D191, 07-21-10: To carabell
 

"Hey carabell

I read your question on the question thread and you were asking me: What do I think about nudists and / or nudism?

You know what? I’m like the least judgmental person on earth, so I originally, I don’t really have any opinion on that. My job is pretty much to get nude. But people that live in nudist camps, that’s cool. That’s awesome. We’re born nude, stay nude, it’s all good. I’m nude around the house most of the time, so I don’t really care. But other than that, honestly, I don’t have an opinion on that. I haven’t yet formed one, I guess. Like I said, to each his own. Everybody has their own fetishes, everybody does their own thing. As long as it doesn’t hurt anybody, or anything, I should say, then why not? Go for it, have fun, do your thing. We never know when we’re going to die, so just have fun while we can and take advantage of this beautiful live that we have.

I hope that answered your question, ok?

Bye"

D192, 06-30-10: To ReyC
 

"Hey ReyC

I read your questions on the question thread. Your fist question was: Are you open to having a romantic, not just sexual, longer turn relationship with another girl, just as you might have with a guy? Could you fall in love with a girl?

You know, honestly, I have never really had that opportunity, but I definitely think that I could. I’m always joking about turning to the other side and becoming a lesbian, but a lot of the times I’m serious when I say that. I think that I just … like I don’t really go out looking for boyfriends, I don’t really go out looking for girlfriends. I’m sure that if I actually tried, that I would find one, via a dating site or something like that. But, yah, I’m totally open to that. I think that would be actually cool just to not be in a, what do you call it, heterosexual relationship for once. It’s up in the air, it depends.

Your other question was: Do you have any guy friends who just accept you as “one of the boys” without hitting on you, just someone they like hanging out with?

Actually, to be perfectly honest, most of my guy friends are like that. I have a couple of guy friends that hit on me, but it’s kind of because everybody in the group is fairly flirty. Most of the time I don’t get hit on by any of the guys. I don’t really have to worry about that, thankfully. They’re all really chill. They’re not trying to get advantage of me or anything.

I hope that answered your questions, ok?

Bye"

D193, 07-06-10: To Everyone
 

"Hey guys

I just wanted to show you the rest of my birthday presents. I got actually quite a few more in the mail, so I have a lot of stuff to show you guys.

Let’s see, see the one from tigger first. He sent me this postcard. It says Camp Davy Crockett. Apparently that’s in Tennessee. – Sorry, my chinchillas are going crazy over there, so that’s the noise that you hear in the background. Shush! That’d be Gratch, running around on his wheel. – He also sent me this shirt. This looks actually very comfortable to sleep in. I love oversized t-shirts to sleep in. It says “Boy Scouts of America, Camp Davy Crockett” That’s cool. I used actually to be in the Girl Scouts. My mom was a Girl Scout leader, so that was always a lot of fun.

Then from AlexanderLL I got a bunch of comics, a bunch of the Soulfire comics, and I thought this one was so hot. Is that not like “Meow!”? That’s really hot. I think she’s like a fairy. Yah, she looks like a fairy. That’s cool. I like fairies. … All right, I’ll definitely have to read that. Ah, and by the way, AlexanderLL, you don’t have to go to England and kick that guys butt for me. I’m over him, truly over him, moved passed it and passed that situation. I’m ready to move on.

Let’s see, what else do we have? Grande351 sent me this card. It says “Just think – today began a whole new year of being YOU! Keep up the good work!” very cute. And then he also sent me this shirt, which I absolutely adore. It says: “love as thou wilt” and if you recognize that quote, that’s actually because it’s one of my favorite quotes and it is above my bed. It’s from the Kushiel’s Legacy series by Jacqueline Carey, which, by the way, I just bought her new book today. So I’m so excited about reading it, oh my god. But on the back it has this fairy dressing mark, which is like an awesome rose. It’s really cool. I think this is absolutely beautiful, by the way. It’s gorgeous! I have to shoot in it for sure. It would be called Fairy Dress update or something. Hope I don’t get sued for something like that. And then he also got me this. It is the Flip camcorder thing. It’s really cool. It’s the size of an iPhone, so it should be easy to take with me to parties and to clubs and into changing rooms. I’m really excited. I can get some cool footage I can use for my candid videos, and hopefully some naughty footage, too, that I can also put on my website. And it shoots in ultra-high-definition. That’s really cool. And it says that it records up to 120 minutes, that’s like two hours. That would be a long video.

Let’s see, what else do I have? Anoree sent me – if I can grab this, it’s heavy – this printer, which is very much needed, because I don’t have a printer. I finally have a PC. I always have to go to my apartment offices or my apartment business center to print stuff out there. So this is really very handy. I think that I also, I think that you can also, yah, you can also print, scan, fax and copy. That is super, super, super handy. So I shall put that to good use immediately after I figure out how to put it together.

And then I also have the juicer, which … Seriously, I had a list of all the presents and the people that got them for me, but I cleaned on Thursday or Wednesday – on Thursday, and I must have caused the list, because I cannot figure out who got me the juicer. I think I went through my whole twitter, like the last three pages of my twitter … tweets, I guess. I don’t know exactly what you call them, but where people message you and stuff, to see if somebody wrote that they sent it to me. I also went through the Journal … something about the journal. I can’t remember what it’s called. [the Replies to Danielle’s Journal thread] But I looked everywhere and I couldn’t find out who sent this to me, so I feel terrible. This is the second or third time that I’ve had to ask. Actually I think it’s the third time I had to ask who sent me the juicer. But I shall show it to you guys anyways. I have put it to much use. I don’t know if I told you guys that. God, I should really go through my old video logs and just see what I said in them. I already took it out, obviously, and used it. It’s really cool. It’s a good size. It works fabulously. I really like it. I’ve made Apple Mint Spritzer, which is apple juice and some mint and club soda. It’s really good. I also made a few different vegetable juices, which is not so tasty as the fruit juice, but it’s still good. It’s healthy. I absolutely love it. Like I said, I’ve been putting it to very good use. So thank you.

By the way, I’m also going to be making Thank You notes like little Thank You cards. I will be sending those everybody who has sent me gifts. I just have to figure out who has sent me gifts. Ah, I’m usually way more organized. Well, I actually am organized, I just clean too much and I threw away stuff without looking at it. That was really bad.

But yah, I want to show the shirt, too. It says “Let’s get naked” Yah, let’s get naked… Look, I’m naked! Perfect.

Bye you guys!"

D194, 07-11-10: To dilbert49
 

"Hey dilbert49

I read your question on the question thread and your question was – I’ve got to turn around to read it: During the Playboy TV filming, is that the largest group of live people who you have masturbated in front of? If not, can you tell us what was?

Actually, yah, I think that was largest live group that I was in front of. The was – trying to think – Bridget, obviously, who was the Playboy TV hostess, there was Rob, who was doing the filming for the FTV side, and then there was the camera man, who was doing the Playboy TV filming, and then there was the director and then I think there was one other person, but to be perfectly honest, I can’t really remember. [probably the Playboy TV sound tech] I think that that’s been the largest live group that I’ve been in front of masturbating. I trying to think if I masturbated at the sex club that I went to, Discretions, because I remember there was a lot of people there, watching me, but I think I was just having sex. So right now, I think that is the largest group, other than the webcam show. But that’s not really live. It’s not what you’re asking me.

I hope that answered your question, ok?

Bye"

D195, 07-16-10: To e83
 

"Hey e83

I read your question on the question thread. Actually, you had a couple of questions for me. Your first question was: What is the best and worst about a ride on the Sybian? Is it hard to climax riding on one?

Yeah, yeah, it kind of is. It’s such a different sensation. I’m used to using smaller toys that I can put directly on my clit. Riding on a Sybian it’s like all over that area. It’s a lot to take in. It takes some getting used to. One other thing is that I don’t like about the Sybian is that… I like very strong and hard vibrations, hence why I love the Vibraking, ’cause that was the strongest toy I’ve ever used, and the Sybian is really strong, but at the same time, because it’s not directly on your clit it tends to tickle after a while, especially on my inner thighs. I don’t know why, but I just don’t like that feeling at all. Plus I’m so used to lying down when I masturbate, so being in that “girl on top” position is not that much fun for me. I don’t even like being on top during sex, so I don’t know why I would like that during masturbation.

Your other question was: Would you say that you get very wet when aroused?

That really depends. I’ve noticed when I had a couple of orgasms, or even one orgasm, I get super, super wet. I guess it just depends. I used to get really, really wet. I think birth control really has an effect on that. I remember when I was younger, not taking birth control, I would soak the bed. It was awesome, but not so much nowadays. I don’t really soak the bed nowadays. I just soak the toys that I use.

Your other question was: What’s the difference in making love to a man compared to a woman?

Men are easier. It’s just easier. With a woman you’re not really sure what they like. With a man it’s fairly easy to know what they like. That’s the only way I can explain it. I mean you can see the clit and stuff, but you don’t know how much pressure they want on it or if they like to be rubbed in circles or side to side or up and down or whatever. It’s difficult trying to figure out what a woman wants versus what a man wants. It’s easy with men: They like hand jobs and blow jobs and boob jobs and sex.

Your last question was: What area of your life is the most complicated or difficult: personal, family, school, professional, other or all of the above?

To be perfectly honest, I think the most difficult part of my life would have to be school and probably personal, like the romantic aspect of it. I have a hard time with school, just because I’m such a perfectionist. I strive to be the best possible in school. When I make a B or when I make a grade that I didn’t expect, that was lower than I expected, then it’s kind of a bummer. I’m just trying to figure out what I want to do in school. That’s kind of hard. Then, with the whole personal part, I guess that it’s mainly just the whole romantic aspect. It’s mainly just because I don’t do one night stands. I don’t… I tend to… When I do sleep with a guy I tend to date him generally for at least three months, two or three months. I don’t like casual dating. Actually, come to think of it, I was just discussing this with a friend, but I’ve never really been on a date. I’ve just always jumped into relationships. Even in the whole telling them what I do, that’s also very difficult, because a lot of guys will automatically assume things from my job. I’ve had three guys ask me as soon as I told them what I do “Oh, I have this girl that wants to do a threesome” and I was “Ok, you guy, you’re done. Get away from me. I don’t want to talk with you anymore.” It just sucks, it really does sometimes. But other than that, my family part of my life and my friend part of my life, it’s pretty easy. And work is, too. I have an easy job that I absolutely love.

