an interesting character. She's in her early 50's (I thought she was in her 40's), a former tv actress, off Broadway actress and opera singer. Every so often she will belt out in old 40's music. She's a spiritual person which appeals to me. At first I told her that I was a webmaster. While that isn't a lie it isn't the whole truth. She offered me various work with her company and other companies which made things pretty difficult. A few days after moving in I came clean and told her that I was in the porno business. At first she seemed okay with it telling me while she isn't conservative that she didn't want it brought around her (which I can completely understand and respect). The next day after she had thought about it for a long while she decided to have a discussion with me on how she thinks it's her duty to get me out of the business (even going so far as to start praying for me...right in front of me). She also interrogated me about why I had decided to get into the business and if I enjoyed it or not (she didn't seem to accept the truthful answers I gave her which I found quite annoying). She seems to think that I want to be in mainstream (as a model or actress) though I haven't said anything about wanting to. She even offered to start finding me modeling and acting gigs and told me that she would manage me...for a fee of course. I figure the next time she tries to lecture me on being in the business I will have a discussion with her about the fact that I am an ideal roommate and that my being in porn is what pays the bills.

I recently entered into a dom/sub relationship with Master James (the male talent I used to shoot with). We had a long three hour bdsm session at the den he works at a couple weeks ago. I was incredibly bruised up afterwards and still have some slight bruising from the cane he was using on my thighs. We are planning on doing at least one bdsm session a month. Having to work around both of our schedules (especially my shoot schedule) is going to be difficult but doable. Master James had attended a course on needle play. During the session he wanted to use the needles on me but I had become very faint a few times at the beginning of the session and figured it wouldn't be a good idea to start sticking needles in me. I am going to buy a whole selection of play needles in different sizes so that he can use them on me. While I've been pierced, pierced myself and have been tattooed something about having someone else shove a needle through my skin makes me quite faint feeling.