Have no fear, you'll get yourself into something of a routine again and find that sweet spot balancing modeling with editing your site with school with family and with trying to have a social life of your own. The important thing is that you are are adaptable and you are in control of where you want to go to achieve your dreams. In the meantime, the pin-up shoot sounds freakin' sweet (just the thought of good ol' fashioned cheesecake, something Bettie Page-esque or Rita Hayward-esque is like manna for the imagination!). And now that yor family has gathered close, I suspect you'll be spending more time with them--especially with young Carter. Just you wait--the day he turns over for the first time, the day he learns how to crawl, then to stand, then that 1st step, the day he takes his own little hands and holds the bottle with you or his mom or grandma, the day he smiled (not just gas) at you, I know you are going to be so overwhelmed, like I was when I 1st became an uncle, and then again when I became an uncle the second time. And then it'll hit you, more than just me writing it, it'll really hit you that you were once that small, once upon a time 20 or so years ago you were learning to roll over, walk, interact with your mom and you'll realize just how much you've grown and changed, and at the same time you'll feel that little girl inside you looking up at you and giving you a smile. I just have to say, I am so very happy for you, Ms D, in everything you do!