So I hope that answered your questions.

Bye"

D196, 07-21-10: To titsrock
 

"Hey titsrock

I read your questions on the question thread and your first question was: If you were a stripper, what would be the name of your signature move and how would you describe it? You said laws of physics need not apply.

Gosh, I have – I think I hear people having sex. Oh, my. Oh, wow, ok, kind of random. Ok, so anyways, back to the question. I don’t really have a name for it, but I’ve actually thought about this a couple of times. What I would do is crawl up the pole and then do the splits on the ceiling, like side splits on the ceiling, and then flip around and crawl down and do side splits against the pole. And then gracefully slide back down. It would be very sexy. You just have to picture it in your mind. Trust me, it’s hot. But I have no idea how I would call that.

And then your other question was: What would you rather see and play as an Olympic sport: Bikini Soccer or Bikini Ultimate Frisbee?

Definitely Bikini Soccer, boobs would be bouncing around more. Plus, I used to be in soccer. I’ve never really played Frisbee. So of course I would choose soccer. By the way, people, if you don’t know, soccer is football to European countries.

Your other question was, your last question: If you were going to play a game of naughty strip scrabble with three other celebrities, who would you invite?

Megan Fox, because she’s freaking hot. Ok, let’s do girls. If I were to invite three girls, it would be Megan Fox, Angelina Jolie and Jennifer Conley. Three guys, ha: Stuard Townsend, but only if he looks like he did in Queen of the Damned, and Peter Facinelli, but only if he looks like he does in this Twilight movies, and Robert Pattinson, but only if he looks like he did in the Twilight movies, too. Wow, I have a thing for Vampires! I love them, they’re sexy.

I hope that answered your questions, ok?

Bye"

D197, 07-26-10: To Locutus
 

"Hi Locutus

I really hope I pronounced that right. If I didn’t send me a PM or visitor message and tell me. I read your questions on the question thread and your first one was: Do you like big companies like Vivid, Adam & Eve etc., their way of shooting?

Actually I love it. Well, I guess it depends. I don’t like the fakeness about it, if that makes any sense. I think it would be a lot better if all the girls had real orgasms and really look as if they enjoy themselves and stuff, or if everybody looks like they were enjoying themselves. And sometimes the scripts suck. But I realize, porn… not exactly “real” actors. What else? What I really like, that, I just like the big production view about it. I don’t get to do anything like that. I like how the girls are made up and they get to wear different costumes and stuff like that. It’s fun sometimes.

Your other question was: Do I like actresses with fake boobies?

Honestly, it’s not that I dislike them, I just don’t think it’s fair. I would be ok with people that have breast cancer to get fake boobs, if they have to have their breast removed, so they can have breasts again. But I don’t like… I don’t think it’s fair. That’s the only way putting it, kind of lamely right now. You know, honestly, I was blessed with these, so to have somebody else go out and just pay however much they pay for it, I don’t think it’s fair. Go away with the boobs, except if you have breast cancer, then it’s ok. But, you know what, whatever, it’s their choice. Some guys prefer natural over fake, and that’s why you guys come to me.

Your other question was: What would my artist name be if I had to choose, and do you ever think about that?

I assume that you mean like porn name, and yes, I actually have thought about that so many times now. I actually bought the domain name for it already, just in case. It would be Danielle Delaunay. Delaunay is from my favorite book series, the Kushiel’s Legacy series by Jacqueline Carey. The main character’s name is Phèdre Delaunay. If Phèdre was a real person, I would love her to death. But yah, that’s my stage name, or that’s what my stage name would be.

So I hope I answered your questions, right?

Bye"

D198, 07-31-10: To LoverXXL
 

"Hey LoverXXL

I read your question on the question thread and your question was: What type of lingerie is good for women shaped like me, with bigger breasts like mine?

I actually brought a couple of examples with me. Something like this is good, especially the halter style, because then generally, if you have a bigger band on the bottom it will give you more lift. Any type of strapless one – no, wait, not strapless, spaghetti strap on like … like this, is good, except it’s like I said, you have to have an underwire or a wide band underneath for that little lift fit. That’s always good for busty girls. Then, halter tops are always great, and – I don’t know what they call these ones – They don’t have … It’s not like a full cup, all it does is lift up and lets your nipples out and it’s pretty hot. I used to hate these kinds of lingerie bras, but actually think they’re very hot now.

Like I said, you just want something that has a wide band underneath, probably thicker straps or an underwire, because, unfortunately, girls with bigger boobs, they need a little more support than girls that have smaller breasts.

I hope that answered your question, yah?

Bye"

D199, 08-05-10: To ahmed_alhadad
 

"Hey ahmed_alhadad

I think I pronounced that correctly. I read your questions on the question thread. You had a few of them for me, and your first question was: What do I think about Arabic men?

Well, I don’t really think anything of Arabic men, except that they’re the ones I hear about stoning their wives and stuff. I don’t really like that. But if you’re asking if I’m kind of sexually attracted to Arabic men … honestly, I’ve never really been attracted to an Arabic guy. But that’s also because we don’t have a lot of Arabics here. That could be a big reason why, although, I have been with real eastern, Middle Eastern men before.

Your other question was: Do I like to be naked most of the time?

I like to be naked when I’m sleeping … yah, most of the time when I’m at home I do like to be naked. Obviously not so much out in public, because I could get in trouble for that, but yeah, every once in a while, if I’m at my friend’s house, I just walk around without my top on. Actually Dallas did that the other day. She was over here and we were watching movies and she was walking around not only without a top, she was walking around without bottoms on. No pants and no panties. I was like “This is hilarious.” But outdoors, no. I don’t really like being naked out in public.

Your other question was, the last question – or questions, I should say: How did I find the experience shooting the Boy Toy photo sets?

Actually it was a ton of fun. I shot it with the guy named Medoc Wolf, really cool and I was really attracted to him and we had actually hung out before. We hung out quite a few times and were always talking about shoots and we finally found an awesome photographer to shoot us. I was kind of nervous, because it was my first time ever shooting with another guy. And shooting naked photography or nude photography with another guy is definitely kind of interesting. I think we were both pretty turned on.

The other question, you got two more questions that retained to the Boy Toy photosets: Did they bring you more passion than other photosets with girls?

Not really, I don’t know. They all bring me “passion.” I’m not really sure how to answer that question. Like I said, it was fun. It was definitely a turn on, but most of my nude sets with people generally turn me on.

Then, the last question was: Did he really make sex relation with you in those photos?

I think you mean did he have sex with me on the photos, and no, we didn’t have sex, it was all implied. I know there was a few different ones where it looks like it, but no. We didn’t do anything together. Well, we probably would have but didn’t do anything. It wasn’t a porn shoot, it was just supposed to be a nude photography shoot. And, no, we never did end up having sex together, just for you guys that want to know.

Alright, anyways, I hope that answered your questions, ok?

Bye"

D200, 08-10-10: To cute_teacher75
 

"Hey cute_teacher75

I read your questions on the question thread. You had actually quite a few of them pointing to the five senses. I shall try to answer them the best way that I can. So your first question was: Which of your five senses do you think you’re most stimulated by during sex and / or masturbation?

Honestly, touch. I mean especially during masturbation I don’t look or anything, other than the back of my eyelids or the ceiling or the wall. Hearing, I don’t know. I think the least one that I’m stimulated by or the one I’m least stimulated by would be … let’s see, there’s touch, taste, hearing … smell. Definitely have to be smell.

Your other question was: When you’re masturbating, are there certain scents or sounds that stimulate you?

No, not in particular, I guess just quietness. When I’m watching porn or anything, masturbating, I don’t really listen to the sound, watching it. I just watch it. It’s the visual aspect of it that really stimulates me.

The other question you had was: When having sex with a men or a woman, do you find yourself stimulated by some senses more than others?

No, not really, just touch. For me sex and masturbation is all about touch, not smell and everything goes crazy, just touch, that’s it.

Other question was: Do you enjoy hearing their pleasure for example, or does watching their reactions excite and / or stimulate you? I guess that went with the question before, these two questions.

I definitely like hearing arousal, my partner’s arousal, but, once again, one of the things that doesn’t turn me on, doesn’t turn me off. The only thing that turns me off is when they’re really, really quiet and I can’t figure out if they’re enjoying themselves or not. If they’re making facial expressions, like good facial expressions when they’re quiet, then I’m ok, but when they’re completely blank and no sounds or anything, then I’m not enjoying it so much anymore.

Other question … oh, yah, you were saying: Does watching their reactions excite and / or stimulate you?

Yah, definitely, unless they’re making a really ugly face, then I probably just kind of giggle and then continue doing whatever I’m doing. But yes, I do like whatever reactions they have. One of the hottest reactions that I got from a guy was he would bury his face into the pillow. I was “Uh, I like that. It’s cute.” And then I started doing it. It’s kind of weird.

Then your … oh, two more questions. The next question was: If your partner is wearing a certain scent, like vanilla, does that arouse you even more?

I think vanilla actually only works on guys, it doesn’t work for girls. That’s why I wear vanilla a ton. But no, there’s really no scent … you know, honestly, I really, really like the smell of a guy after he gets done working out. That’s been the way with quite a few of my boyfriends. It’s the pheromones or something. That always turns me on, that sweaty smell. And, I don’t know, what turns me off is when a guy is wearing way too much cologne. Or when a guy has way too many scents going on, like when I can smell the guy’s deodorant and smell the guy’s after shave and cologne, then I’m like “Uh, too much, overload right now. I don’t want to deal with that.”

And your last question was: Have I ever tried tantric sex?

And no, I have not tried tantric sex before. Although I’m sure I would be fabulous at it, since I’ve had a lot of experience with sex. There you guys, I have been honestly. Anyways, that’s probably something that I would try after I’ve been married to somebody for a couple of years and the sex gets kind of lame, then I’ll be “Ok, let’s enter the world of tantric sex.”

Anyways, I hope that answered your questions, ok?

Bye"

D201, 08-15-10: To Sarah
 

"Hey Sarah

I read your question on the question thread and it was – and this time I can actually remember it because you only asked one question. Most of the time people ask like a billion of questions and I can’t actually remember what they asked me. Not that I really care or anything, ’cause I like being asked questions. But, wow, I’m really getting off topic here. – Your question was:
What would I do if I won a 90 million Dollar lottery?

