No judgments. Lovely as you are outside, you are amazing inside just because you took some risks, pushed the bounds of you own envelope and tried some things different. Whether writing a book, acting on stage or performing in adult media, it is what you take out of those experiences that matters, not what I or anyone else thinks about them. As always, you have my respect for your courage, your willingness to experiment and your ability to seize your sexuality as you do, Ms A. Wherever your past experiences lead you, in front of the lens or back behind it, I am sure that you will take the lessons you learned and put them to good and creative use. Paz & cheers...