[Anoree]

"Hey diamond_cutter

I read your questions on the question thread. It was kind of interesting. This is going to take a long time to read of, because it’s kind of a long question, like different answers for it. Anyways, I’ll get to it.

You said: I was searching for a list of porn stars on YouTube that committed suicide and there was a big list. That’s kind of an interesting thing to be looking up. Apparently there is so much fun, lust, money and fame in this field. I believe there are some reasons which I want to confirm, because you belong to this field and have contacts with them as well. Which, by the way, I don’t really have contacts in this “field”. The pretty much only person that I talk to that belongs in it, or that’s in the industry, is Renna. And I don’t even talk to her all that much. But anyways, back to your question: I want to know your opinion on why they commit suicide. So, is it because:

A – They have started having sex at a very early age, like 13 or 14, so in 15 to 20 years they lose all sexual desire, which frustrates them. Then they move towards fetish, freaky sex, with animals etc., or commit suicide?

First off, honestly, It’s not just porn stars that start have sex early, it’s pretty much everybody that’s having sex early. I mean I heard of kids that have sex at 11 years old. Completely disgusting, but it’s not just limited to porn stars. I haven’t really heard about anybody committing suicide because they’ve lost their sexual desire. I think that would be kind of a weird thing to commit suicide for or over. I don’t know. This is my opinion, so I don’t think that that’s the reason why porn stars commit suicide.

B – They have started taking drugs or strong sexual medications which result in bad side effects? Which by the way, I’m not exactly sure what sexual medications have strong side effects, so I don’t know. The only sex medicine I know is Viagra and I think there’s another one that I can’t remember the name. But I don’t think that there’s really any bad side effect over that. Anyways, back to the question … oh, wait, that was the end of the question.

No, I definitely don’t think that’s the reason why porn stars commit suicide. I mean that would be an absolutely ridiculous reason to commit suicide over, because the side effects of a medication, unless they make you suicidal or something. I’ve never heard of a sexual medication that makes you suicidal, it just makes you really hard for a really long time, at least for men.

So let’s see, the next option:
C – They have fame but no respect from society or they have lust, but not true love, which leads them to hate themselves and commit suicide?

I think that that reason may have a bit to do with why a porn star would commit suicide, at least the whole not being able to find somebody to love you for who you are part, but I don’t know. I think it would be completely ridiculous for somebody to commit suicide because of what other people think. I don’t know, just my opinion.

And then the last one:
D – They’re being abused, humiliated, disrespected by their boyfriends or husbands?

Honestly, I think that’s probably the main reason that a porn star would commit suicide. Or else if they got involved with drugs, illegal drugs, addicted to them or whatever. I can imagine that, being addicted to drugs and being abused would be the two leading causes of somebody committing suicide, or at least a porn star committing suicide.

So anyways, that was an interesting question. I hope you guys actually understood what I was saying, since there were a lot parts to that.

Your last question was: Every woman, no matter what profession they’re in, has the dream of having a home, a loving husband and pretty children along with a respectable, calm life. If at the peak of your career you reached a road where you could either have fame and money or your dream home, husband and children, but would have to completely leave porn, what would you choose?

If I could have my dream home and my soul mate, kids are really far in the future, that’s not really something that I’m wanting now, but if I could find my one, true love or whatever, I’d definitely give up my career over that. I love doing this and stuff, but this isn’t like the porn over me “being.” I definitely think, yah, I probably would give up my career. This isn’t a long time career anyways. I mean I plan on doing it as long as I can, but I’m wanting to go to medical school and be a doctor, so that’s what I’m wanting to do the rest of my life.

I hope that answered your questions, ok?

Bye"