Well, let’s see, and I’ve thought about this so many times, me and Dallas, my best friend, we … oh, I’m sorry, Dallas and I, we always talk about what we’re going to do when we win the lottery. It’s not what we would do, it’s what we are going to do, because we are going to win the lottery one of these days. So, anyways, ok.

90 million Dollars … Obviously, I’m probably going to get it in an alone sum, and then to figure I get … wait, let’s just say it’s 90 million Dollars altogether, so taxes are already taken out and that’s what I get, 90 million Dollars. It’s a lot better than the little minuscule amount that I would get – not that it’s actually minuscular or anything, I mean 90 million Dollars is a lot of money, but again, I’m getting off topic here.

So I would take half of it and put it away in savings, investments and stuff like that. I would put it into a trust that I couldn’t get a hold of unless I had my mom’s permission. I know it sounds kind of silly, but I think it’s a great idea. I’d probably go crazy and spend it all, but if I’ve got to get my mom’s permission, then it’s a little bit more likely that I wouldn’t go crazy and spend it all. Just my way of thinking.

And then I would buy Rob’s big FTV house, the FTV Mansion, and I’d give it to my mom because my mom loves that house. So he wouldn’t have to deal with that house anymore and he could go get a new place. I’d also buy a house on Camelback Mountain but obviously make sure it’s very well protected from scorpions, sort of have an exterminator come every month. And then I’d also buy a house in San Diego and probably one in LA someplace. I was thinking maybe a condo in Las Vegas, but you know what, I like to stay in hotels. They’re fun. You don’t have to clean anything.

The first month I would disappear from the world, except I’d bring my girlfriends with me, like Dallas, my mom and my sister. We would go to a spa resort and just spa ourselves for a whole month. Dallas has already decided that she’d get a bunch of plastic surgery done and I would get my tattoos surgically removed. I think I’d get some other stuff done, maybe a little light bow here and there, but nothing else, nothing of major.

What else would I do … Obviously I would buy amazingly cool cars. I’d buy every car Rob has, ‘cause Rob has awesome cars, except for the Bugatti. I don’t know if I get a Bugatti. The only reason I’d get a Bugatti is just to tell Rob that I have a Bugatti. I’d be like “Ha, ha, ha, I’m cool, just like you are.” I’d get a Lamborghini, I’d get an SLR, I’d get the GTR, I’d get a Saleen S7, I’d probably get a BMW or a Mercedes, something I could drive around and wouldn’t look too … I don’t know, that fits in everywhere. You can’t exactly drive a SLR to McDonalds or whatever.

And then I would donate like a million Dollar sum to main society and I would … There’s actually a bunch of charities that I would donate money to. I would probably end up donating about 5 million Dollars to various charities.

What else would I do … Oh, I would contact Playboy, Hustler and Penthouse, and I would actually pay them to put me as their cover girl on their magazines, so I’d be the only person to ever be on … probably not the only person, but one of the only people to be on all three of those magazine covers. That would be so cool.

And then I’d also advertise my website like crazy and make it that somehow I could be the biggest single girl, solo girl website in the whole world ever. That would be so cool. That would mean like 6000, 8000 members. That’s really a kick. If I had that type of money, I would actually pay people to join my website. That would be so cool. Kind of waste of money, but still, to have these bragging rights, you’re kidding me? That would be sweet. I would definitely still do my website.

Other than that, I have a bunch of other stuff that I figured that I would do. Oh, take a two week long vacation with all of my friends and pay their salary, their work, what they would miss at work, and we would get a bunch of penthouse suites in Vegas. Actually, Vegas for two weeks would probably be really lame. So we’d have to go someplace like Jamaica or someplace tropical, some place cool like that.

Then I would probably take a year and just travel the world. One of my things is I would want to go to all the different countries and all the major cities and meet all my members. I actually thought about that. That would be really cool, meeting all my various members and fans.

So, that were some of the plans of what I … will do when I win the lottery. Yeah, I’m a big dreamer. I’ve got big goals, big dreams, ok?

Anyways, I hope that answered your question.

Bye"

D202, 08-20-10: To Palanhaar
 

"Hey Vishnudat

I read your questions on the question thread. Your first question was: What is the most surprising and / or shocking gift I’ve gotten from my parents?

Actually I have to think about this, because nothing was really surprising or shocking. But I finally realize that there was one thing that was very surprising. I had asked my mom – this is when I was like 13 or 14 years old – I had asked her for an electric guitar. She was like “No, no, no. I’m not going to get that for you. You’re never going to play it …” Well, comes Christmas time, we wake up and under the Christmas tree is an electric guitar! And yes, my mom is right. I never ended up playing it. It just kind of sat there, it looks cool. I like telling people that I have an electric guitar. And if they ask me if I actually play it, I say “Eh, not really, it just sits there and clogs dust.” Yeah, I should still learn. I’d rather learn how to play the cello, though.

Your other question was: How does it feel if my fans call me a goddess?

Well, how does it feel if you’re called a god? It’s flattering, it’s very flattering. So it makes up for all those years that I was teased mercilessly in high school and middle school. You guys have a lot of catching up to do. Snap on it. – Wait, is that what they say? Snap on it? May be it’s step on it? I’m not really sure. – Anyways, so I love when you guys compliment me. I really do. I will never get a big head from that, to be perfectly honest. It’s always nice to wake up and go on my forum and see nice things that you guys write about me, and about the other girls, too, because if you guys write negative things, even if it’s about the other girls, it’s negativity to me, too. But yah, I appreciate you guys. I love the compliments. Keep them coming.

I hope that answered your questions, ok?

Bye"

D203, 08-25-10: To e83
 

"Hey e83

I read your questions on the question thread. Your first question was: Is there some activity that you find extremely arousing that isn’t that big of a turn-on for a guy?

Well, gay sex. Or gay porn, that’s not arousing for a lot of men, at least the men that I want to have sex with. I’ve always wanted to find a bi guy, a really hot bi guy. I think that’d be hot. Well, bi guy that is really hot, that’s only into me – and other guys obviously. Anyways, so gay sex is one of them, and then the other one was the whipping that I like. It seems like I’ve only come across one guy, one of my exes, that was turned on by that. I don’t think he was really, truly turned on by it, he just knew that it turned me on, so it turned him on, too. I whipped him, too, and it turned him on, I think. He said he liked it, so hopefully he wasn’t lying. But most guys that I know don’t like to be whipped at all. I can’t understand it. They just don’t like pain. So, obviously I need a hot bi guy that is only interested in moi, female wise, male wise whatever, and that likes BDSM, too, and that’s a good, good, good dom. I don’t really need a sub. I’m a sub.

Your next question was: How long does it take to do your makeup?

Well, when I actually do my makeup, like full makeup … I’m usually making only my eyes. That takes me about thirty minutes, not too long. My thing is that I’m a perfectionist, so I’m always wiping it off and starting over again. Plus I really suck in my makeup. That’s why I don’t do it. I just don’t think that I’m really good at it. Whatever, I like to have my makeup professionally done. That’s fun. That takes about an hour.

Your other question was: Where do you think that sexual adventuresome spirit comes from, and does it extend to other areas of your life?

You know what, I’m a typical Gemini. I am interested in all things. I think they call us a Jack of all Trades. Honestly, I’m adventurous in everything in life. That’s why I take different classes in school, crazy classes that don’t really make any sense to take with my major. I’m adventurous in everything, not just sex. And where does it come from? Hell, I don’t know. God made me that way.

And your last question was: Have you ever used the jets of a public pool, spa or hot tub to masturbate?

I don’t think I have, but I’m 95% positive that I have used them down there, just to see how it felt like. Not powerful enough for me, at least I don’t think it was. I can’t remember ever actually getting off from a jet in a whirlpool. Maybe that’s a thing I need to actually do.

I hope that answered your questions, ok?

Bye"

D204, 08-30-10: To hohoho
 

"Hey hohoho

I read your questions on the question thread. Your first question was: What do you think about CFNM, which is Clothed Female Nude Male, have you ever tried something like that?

You know what, honestly, I had never heard of CNFM … wait … Clothed Female Nude Male before you had mentioned it. I didn’t know that was an actual fetish, but of course there is a fetish for everything. I honestly had no opinions on it before you… I still don’t really have an opinion on it. I’m like “whatever.” I’m neutral when it comes to that. I don’t dislike it, I don’t like it. But yes, I have tried that, but not where I’ve been actually completely clothed in pants and a shirt and everything, or a skirt and whatever. I’ve done it when I’ve been wearing lingerie, or panties and a bra. But that’s about it.

Your next question was: When can we start to download your perfect webcam sessions?

Honestly, I don’t know. I would have to ask FTV Chris or FTV Rob about that. Actually, I probably have to talk to Chris about that, since he does all the webcam magic. But I don’t know if that’s even possible with my webcam thing. I still have to figure out the archive page, which I should be able to fix that very soon here, hopefully.

I hope that answered your questions, ok?

Bye"

D205, 09-04-10: To everyone
 

[No transcription: Candid shoot of Love Bug and Danielle on the beach and at a dog parlor]

D206, 09-09-10: To captnjack
 

"Hey Captnjack

I got your package full of presents. Some pretty awesome stuff in here. You got me three DVDs of dirty cartoons. I haven’t opened them up yet, as you can see, packaging is still on. It should be interesting to watch. Two of them are vintage dirty cartoons. That should be interesting to see.

You also got me mini clothes pins, for, I don’t know, clothes pins play? I can have some fun with these. But I can’t imagine that I can putt so many on my nipples. I can probably fit maybe 3 or 4 on my nipples, but I bet I can fit quite a few on my nether land region.

You also got me pink beaded nipple clamps. I think these are so pretty. They’re super, super pretty. I love the beads. Those will be really fun to play with.

Then you got me … it says Y style nipple clamps and clit clamp. This should be interesting, since I’ve never used a clit clamp before. The package is really shiny. I’m trying to angle it so you guys can actually see what it looks like. Pretty awesome, that looks pretty hardcore. I bet I’m going to like that.

