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D214, 10-19-10: To diamond_cutter
"Hey diamond_cutter
I read your questions – not just one but many – on the question thread. Your first question was: Have you ever regretted what you’ve been doing i.e. adult modeling? What does “i.e.” mean, by the way? I don’t even know what that means. I use it sometimes, but I don’t know what it means.
Do I ever regret … No, so far I haven’t come to regret it. I don’t know if I ever will. I’m sure at some point I might kind of regret it, like if I don’t get into medical school or if I get fired from a job because of the job I have, but so far not really. I mean I never have any problems really because of it. I guess the only problems that I really have because of it are just guy problems. Guys thinking I’m easy because I’m in porn, which is not the case at all. I don’t like one night stands and I’m not easy.
The next question was: Any time you wished that you would not have chosen this field or joined some other profession?
No, actually, not at all. I’m very happy with what I’m doing right now. I really do like what I’m doing. It’s funny, because I think that my family sees that I really enjoy doing this. I’m always talking about it, too. It makes me happy, the creative freedom, the freedom to work when I want to work. I mean where can be doing this video log at 11 o’clock at night. I don’t know. I like everything about it. It’s fun and it’s giving me some good skills, not only the modeling skills and the masturbating skills, but that editing and stuff like that. I love it.
Next question is: Is there someone in your life or some time ever where you feel shy or feel weak to disclose that you’re a porn star?
There’s only been … actually … I’m trying to think, today kind of, when I was getting my hair done. I don’t know why I lied about this, it’s kind of silly, but they asked me why I was getting my hair and makeup done and I was like “Uh, for a date.” I was actually getting it done because I had a photo shoot, but I don’t know why I said that. I guess I just didn’t want to get into the whole “What are you doing, where are you modeling, blah, blah, blah” all that stuff. I can only think of one other time where I’ve been kind of “shy” I guess about disclosing my job. That was when I met this guy and the second night that we hung out I was really iffy about telling him, but I did end up telling him anyways. What was really weird is, I thought he knew anyways because he kept on staring at me in the bar. I was like “Oh my god, he probably has seen me on my website or on the Internet or where ever.” But comes to find out, no, he just thought that I was really cute. But other ways, no, I pretty much tell anybody. I‘m not one to hide that. I don’t really care. People can judge me, it doesn’t matter. I’m a good person, a kind person, and I have a good heart, and that’s all that matters.
Next question is: Did any of your loved ones leave you after knowing about your profession?
Nope, not one of them has. I have the most supportive family and very supportive group of friends, too. I’m very lucky in that sense.
Other question was: Would you tell your children in the future about your past life?
Yes, if I ever do have kids I will tell them about this job and what I’ve done. I’m sure at some point it’s going to come up. Ok, let me change that. I’ll tell them if it ends up coming up somewhere, like in a conversation, but if it doesn’t, no, I don’t think I would tell them. That’s something I can’t really lie to them about that, because it’s all over the Internet and it will be up there forever. I would tell them. No shame, baby, no shame.
Let’s see. Oh, this next question. This next question is interesting. Well, it’s not interesting, it’s very personal. You asked: Has anybody tried to rape me?
I’m actually not going to answer that question, because I don’t think it’s an appropriate question to ask me. I don’t really think that’s an appropriate question to ask anybody, so sorry, that’s not going to be answered.
Next question: During shoots, has any cameraman or other crew member got out of control and tried to have sex with me?
No, actually I’ve never had that issue. Usually I’m the one that’s coming on to the cameraman. But actually I can only think of one time where I’ve actually come on to the cameraman. I don’t think we did anything. I can’t really remember, though. That’s kind of sad, isn’t that? But nope, I haven’t really had to deal with any photographers, videographers coming on to me. I’ve been super lucky in this industry and the people that I worked with. I’m very happy about things that are going on right now and everything.
I hope that answered your questions, ok?
Bye"
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