I agree 100% We all have to be happy with the person in the mirror. Alison made her decision and she's the only one who knows what's best for her. I don't know too much about Alison, and I wasn't a member of her site, but I wish all the best for her. Nursing is a great profession (My mom and sister are both nurses). I hope that you're happy with what you're doing as well!
I am in agreement with all the others, you should contact Bob...you would be a fantastic model for FTV, you are absolutley gorgeous honey....go for it!!!