And then, last but not least, you got me purple chain nipple clamps. Now these ones are really cool. And it actually included a navel ring in it, and I opened it up and thought it was one of these navel rings that you can press onto your belly button, but apparently it’s actually used for pierced belly buttons, so I’m kind of disappointed, makes me want to get my belly button pierced again, even though I already have the dermals there. Technically, that is a pi… Anyways, I’m going off on a … These ones are my favorite, probably because they are purple. I love purple. They’re pretty cool, they look cute. The girl on the back, she looks like she has Lia type nipples. I don’t know if you guys can see that. Pretty awesome nipples. I actually wanted to use this stuff with Renna, when she was here and we were shooting, but we never had time to use it. So at some point I’m hoping that I can shoot with a girl that will be into nipple clamps and stuff like that and have some fun playing around with those. That will make a pretty awesome update, I think, in my venue.

But anyways, Captnjack, thank you so much for the gifts. I really dig them, and I shall put them to good use, most likely on camera, since I unfortunately don’t really have anybody in personal life to use this with. Anyways, thank you!

Bye"

D207, 09-14-10: To Rescuer
 

"Hey Rescuer

I read your questions on the question thread. Your … whoops, I just kicked the camera. Your first question was: Do I like camping?

I actually do like camping. I don’t get to camp very much, but I really enjoy it when I do go camping. I like roasted marsh mellows. It’s the best part of camping. I try to think of the last time I went camping. I was actually 19 or 20. I did a month long camping trip up in the western part of Canada and Alaska. It was pretty exciting to stir around to a new place every night and I saw wilderness and listened to wolfs howl in the middle of the night. It was always cool peaking your head out of the tent at nighttime and seeing the aurora borealis. It was pretty cold, though, I’m not going to lie. We did that in – I don’t think there was any snow on the ground, but it was kind of icy – so probably fall. Definitely needed those Long John thermal underwear.

You also asked me if I have ever camped in the “Beautiful Areas of California.”

No, I’ve never camped in California. I always stay in hotels there. I’m trying to think of another time that I went camping, and I like to think of as when I was living in Germany. I went at a Girl Scout camp. That was pretty exciting. I ended up getting two or three ticks on me and I ended up getting really, really sick. I don’t know if that was because of the ticks or if I just had random sickness. I think I was also really home sick, too. That was one of those … god, I must have been six or seven, maybe eight-ish. I’ve got to ask my mom about that. But good times, good times, I love it.

I hope that answered your questions, ok?

Bye"

D208, 09-19-10: To mart
 

"Hey mart

I read your questions on the question thread. Your first question was: Has Rob ever asked your opinion on a potential FTV Girls model?

He actually has, several times. Especially when I am at his house and he is doing emails he’ll ask about them and…

[recording stopped]

Hey mart

I read your questions on the question thread. Your first question was: Has Rob ever asked my opinion on a potential FTV Girls model?

Yeah, he actually has a couple of times. He mostly did that when I was actually over there, editing and stuff, but he doesn’t really do that so much anymore, since I’m not really around.

Your other question was: If so, would I give him a totally honest answer?

Yes, I would and I have. There has been a couple of girls that I told him I didn’t think they were cute enough for FTV. I don’t know if he actually listened to my opinion or not, but I’ve never … I do remember this one girl that sent him her pictures and I recognized her as a local girl here in Arizona and she ended up having … it didn’t show in the pictures, but she ended up having these huge, huge tattoos on her, I think one on her back and one on her stomach or hips or something. You know Rob hates tattoos on the models, so I think if I hadn’t said no, that she has huge tattoos on her, then he probably ended up hiring her and then would have been really disappointed when she showed up with huge tattoos on her. So…"

[video log ends here]

D209, 09-24-10: To e83
 

"Hey e83

This is the second time I had to do this video, like secondary take, because the other one Love Bug was going crazy, playing with her toy and you could hear “Squeak, squeak, squeak, squeak, squeak.” in the background. I went “Oh my god, this is awful.” So, anyways, I read your questions on the question thread. Your first question was: Why where you wearing panties in the shower in the Big Breast Amateur video?

I don’t know. The photographer / videographer / director guy wanted me to, I guess. There’s a couple of things in that video that were just like “Ok, this is kind of weird, but I’ll do it. Whatever.” I’m pretty good following directions. Whatever.

Your other question was: How did my right breast get scratched up? And no, it wasn’t Brad Thunders, and by the way, I didn’t even know that was his name. Thank you for putting that out to me.

Actually, I did that. I have a tendency to scratch either myself or my partner when I’m in the throes of ecstasy, or when I’m having really great sex. So, it’s a good thing. If you get scratched up, that means you’re doing it right. But yeah, I scratch myself up or bite myself, kind of weird.

Your other question was: Have I ever given any thought to just how much semen has been produced in response to my provocation? Pro-vo-cation, provocation, I don’t know how to pronounce that word.

I’m not going to lie. I don’t really think about that. I don’t know. I just think about how pretty my pictures are and how great my videos are. I don’t really think about their actual masturbation side of it. Kind of weird, but … I know you guys enjoy it and that’s all good, but I tend to not dwell on you guys producing semen. But it’s flattering, thank you, so I appreciate that.

Your other question was: Just suppose that for whatever reason you had to give up all forms of sexual pleasure …?

Actually, you know, it’s really funny, as, and this is going to sound really weird I think, but there’s been a couple of times in the past maybe a year and a half, two years now, that I’ve thought about becoming a nun. I mean I wouldn’t actually do it, because I … There’s too many vices that I like, way too much to give up. But yeah, I mean I thought about like … I never really thought about giving up sexual pleasure. I think that would suck. That would be awful. I have really nothing else to say about that other than that would truly suck. I think that … yeah.

Anyways, I hope that answered your questions, ok?

Bye"

D210, 09-29-10: To BlackAdder
 

"Hey BlackAdder

I read your question on the question thread. It was: Have you ever been asked to do something sexual that completely freaked you out, crept you out or grossed you out?

Not really, or at least I can’t really think of it right now. One thing that does come to mind is I had a guy that wore panties while he was having sex with me. That was kind of weird. I mean it was different. It took me a little bit of getting used to. You know, I’m ok with pretty much anything. I’m one of the most open people ever, so I’m just like “Ok, whatever. Whatever rocks your boat.”

And then I did have one guy that wanted me to use a dildo in his butt. God, that was a long time ago. I was 18ish. That was kind of interesting. I mean it didn’t creep me out or gross me out or anything, I was just like “Oh, this is different, kind of weird, but whatever.”

If I ever do come across something that totally creeps me out or grosses me out I’ll be sure to tell you guys.

Anyways, I hope that answered your questions, ok?

Bye

[cut]

…e on my inner thi…

[cut]

Hey BlackAdder

Ok, so while I was uploading the video I actually remembered two other instances of something that a guy did or actually asked to do that kind of creeps me out.

One of them was when I was quite a bit younger and a guy wanted me to put red lipstick all around my lips and give a blow job to him, which is ok, but he then proceeded to take that red lipstick and write “SLUT” across my forehead. Totally Max Hardcore style, that was not really cool at all. That kind of creeps me out.

And then I also had a guy asked if he could closed fist punch me. I was like “Really? Really?!?” I’m ok with biting and scratching and whipping and stuff like that, but closed fist punch? Why would you want to punch me? Way too much anger that I don’t want to be taken out on me.

So anyways, I just wanted to share this with you. And I had just two instances before, so now there are four instances of things that have just weirded me out.

Anyways, bye"

D211, 10-04-10: To dickere
 

"Hey dickere

I read your questions on the question thread. You had six of them for me, actually no, only five. The first question was: What is the oldest you think you could date or find attractive? You actually had like three different questions about age.

So, let’s see, oldest age, probably like 60 or something. But honestly, I don’t really care about age, so if the guy was super good looking and was healthy … Actually they don’t even have to be super good looking. If they’re handsome, attractive to me, and healthy and they take care of themselves, then I probably really wouldn’t care. I think it’s more like I would date them, but marriage wise I would probably be kind of iffy about marrying somebody above the age of 40. I don’t want to have to be taking care of them in about 20 years. That would suck, that’d really suck. Actually, you know, what’s really funny: I just recently made a rule for myself that I wouldn’t date anybody over the age of 32, but I don’t seem to be following that rule very well. Rules suck, I never stick to them.

The other question, next question that you had was: Is there an age beyond which you’d find it a bit sick or are you of the “the older, the better” camp?

No, I’m definitely not of “the older, the better” camp. You know what, honestly, like I said before, I really don’t care how old they are, just as long as they take care of themselves and they look good and they’re healthy, it’s fine.

The next question was: How about the other end of the spectrum? Would you go with a guy under 18?

No, I would never go for anybody under the age of 18. That’s illegal. That’s kind of weird, too. It’s kind of sick. I’ve never really dated anybody younger than me, to be perfectly honest. I don’t know what it is, it is just I always go for older guys.

But you want to know what really funny, actually it is kind of off topic: My sister is actually dating somebody two years younger – wait, is it two? – Yah, two years younger than her. I thought that was kind of funny. I was like: “You’re robbing the cradle!”

I just, you know, the youngest guy that … I mean I dated people my own age, and just recently dated somebody that was three years older than me, but … I don’t know. It’s just people, especially guys my own age, they’re just weird, kind of immature and not somebody that I want to date.

Your next question was: Is there anything sexual that you’re holding back for your husband in the future?

No, honestly, I’ve pretty much done it all, tried it all, except for the super, super kinky stuff, like a golden shower or whatever. But no, there’s really nothing that I’m holding back for my husband, unfortunately. But in this day and age, I think that that’s like the whole like holding back your virginity or keeping, saving your virginity for your husband or holding back anything, I think that’s just overrated. People are sexually free, huh. I don’t think that people really care about that nowadays. At least my generation doesn’t care about that.

And the last question: Is there anything that you not want to admit to liking?

No, not really. You guys know pretty much everything about me. I’ve told you my fantasies, although I don’t think my fantasies are all that weird or anything. I think I told you guys about my super, super fantasy having two boyfriends that are bisexual. That would be awesome. Kind of like Anita Blake: She has – what do they call it, a triumvirate? She has two … She actually has quite a few boyfriends. I think that’s hot. I don’t know. Anyways, kind of off topic there.

Anyways, I hope I answered your questions, ok?

Bye"

D212, 10-09-10: To nexxus
 

"Hey nexxus

I read your question on the question thread and it was: How do I feel about my pictures and videos being stolen and put up on other websites? I’m assuming that when you say other websites you mean the tube sites and torrent sites and stuff like that.

That kind of makes me mad. I mean, honestly, I don’t really think about it all that often, but I know that it does have a pretty big impact on my business because it takes away from potential income, and that’s not good at all. I’m being stolen from. They’re stealing money from me, that’s not very nice. I’m ok with people using my pictures with permission, but I don’t exactly know what you would use my pictures for with permission. Anyways, no, it makes me mad and honestly, the thing is that you can’t really do anything about it, because if you get it taken, your content taken down of one site it will go up on another the next day. There’s so many sites out there that steal your stuff, and it’s an ongoing prowl. And plus you have some people across the country or across the world and in different countries that are stealing your content, and it’s just a hard battle that you just really can’t fight. Unfortunately the only thing that … I can’t do anything. The only thing that doesn’t really get stolen are the webcam shows, actually, because you can’t steal a live webcam show. Now, you guys should be watching my webcam shows more.

Anyways, I hope that answered your question, ok?

Bye

I hope you like my hair, too. Isn’t it cute? I love that."

D213, 10-14-10: To AlexanderLL
 

"Hey AlexanderXXL – oh, wait, no, Alex… wait – oh my god, I’m so confused – AlexanderLL

I have it written as AlexanderLL, but I think it’s AlexanderXXL. Wait, maybe not. Ah, this is so bad! Anyways, I’m going to continue this video log, just because the film is rolling, but oh my god. This is embarrassing.

Anyways, I read your question on the question thread and it was: Do you like to cuddle after sex? Does it make a difference to cuddle with a guy … what? I’m so confused now. Does it make a difference to cuddle with a guy or a guy if you do cuddle? I think you … I don’t understand that second question. So I’ll answer the first question, do I like to cuddle after sex.

Yes, I do like to cuddle after sex. What’s really funny is, I used to be very non-affectionate, very, very non-affectionate, up until about a year ago, maybe two years ago. A lot of my ex-boyfriends used to complain about that. I wouldn’t want to cuddle or hug or anything like that, hold hands. I was kind of a guy, kind of manly, I guess, in that sense. I didn’t really want to be affectionate and stuff like that. Now I love it. I don’t know how I changed or what changed, but now I like to be cuddled. I like just cuddling on the couch, even if we’re not having sex. I like being comforted, I guess.

Anyways, I hope that answered your question. I’m sorry that I didn’t answer your second question, because I don’t understand it right now. I copy and paste everything into – what is it called – the Notepad on my computer, so I don’t know if it just came out wrong or what happened, but I have no idea what it means.

Ok, anyways, bye"

D214, 10-19-10: To diamond_cutter
 

"Hey diamond_cutter

I read your questions – not just one but many – on the question thread. Your first question was: Have you ever regretted what you’ve been doing i.e. adult modeling? What does “i.e.” mean, by the way? I don’t even know what that means. I use it sometimes, but I don’t know what it means.

Do I ever regret … No, so far I haven’t come to regret it. I don’t know if I ever will. I’m sure at some point I might kind of regret it, like if I don’t get into medical school or if I get fired from a job because of the job I have, but so far not really. I mean I never have any problems really because of it. I guess the only problems that I really have because of it are just guy problems. Guys thinking I’m easy because I’m in porn, which is not the case at all. I don’t like one night stands and I’m not easy.

The next question was: Any time you wished that you would not have chosen this field or joined some other profession?

No, actually, not at all. I’m very happy with what I’m doing right now. I really do like what I’m doing. It’s funny, because I think that my family sees that I really enjoy doing this. I’m always talking about it, too. It makes me happy, the creative freedom, the freedom to work when I want to work. I mean where can be doing this video log at 11 o’clock at night. I don’t know. I like everything about it. It’s fun and it’s giving me some good skills, not only the modeling skills and the masturbating skills, but that editing and stuff like that. I love it.

Next question is: Is there someone in your life or some time ever where you feel shy or feel weak to disclose that you’re a porn star?

There’s only been … actually … I’m trying to think, today kind of, when I was getting my hair done. I don’t know why I lied about this, it’s kind of silly, but they asked me why I was getting my hair and makeup done and I was like “Uh, for a date.” I was actually getting it done because I had a photo shoot, but I don’t know why I said that. I guess I just didn’t want to get into the whole “What are you doing, where are you modeling, blah, blah, blah” all that stuff. I can only think of one other time where I’ve been kind of “shy” I guess about disclosing my job. That was when I met this guy and the second night that we hung out I was really iffy about telling him, but I did end up telling him anyways. What was really weird is, I thought he knew anyways because he kept on staring at me in the bar. I was like “Oh my god, he probably has seen me on my website or on the Internet or where ever.” But comes to find out, no, he just thought that I was really cute. But other ways, no, I pretty much tell anybody. I‘m not one to hide that. I don’t really care. People can judge me, it doesn’t matter. I’m a good person, a kind person, and I have a good heart, and that’s all that matters.

Next question is: Did any of your loved ones leave you after knowing about your profession?

Nope, not one of them has. I have the most supportive family and very supportive group of friends, too. I’m very lucky in that sense.

Other question was: Would you tell your children in the future about your past life?

Yes, if I ever do have kids I will tell them about this job and what I’ve done. I’m sure at some point it’s going to come up. Ok, let me change that. I’ll tell them if it ends up coming up somewhere, like in a conversation, but if it doesn’t, no, I don’t think I would tell them. That’s something I can’t really lie to them about that, because it’s all over the Internet and it will be up there forever. I would tell them. No shame, baby, no shame.

Let’s see. Oh, this next question. This next question is interesting. Well, it’s not interesting, it’s very personal. You asked: Has anybody tried to rape me?
I’m actually not going to answer that question, because I don’t think it’s an appropriate question to ask me. I don’t really think that’s an appropriate question to ask anybody, so sorry, that’s not going to be answered.

Next question: During shoots, has any cameraman or other crew member got out of control and tried to have sex with me?

No, actually I’ve never had that issue. Usually I’m the one that’s coming on to the cameraman. But actually I can only think of one time where I’ve actually come on to the cameraman. I don’t think we did anything. I can’t really remember, though. That’s kind of sad, isn’t that? But nope, I haven’t really had to deal with any photographers, videographers coming on to me. I’ve been super lucky in this industry and the people that I worked with. I’m very happy about things that are going on right now and everything.

I hope that answered your questions, ok?

Bye"

D215, 10-29-10: To Anoree
 

"Hey everybody

I just wanted to show you what Anoree sent me, the most amazing gift ever. It really is. I’m so excited to show you guys. He sent me the Amazon Kindle. I am so excited to use it. It’s super, super light. It’s actually incredibly light, and it’s really small. It’s about the size of a … actually it’s a little more than the size of a paperback book, and it’s really thin, look at that. It’s incredibly thin. I love it.

So I’m really excited to use it. I haven’t yet used it, as you guys can see, there’s still the wrapping stuff on it. I will run out of books pretty soon here, so this is good, since you can download the books straight to it and that’s going to be super handy. So no more late night trips to try to find books. That’s fantastic. Oh my god, I love this gift, it’s like the best gift ever.

And then he also sent me this. It’s like – I don’t know how you guys call these – you put it on the Kindle. It’s cute, it’s purple. The back is super, super pretty. Yeah, I’m so excited. And then he also got me a little cover, a little holder thing, it goes right in there. Oh my god, this is so cool. I can’t get over it.

Anyways, so thank you so much Anoree. This is truly one of the best gifts ever. So I’m going to put this to good use for sure. Amazon is going to love me, because I’m going to be buying so many books from them now.

Anyways, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you."

D216, 11-03-10: To Everyone
 

[No transcription: Candid video of Octoberfest 2010 trip]

D217, 11-08-10: To e83
 

"Hey eday… uh!

Oh my god, what is wrong with me today? Ok, seriously, this is the second time that I’ve tried doing this, making this video. The first time I was “blah, blah, blah,” talking my butt off and I realized there’s no more film left. So I was talking for about ten minutes to myself pretty much. That was awful, so bad. I feel kind of retarded right now, but whatever.

Anyways, Hi e83!

I read your questions, a lot of questions actually, on the question thread, so this video log is probably a little bit long. Although, actually, my video logs have been getting longer, because I remember when I first started making the video logs it was only like a minute or two minutes and a half, now they’re like 8 minutes, 9 minutes. I think I had one that was 11 or 12 minutes. That’s ok. You guys just get to see me more, whoo, exciting for you guys.

So anyways, your first question was: We ask you questions all the time, some very strange, my own included, but what would you like to ask us?

I don’t really have any questions right now that I want to ask you guys. Generally, if I have a question, I’ll write it on the forum, make a thread about it or even a poll. That is fun and exciting. If I do have any questions I’ll be sure to ask you guys for sure.

Your next question was: Did you ever play doctor when you were young, if so, with whom? … or who with?

I don’t really remember ever playing doctor, but I guess I was more like an “explorer”. Yah, cheese ball humor; Yah, you guys love my cheese ball humor, though. I like my cheese ball hu… Anyways … Sorry, I’m highly caffeinated right now. I had coffee like for the first time ever. I’m like “Whaaa!” Anyways, back to the question.

I never really played doctor. I would say I explored, but never played doctor.

Your next question is, it’s a kind of long one: I’m also wondering about something you mentioned in your journal, concerning how much you were sleeping. A couple of things come to mind. With all the partying, trips, work and school that you talk about in your journal, maybe you’re just worn out from burning the candle at both ends, or depression?

No, honestly, I just like my sleep. I get that from my mom. My mom could sleep all day long if she didn’t have stuff to do. Fortunately, I don’t really have stuff to do. I have a lot of free time, so I get to sleep as much as I want. Lucky me. And I also made my school schedule so that I don’t have to wake up early, so I can sleep in. I love sleeping, even on trips. I tend to sleep a lot. I like to get at least 10 hours of sleep, it makes me happy. Plus I’m trying to … I have a theory that I sleep a lot right now, because I’m trying to store it all up for later on when I get into residency and I don’t get as much sleep as I do now. Actually, I have heard that you barely get any sleep. That’s not exciting. I’m not excited about that part at all.

Your next question was: You mentioned that you were going in for your annual physical. How did that go?

Annual physical – when was this written? I can’t remember. I can’t even remember when my last physical was. I remember the last time I saw the doctor was to see if I have any stomach issues, but everything came up normal. I’m perfectly healthy and disease free. The only thing that I apparently have is high cholesterol, which I am working on. I feel so proud of myself. I have been eating a lot healthier. I went to Hole 15 earlier today, a super expensive place but it got all natural, organic food. It was awesome, really healthy stuff. I’m eating a lot of lemonades and vegies. It’s definitely … I hope that lowers the high cholesterol. But yeah, I’m healthy. Healthy girl, whoo.

Your next question was: How old where you the first time you decided to eradicate your pubic hair? Eradicate I think means remove. Did you do it yourself or have help and how did you remove it?

Honestly, I can’t really remember the first time I shaved off my … I shaved it off, by the way, my first time. But I don’t really remember how old I was, maybe 14 or 15. I can’t remember. The first time I ever shaved was when I was 11. I shaved my legs and got a huge cut on my leg. I was living with my grandma at the time and I ran out to show her like “Oh my god, help me, help me! I’ve got blood run down my legs!” And she freaked out “Oh my god, now you’ve got to shave all the time.” I was “I have to do this at one point anyways, so at least I’m starting young, getting more practice.”

You asked if I had any help or if I did it myself. I did it myself. I don’t think I could ever have anybody help me shave my legs or down there, or any body part for that matter. I think that would be kind of weird. I don’t know. I think that’s a trust thing. Maybe if I really, truly trust somebody, that I might let them shave a tiny little part of my legs, like that big. [an inch]

Let’s see, next question: Monogamy, does that work for you?

Yes, it does. It does work for me. I like being monogamous. I’m not going to lie. I have cheated before, and I have been cheated on, that’s for sure, but I actually prefer to be in a monogamous relationship. I don’t like dating multiple people at once. It’s way too much work. I just don’t have enough energy to be giving to several people. Blah, I hate it. And it’s funny, because I’ve noticed that when I start dating a guy, even if I don’t know if that’s going to work or anything, that I put all of my energy … not all of my energy, but all of my romantic energy into that building a relationship, and I won’t really focus on other guys or anything. It’s definitely interesting. I think I work kind of different from other people.

Sorry, my nose is runny. I’m sick, by the way. My voice is … I think it sounds kind of raspy. Hm, whatever. I had to do the video log because I‘m late on video logs, as usual. Typical Danielle.

Last question which you’ve been asking for a while: How did I get into the porn industry?

Well, let’s see. I guess it kind of started when I was 19 and I wanted to do a photo shoot with just a photographer, just to have the pictures and I just wanted a normal photo shoot, clothed, whatever. So I made a Model Mayham and one model place profile and started shooting with different photographers. Well, the first shoot that I ever did, I ended up getting naked. Not completely naked, I got topless. But I mean, it was the first shoot and I’m getting topless. And the photographer didn’t even ask or anything. I was just “Hah, here we go. Hey, look at these!” I don’t know if I just liked the attention or if I’ve just always been like this or I don’t know. So I ended up getting into fine art nudes and was doing that for a while and then I shot with this one photographer named Steve Eire, and he told me about a couple of the local websites here in the valley. And he told me about FTV Girls, told me about the reputable websites and companies, and FTV Girls was one of them. I never ended up contacting them or anything, but that’s when I first found out about FTV Girls. Well, I ended up getting con… I don’t know if I contacted or got contacted by the Amateur Allure Company. I shot for them I think in February of 2008, I think. So that was my first ever porn shoot. I loved it. I had an absolute blast. It was so much fun, I was totally comfortable, so I really wanted to continue working in the industry, but I … well, let’s say when I did the Amateur Allure shoot I wasn’t with my boyfriend, but then I got back together with him and … I don’t really … I’m like kind of retarded right now. I don’t know why I said that. But it works in, just follow me here. Let’s see, I got contacted by one of the FTV recruiters, which I thought he was contacting me for FTV Girls, but apparently he was contacting me for FTVX, the hardcore FTV site, which I told him that I couldn’t do that, because I had a boyfriend and wasn’t really comfortable doing that while I was still with him. So he definitely kind of got me to do the interview under false pretenses, but apparently I was good enough looking that he thought I could do FTV Girls, so we drove over to the big house, the big FTV mansion, and I met Rob. And I remember the recruiter was “get naked” and I was like “Uh, this is really odd. I just met you guys and you’re telling me to get naked?” Rob didn’t say that, it was the recruiter that said that. And I did anyways, and I think like the next day or the day after that I shot for FTV Girls and then did a couple of hardcore shoots. Some of which you can see on my website, yeah. And the rest is history. I don’t know. I hope that made sense. I don’t know if that made sense or not.

I’m tired, I’m sick, here’s my video log for the day.

Anyways, I hope that answered your questions, ok?

Bye"

D218, 11-13-10: To diamond_cutter
 

"Hey diamond_cutter

I read your questions on the question thread. It was kind of interesting. This is going to take a long time to read of, because it’s kind of a long question, like different answers for it. Anyways, I’ll get to it.

You said: I was searching for a list of porn stars on YouTube that committed suicide and there was a big list. That’s kind of an interesting thing to be looking up. Apparently there is so much fun, lust, money and fame in this field. I believe there are some reasons which I want to confirm, because you belong to this field and have contacts with them as well. Which, by the way, I don’t really have contacts in this “field”. The pretty much only person that I talk to that belongs in it, or that’s in the industry, is Renna. And I don’t even talk to her all that much. But anyways, back to your question: I want to know your opinion on why they commit suicide. So, is it because:

A – They have started having sex at a very early age, like 13 or 14, so in 15 to 20 years they lose all sexual desire, which frustrates them. Then they move towards fetish, freaky sex, with animals etc., or commit suicide?

First off, honestly, It’s not just porn stars that start have sex early, it’s pretty much everybody that’s having sex early. I mean I heard of kids that have sex at 11 years old. Completely disgusting, but it’s not just limited to porn stars. I haven’t really heard about anybody committing suicide because they’ve lost their sexual desire. I think that would be kind of a weird thing to commit suicide for or over. I don’t know. This is my opinion, so I don’t think that that’s the reason why porn stars commit suicide.

B – They have started taking drugs or strong sexual medications which result in bad side effects? Which by the way, I’m not exactly sure what sexual medications have strong side effects, so I don’t know. The only sex medicine I know is Viagra and I think there’s another one that I can’t remember the name. But I don’t think that there’s really any bad side effect over that. Anyways, back to the question … oh, wait, that was the end of the question.

No, I definitely don’t think that’s the reason why porn stars commit suicide. I mean that would be an absolutely ridiculous reason to commit suicide over, because the side effects of a medication, unless they make you suicidal or something. I’ve never heard of a sexual medication that makes you suicidal, it just makes you really hard for a really long time, at least for men.

So let’s see, the next option:
C – They have fame but no respect from society or they have lust, but not true love, which leads them to hate themselves and commit suicide?

I think that that reason may have a bit to do with why a porn star would commit suicide, at least the whole not being able to find somebody to love you for who you are part, but I don’t know. I think it would be completely ridiculous for somebody to commit suicide because of what other people think. I don’t know, just my opinion.

And then the last one:
D – They’re being abused, humiliated, disrespected by their boyfriends or husbands?

Honestly, I think that’s probably the main reason that a porn star would commit suicide. Or else if they got involved with drugs, illegal drugs, addicted to them or whatever. I can imagine that, being addicted to drugs and being abused would be the two leading causes of somebody committing suicide, or at least a porn star committing suicide.

So anyways, that was an interesting question. I hope you guys actually understood what I was saying, since there were a lot parts to that.

Your last question was: Every woman, no matter what profession they’re in, has the dream of having a home, a loving husband and pretty children along with a respectable, calm life. If at the peak of your career you reached a road where you could either have fame and money or your dream home, husband and children, but would have to completely leave porn, what would you choose?

If I could have my dream home and my soul mate, kids are really far in the future, that’s not really something that I’m wanting now, but if I could find my one, true love or whatever, I’d definitely give up my career over that. I love doing this and stuff, but this isn’t like the porn over me “being.” I definitely think, yah, I probably would give up my career. This isn’t a long time career anyways. I mean I plan on doing it as long as I can, but I’m wanting to go to medical school and be a doctor, so that’s what I’m wanting to do the rest of my life.

I hope that answered your questions, ok?

Bye"

D219, 11-18-10: To Ladymuraski
 

"Hey Ladymurasaki

I read your questions on the question thread. Your first question was: I know you’re probably rather interested in dating a guy, but would you consider to date a girl for a serious relationship?

Yah, actually I totally would, except I haven’t really come across any girls that are “datable” or are lesbians that are interested in dating only a woman.

Let’s see: If so, what kind of girl is your ideal figure on your mind?

I don’t really have an ideal figure, but like the one girl that comes to mind is this one stripper named Frankie that I was totally in love with, oh my god. She was super cute, really skinny, taller than me, at least I think she was taller than me. She was wearing stripper heals, so she might have been as tall or shorter than me. But I think I prefer them to be taller. But she had kind of a punk goth look to her, like dark hair that was kind of short. She looked like a pixie, really cute. Her boobs weren’t all that big or anything, but I think I don’t know. I prefer really, really skinny girls, I think. Actually I really prefer any girl. Now my taste varies quite a bit, but Frankie definitely comes to mind when I think about my ideal girlfriend or whatever.

Let’s see: Do I have any preference over the race?

No, not really. I’m pretty much an equal opportunity dater when it comes to men and probably women. I haven’t really had a chance to date really any woman, so I don’t know. I’m sure that if I got along with her, I wouldn’t really care about her race.

Height: Do you like taller or shorter girls?

Probably taller, definitely taller.

Weight: What size range? Do you like athletic build with curve or rather skinny shaped without curve?

Skinny shaped for sure.

Hair: Short, medium or long?

That’s one thing that doesn’t really … that I don’t really care about. The girls that I’ve been with had all different lengths of hair. They had all different body shapes and all different eye colors and I think it’s more about personality with me.

Appearance: Like fem, somewhere in the middle or boyish?

Like I said, honestly, it doesn’t really matter to me all that much, as long as I get along with them.

Age: Do you like older or younger girls? So, what age range is acceptable?

I don’t know. I probably wouldn’t date a female that’s older than 35 or so, maybe 32. I’ve made an age limit for me, so I can only date people that are 10 years older than me.

Personality: What kind of girl do you like or would like to meet?

I’m not sure. You know, honestly, I haven’t really put a lot of thought into it, because I haven’t really thought about dating a girl that much. I guess I would want somebody that … I would date a girl that would be kind of outgoing, but then is kind of a home buddy like me. I would love to date a girl that was into reading and sci-fi fantasy books. I guess somewhat similar to me, but with enough differences that we would have something besides our … I can’t even think right now. Yah, honestly, I haven’t really thought about it.

Your last question was: Would you go on a date with me if I ever came to visit Arizona?

And yes, I would go on a date with you if you ever came to Arizona. I think that would be fun. So hit me up if you ever come here and we’ll have fun. That will be awesome.

Anyways, so I hope that answered your questions, ok?

Bye"

D220, 11-23-10: To versus
 

"Hey versus

I read your questions on the question thread. You… sorry, something stuck in my throat, probably the coffee that I was drinking earlier. I think I messed it up somehow. I don’t know how you mess up coffee, but apparently I did. Anyways, sorry, your first question was: How soccer in your life? That’s what you wrote. I wasn’t exactly sure what you were trying to ask me, but I assume you’re trying to ask me do I enjoy watching soccer or playing soccer or whatever.

Honestly, I don’t watch soccer and I haven’t played soccer since I was 7 or 8 years old. It’s been a long time. Actually I think I played it since then, but I haven’t been on a team or anything like that. It was just for fun.

Your next question is: Did I watch the 2010 World Cup?

No, I did not. I don’t watch sports at all. Actually I don’t really watch television at all.

Who did I expect to win the World Cup?

I didn’t expect anybody to win the World Cup, since I don’t even know who was playing. I don’t know. I guess all the soccer teams in the world would play? I really don’t know. I don’t get into stuff like that. I prefer my books over television. I’ve never actually been to a soccer game. I’m sure that would be fun to watch, like a professional soccer game. I enjoy going to live baseball games and football … well, ah, a football game is kind of lame, but live sporting events are fun.

Your next question was: How did I think the US team did in the World Cup?

Since I didn’t watch it, I don’t know. I don’t even know how we placed or anything like that. I don’t even know who was on our team, or where they’re located at, or anything like that.

And your last question is: Who are the best soccer players in the world?

Me! I am! No, not really. Well, since I don’t really watch soccer or read about it or anything like that, I wouldn’t know.

So sorry, I couldn’t really answer any of your questions since I have really no interest in watching TV or watching sporting games on television.

Anyways, yah, Bye"

D221, 11-28-10: To kleptodathief
 

"Hey kleptodathief

I read your question on the question thread and your … well, the question was: Can I get an orgasm from just anal sex?

Actually, yah, I can. Or at least I have once before. The very, very, very first time I had anal sex I instantly came. It was absolutely amazing, but since then not really. I’m sure I could if I was in the right state of mind. But yah, that first time was amazing. And I didn’t even like … I mean he didn’t even ask for it, we just started doing it. It was awesome. I kind of initiated it. How many girls can say that? “Oh, I initiated anal sex!” It’s awesome.

Anyways, I hope that answered your question, ok?

Bye"

D222, 12-08-10: To yossif
 

"Hey yossif

I read your questions on the question thread. Your first question for me was: Who do I think is the best porn actress?

Since I don’t really watch porn all that much, or I don’t really watch it to see who the best porn actress is, I don’t really know. I guess right now I have my favorites, so they would be the best to me. Let’s see: I really love Tory Black right now. I think she is a good actress. And also it may be because I’m super attracted to her. Who else? Lexi Belle, I really love Lexi Belle. I think she’s a good actress, too. And Sasha Grey. There is a bunch of other ones, too, but those are the ones that I think are the best porn actresses.

Your next question was: Do all porn stars not want to have children?

No, I don’t know. I can only speak for myself, and I know that once I get out of school and residency that I want to have children, but I definitely don’t want to have kids right now. But I know there are plenty of porn stars that have kids.

And your next question was: What do I think about Cassandra Calogera? I don’t know how to pronounce that last name; hopefully I pronounced that right.

Well, I think she’s cute. Is she even shooting anymore? I’m not sure. She did shoot for FTV, I think. I’m pretty sure she did. She’s got massive boobs. They’re awesome. Huge boobs, bigger than mine, actually. But yah, she’s cute. I haven’t really seen any of her content, so I can’t really say anything about her acting skills or anything like that.

I hope that answered your questions.

Oh, and look at my new hair. I hope you guys like it. It’s one color. Well, I mean one general color instead of the multi striped colors that I had a couple of days ago.

Bye"

D223, 12-12-10: To um...
 

"Hi um..

I read your question on the question thread. You worded it kind of weird, so I’m going to read it how you worded it or how you wrote it out and then try to translate it how I think you were trying to word it. Does that make any sense? You said: When you have been doing photo shots, have you ever been court by anyone like cops or other people and if you have what do you do?

I assume that you’re asking me, when I’ve been doing photoshoots, have I ever been caught by the cops or other people and what do I do?

I’ve never been caught by the cops, that would be super scary, really, really scary. The thing is that if I get caught doing shoots, or if I’m caught being nude outside during shoots, I could possibly be branded as a sex offender. So, it’s not the photographer that’s going to get in trouble, it’s moi that’s going to get in trouble, hence why I don’t really like doing public shoots too much. So it’s all a bit too risky, but luckily I’ve never been caught by the cops. I mean, occasionally there are people that see what we do. None of them ever have come up to us.

Oh, wait, actually that’s a lie. When was that? A couple of months ago, I can’t remember when. The High Heel Heaven shoot we were shooting at this office building and a guy walked by when I was topless and he didn’t really say anything at first, but then he walked out later on, about five minutes later and he was like “Yah, I don’t think you’re allowed to be doing that here. You guys should leave.” So we left. But he wasn’t mean or anything about it, he was nice.

And then the only other time that I have gotten caught was in a department store in a mall. That wasn’t fun. The lady was really mean and I thought I was never be able to go back there, but luckily I have gone back there and they obviously don’t have my face plastered up anywhere, “This girl is not allowed in the store anymore.” That would suck, because I really like the store. That was quite scary.

Let’s pray, let’s hope that I never get caught or get in trouble for doing public shoots. If I ever get in trouble doing a public shoot, I would never do a public shoot again. Or it would be really, really tough to get me in public to do a public shoot.

I hope that answered your question.

Bye"

D224, 12-18-10: To Max
 

"Hey Max

I read your question on the question thread. It was: What do I think about clown porn?

I’m not going to lie, I think it’s kind of creepy, but everybody has their own fetishes, so I can’t really say anything about it. I have my own weird fetishes, so I can’t judge. Personally, I just think clowns are creepy to begin with. Ever since I’ve watched this stupid movie “It” I was super scared about clowns. I remember for the longest time after I saw that movie when I rinsed my hair in the bath I would always have to rinse my hair with the shower head. Because usually when I take a bath and I wash my hair I’ll rinse it under the actual faucet, but I was so scared about a hand coming up through the drain. Uh! Silly fear, but I was – god, how old was I? – I was really young when I saw that movie. And then, when I watched that movie when I was older, I was like “This is so stupid! This is the stupidest movie ever!”

I hope that answered your question, ok?

Bye"

D225, 12-23-10: To Everyone
 

"Hi everybody

I just wanted to say Merry Christmas and I wanted to show you guys the gifts that I got from members this year.

Anoree got me this beautiful vase of flowers, really pretty, and they smell fantastic, too. And I absolutely love the face. It’s the cutest thing ever. It’s in the shape of an ornament and I think you can actually close the lid, too. Super cute, I love it. Anoree also got me an amazon kindle gift card. That is definitely going to come in handy, since I already bought like 40 books for my amazon kindle. I’m definitely going to put that to some good use, since I already have a couple of books that I need to get. So thank you for that. Anoree also got me – let’s see if I can lift this up, this is heavy – it is a finger slim LED monitor, and it’s full HD, so that should be really cool. I am going to replace this monitor with that monitor. I’m definitely excited to see how it looks with my website and my content and stuff, since I’ve moved all of my editing stuff, or copied all of my editing stuff and I’ve moved all of my content over here, so that’s going to be my editing computer. So I think that will definitely help out. I’ll be able to see all the little flaws and stuff like that. It’s really good. Thank you Anoree, I really appreciate it. And since you’re a computer guy I am sure that’s one of the best monitors for me.

I also got this bra. It’s like an old school bullet bra. I think that’s what they call it. You want to know what’s really funny? I actually have to get little padding things to put inside of it, because my boobs don’t completely fill it, sadly enough. My nipples aren’t big enough or long enough. You see there’s a little bit left over. But it’s purple, so that’s perfect, and I’m going to have to buy some retro underwear to go with it, some purple ones, maybe a garter belt, too. I definitely need the little padding things to go underneath it so it looks good.

I also got a letter from shortyboi. I wanted to say thank you for that. I really appreciate you taking the time to write me out a letter. I always love stuff like that. It’s really sweet. And I will, I swear to god, I will answer it. I’m sorry that I’m taking so long doing that. I’m an awful procrastinator. I will get around to it, though, I promise.

Thank you Anoree, and thank you shortyboi for your letter, and I don’t know who sent me the bra, and I feel really bad that I don’t know who sent it to me. So just send me a letter or a little message on the forum and I shall say thank you for that. But I love it, it’s really pretty. And I’ll definitely be using it for one of my retro shoots, which I do plan on doing really soon here.

Thank you, you guys, and have a very Merry Christmas and happy holidays. I hope your New Years is fantastic. I’m going to be up in Oregon in freezing cold weather, but I think it’s going to be a lot of fun.

Bye!"

D226, 12-28-10: To Palanhaar
 

"Hi Palanhaar

I read your questions, multiple questions, on the question thread. Your first question was: How do I feel when my fans dedicate something special to me, whether it is a song, poem or a tag like Cutie Pie itself, as you call me. After reading or seeing all that stuff, how do I feel, react, like smiling or moving my eyebrows and eyes? I was just wondering about your face expressions which you might be making sometimes, also if … – wait, is this like one could… I can’t figure out if this is all part of the same question or if these are different questions. I might have to answer this as one question. I’m kind of confused.

Ok, so how do I feel when my fans dedicate something to me? I love it. I think it’s the sweetest thing ever, especially when you guys make me stuff, like my birthday video log. That was the best present I ever got from any of you guys – from all of you guys. It was really sweet. I love getting stuff like that. It makes me happy and it shows me how special I am to you guys.

You were asking about my facial expressions. Yah, my facial expressions, those get me into trouble sometimes. But I don’t know, I’m just facial expressive. I commented on that the other day to my sister, because I noticed that she’s kind of facially expressive, too, and she also uses her hands a lot like I do. I don’t think my mom does it too much. I don’t exactly know where we got that from. But my sister is definitely not as facially expressive as I am. It sucks sometimes, because people assume that I’m upset or something like that, when all I’m doing is thinking about something. They get the wrong idea about my facial expressions. And I can’t hide anything, so my facial expressions always give me away, unfortunately. That’s no fun.

Let’s see, your next question was: Don’t I feel internal satisfaction that there are people who do something keeping you in mind?

Yes, I do. Of course I do. Like I said, that makes me feel very special when you guys do something for me. I mean, I’m sure that would make you guys feel special, too, if I … like, when I make these videos for you guys. I hope these make you guys feel special, since I’m doing it especially for you guys, dedicating them to you guys.

I hope that answered your questions, ok?

Bye!

[blows a kiss and laughs]

There’s all my crazy facial expressions for you."

D227, 01-02-11: To e83
 

"Hey e83

I read your questions on the question thread. Your first question for me was: Do I ever practice tribadism, which is scissoring, when I’m with another woman?

No, actually the only time I did that was … I think I’ve only done it once, for a shoot. Maybe I’ve done it more than once. Uh, I can’t remember. The only time I can remember was with - oh my god, really? Did I forget her name? Brynn? Brynn Tyler? I think that’s her name. Oh, that’s awful. It’s really bad if you can’t remember the names of people that you’ve slept with. Very bad. [laughs]

Yah, that’s the only time that I’ve done it. I think that’s the first time that I did it. Honestly, I’m not going to lie, it’s not all that pleasurable. I mean it’s fun, but it doesn’t hit the right spots all the time, only part of the time, so I much rather prefer fingers and toys and stuff like that when I’m going to be with another woman. [makes small, fast circles in the air with her hand] Constant that on me is perfect.

Sorry, I’m kind of silly right now because I just woke up a while ago, and it’s 12 o’clock and I’m just waking up. I have a total model schedule. Apparently porn models do wake or … do wake up like … Uh, I can’t even talk right now! It sucks. [laughs] What was I saying? I thought I was unusual, because I sleep in ‘till noon or one o’clock, but apparently that’s a pretty typical model schedule. There, that’s what I was going to say. I’m sure you guys got the gist of it.

Your next question was: When you’re making love, are you comfortable telling your partner what pleases you or do you just let them do their own thing?

Yah, I mean I’m comfortable telling my partner what pleases me. I don’t really tell them per se, I more show them what I want. I mean when I’m having sex I’ll be like “Harder, harder, harder…” So I guess that’s like telling them what I want. You know, generally, most of the partners that I’ve had were pretty good, so I never really had to be like “Do it this way” or “Do it that way.” Yah, I’ve been lucky. Let’s getting lucky, being lucky. [laughs]

Your next question was: Would you please describe your ideal penis?

Ideal penis … I don’t know what length they would be. I think … what’s average? I think for an American male it’s like 5 inches or something like that. It definitely wouldn’t be too thick, because I can’t deal with thickness too much. And it would actually be slightly curved, like curved in a little bit much, because that’s always perfect when you’re – wait , maybe it would be curved out, actually – because that’s always really nice when it can hit your g-spot all the time when you’re having sex, or at least in Missionary. And it would be really hard, and stay really hard for a really long time, even after we had sex, so I could go again. Or after he came, so I could go again. I still don’t know. I’m trying to think of what length I want it to be. I wish I had a ruler right now. I have pens. Let’s see, I try to picture it in my head. Maybe the length of this, which is – see on my arm. It’s like from my elbow to a couple of inches below my wrist, maybe about that long, maybe about an inch (longer than the pen). You know, something like that. I don’t know how long that is, though. Sorry I can’t give you guys a number. And thickness wise, [shows a circle with her fingers] maybe like that thick, something like that, but not too, too thick. I don’t know. I can’t deal with thickness too well. But length, I can take length very easy, except when I’m trying to give a blowjob. I don’t know. I have a hard time deep throating sometimes, oh, especially when they’re thick. That’s a big problem for me. Maybe that’s because I don’t relax my throat enough or something. I can’t get it all the way down if it’s too thick. And it always seems to hit the back of my throat and I’m like “Oh, this isn’t really comfortable, and I’m sure it isn’t very comfortable for you.”

Your last question was: Any thoughts about lactation?

Any thoughts … That’s interesting. It feeds your baby. I don’t really have any thoughts about it. I don’t … As long as it’s not in my mouth I’m like “Whatever.” It’s always cool when you have a girl, a model that can do lactation. That always makes a shoot kind of interesting and different, fun. I’m sure that if I were pregnant, which could be a long time from now, and I’m still shooting, that I would totally do lactation shoots for you guys. I’m sure some of you would absolutely love that. As long as it’s not in my mouth, I’m ok with it. I think it’s kind of weird, too, because it’s not like … It doesn’t really look like normal, it’s like milky white color, and it’s kind of sticky, too. It’s never fun to be out in public and do that, because if somebody lactates over you, you’re like “Ah! Water! I need to bathe!” I hate having sticky stuff on me. I can’t have stickers on me, and for the longest time I hated having band aids on me. It’s kind of weird.

I hope that answered your questions, ok?

Bye"

D228, 01-07-11: To neukgraag
 

"Hi new..kgraag … newk..graag

Ok, you’ve got to tell me if I pronounced that right or not and how to pronounce it if I didn’t pronounce it right.

I read your question on the question thread. Your question was: On one of my video logs you mention that it takes you – wait – on one … yeah: On one of the video logs you mention that it takes you much longer to come in front the camera than at home. Does that frustrate you?

Absolutely, it totally does. Especially since when I’m at home and masturbating a lot of the times I can come within two minutes. If I had three wishes one of my wishes would be to have the perfect body, and part of having the perfect body would – wait, where would I go with this? – I would want to be able to come within four minutes anywhere. I think that would be so cool.

Yah, you know, it’s definitely frustrating , especially when I’m out in public trying to do it, because then I want to finish off as quick as possible, so we don’t get caught, and there’s been quite a few times when I haven’t been able to come at all. And, like you guys know, or should know, I refuse to have a fake orgasm. So I’m sure it leaves you guys kind of frustrated, too, because I’m just like “Oh, sorry guys, you’re not going to see an orgasm today. Peace!” But I definitely wish it wasn’t so hard for me. I don’t know why it is, maybe because I’m de-sensitized down there from – no, that’s not really the case, because obviously if I was de-sensitized from the most powerful toys that I’m using, or the super powerful toys that I’ve been using, then I wouldn’t be able to come here, or it would take me a long time to come when I’m at home. I don’t know. I think it’s just nervousness. Honestly I never masturbated in front of anybody until I started shooting for FTV and my website, so I think … I think it’s something that I’ve gotten used to, but I think it’s something that I won’t ever be completely comfortable with. I mean I’m comfortable with it, but I think subconsciously there’s a little, tiny part of me that’s like “Oh my god, they’re seeing me masturbate! This is weird!”

I hope that answered your question, ok?

Bye!"

D229, 01-12-11: To geezer
 

"Hey Geezer

I read your question on the question thread, actually two questions. Your first question was: You just posted that you’re building a collage of prospected talent for your hardcore shoots. We all know that Rob hates to film guys with the models. Do you have other photographers lined up to film your hardcore scenes or will Rob chose to do you a favor?

Actually, you know, I’m sure if I asked Rob really, really nicely that he would shoot my hardcore scenes for me, but as it is right now I’m shooting with another photographer, and he is doing really good. I like him a lot, he’s really cool. He’s super nice and I think he’s been doing a fantastic job. I’m trying to think, he’s done three or four of my shoots already. But so far he obviously hasn’t shot any hardcore scenes, since there are no hardcore scenes up on the website. Well, other than those shot a long time ago. But, yeah, I’m sure if I asked him, I’m sure if I asked Rob that he would do it. You know that the collage that I made wasn’t so much prospective talent, it was more just like guys that I think are really hot, I guess guys that I would like to have sex with, maybe. I’m sure I would be able to, though, if I venture into the adult industry, the video side, start doing more … well, start doing other stuff, other than just my website. We shall see.

Your other question was: My wife would often pour wine into her vagina and let me zip it out. Have you ever loaded up your “money maker” and let someone suck it out?

You know what’s really funny? I actually have done that once. I’m pretty sure I’ve only done it one time, though. It was definitely interesting, because it’s kind of cold. I think it’s pretty kinky and different, but I like doing kinky and different stuff. It’s fun.

I hope that answered your questions, ok?

Bye"

D230, 01-17-11: To diamond_cutter
 

"Hey diamond_cutter

I read your questions on the question thread and your first question was: Have I ever thought of being a WWE Diva? If I ever get the chance, will I try it?

No, maybe once or twice I thought about it, but I was not seriously thinking about it or anything. I would definitely try it if I got the chance to, why not? Being on TV would be fantastic. Most of the girls went out on there, I think. I’m not really sure, since I don’t watch television, especially don’t really watch wrestling either, not really my thing.

Your other question was: Have I ever been contacted by Abby Winters? Would I accept their offer if they called me for a shoot?

Yah, I probably would shoot with them. I mean they’re a more natural, FTV style site, but I think they’re based out of Australia, so it’s highly, highly unlikely that they will be contacting me to shoot with them, since they are on the other side of the world. Can’t talk, a little sick right now, so my voice is all scratchy, it’s no fun. You know what? I definitely plan on shooting with other companies this year, really excited about it. I want to get into really good shape and probably start doing it during summer time when school ends. Yeah! I’m sure you guys will be excited about that.

I hope that answered your questions, ok?

Bye"