FTVGirls Zeba

[ugo]

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http://www.ftvgirls.com/mod2008/zeba.html

Hey Rob, I have seen this nice girl from a particular sweetness. Can you describe me as it is this girl from the black hair, and from the face and body very nice?

[FTVGirls_Rob]

My Thoughts

Ah yes, Zeba, a very recent shoot. What turned me on to her, other than the cute submission pictures, was that she is half-Persian. Persian girls tend to have very pretty eyes, and soft skin. So does Zeba.

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Zeba isn't totally new to the adult internet work, she's done some solo work a year ago. She works as a behind-the-scenes assistant to a photographer in San Diego, who also does solo porn shoots. People kept asking if she's engaged, because she wears an engagement ring, but its just something she likes to wear.

We had a good phone conversation before she came down to shoot, so I had my video camera ready when she arrived at the airport. Initially, when she started flashing her breasts, I made the comment 'looks like alison breasts' but I have to take that back, because once off the bra, her breasts weren't as nice (in my opinion). We did an interview on location, but the audio sucked because I foolishly had the audio settings on a low manual mode (and only discovered that after the interview was over).

What I liked the most was her masturbation scenes, she had some intense, natural orgasms, and for those of you who like to see the 'contractions', they were very clear. Another hot scene was the cucumber/zucchini scene, which I think was shot very well with the best penetration angles. She took the widest veggie she could physically take.

I guess her only weakness is that her legs... some people would say she has 'cankles'.

[Geezer]

Hey Rob,

I, too, LOVE "Zeba." I already wrote to you about her once. I think she is so "natural and comfortable" in front of the camera.

You mentioned a "sound problem." It has long been an irritant to me that I can't "hear" what the girls are saying. I watched tons of Alison videos where her voice was covered up by ambiant sounds.

Of course, naked is another story but... when the girls are dressed and walking on streets and in malls, is it possible to put a wireless mike on them? The sound would be SOOO improved and we could actually hear the girl's interviews. Thanks.

[Geezer]

Would someone PLEASE offer to interrupt "UGO's" comments? I don't know what language he speaking but I don't understand anything he says.:(

[geolarson2]

I wouldn't call them cankles, exactly. Her ankles aren't quite "bird-like" like some women with that very fine tapering, but I did find Zeba to be a very beautiful woman. One of my favourites, to be sure. And I agree with Rob, there is something special about her eyes which I've noticed in a number of women from that area of the world. Remember the famous photo of that Afghani girl that appeared on the cover of National Geographic back in the late '80s? Amazing eyes that even when the photographer found her again post-Taliban were still beautiful, even with all she'd seen. Windows tot he soul, as someone once said ...and Zeba's eyes were among the most striking I've seen in the roughly 150 FTV updates I've viewed in the past few weeks. Let me put it like this though: Zeba was one of the first three or four updates I watched, and after all those others, hers is one that still resonates with me.

[ugo]

Sorry I to all's,.....

Can decide Danielle thing to do on me.

[WhyYou]

Would someone PLEASE offer to interrupt "UGO's" comments? I don't know what language he speaking but I don't understand anything he says.:(

Ugo is from Italy and does not yet have full command of the english language. The best way to make sense of what he says is to kind of rearrange the words, moving the noun in from of the verb. Also, don't read it exactly word for word. Ugo has improved greatly since the day he first joined the old message board (AlisonAngel's message board) and he's still learning. If there's something specific you'd like translated then ask ugo to clarify it for you. I will also help from time to time. :)

[ugo]

Thanhs You Friend WhyYou !
Thanks You Friend Rob for the answer me !!

Sorry indeed me, friends!!!

I have a difficult life (at times dramatic). I don't succeed in studying well.
Pardon to all's.

[LeoRex]

Thanhs You Friend WhyYou !
Thanks You Friend Rob for the answer me !!

Sorry indeed me, friends!!!

I have a difficult life (at times dramatic). I don't succeed in studying well.
Pardon to all's.

You're doing good Ugo - so glad to see you here and posting regularly:) Glad to see also that you are a fan of Zeba - definately out of all of the most recent FTV girls she is my favorite

[ugo]

Thank You LeoRex !!:)
Despite that I keep on writing and posting (pardon to geezer:o), I would mean that Zeba is nice indeed.
Me ago something to remember of the beautiful Alison. Something that unites some physical form of the body, and of the pure sweetness. And of that sweet face.

Clearly, they are very different between Alison and Zeba.:o

[LeoRex]

I wouldn't call them cankles, exactly. Her ankles aren't quite "bird-like" like some women with that very fine tapering, but I did find Zeba to be a very beautiful woman. One of my favourites, to be sure. And I agree with Rob, there is something special about her eyes which I've noticed in a number of women from that area of the world. Remember the famous photo of that Afghani girl that appeared on the cover of National Geographic back in the late '80s? Amazing eyes that even when the photographer found her again post-Taliban were still beautiful, even with all she'd seen. Windows tot he soul, as someone once said ...and Zeba's eyes were among the most striking I've seen in the roughly 150 FTV updates I've viewed in the past few weeks. Let me put it like this though: Zeba was one of the first three or four updates I watched, and after all those others, hers is one that still resonates with me.

When Rob first posted Zeba's preview and I watched it - I found myself waiting in anticipation of her full update - wow was I pleased. I do have to agree with geolarsen that her eyes are absolutely hypnotic and certainly one of her best features - out of all of the FTV girls, with the exception of Alison, there are none with more gorgeous eyes. Rob is right on the money - her orgasm scenes are awesome - don't know really how to describe them, but they are delicately sensuous and compelling - if that even makes any sense. She also has a great personality, and you could definately tell that she was not putting on any pretense - what you were seeing on that video was the real her, or as much of the real her as she wanted to share with us. Certainly would love to see her return.

[FTVGirls_Rob]

Well Zeba is being voted #1 so far in the members' voting for Summer 2008. Pretty cool.

I got this email from a member hehe:

"This is perhaps a non-starter of a question, but I love that Zeba talks about biochem and the growth rate of potato plants in her video. I don't suppose there is any way you can pass on my info to her and let her decide if she'd like to contact someone who finds her and her interest in plants incredibly cool? (Not in any fetish sort of way, for what it's worth; I'm a tree hugger, not a tree fucker.) I know you're a photo service, not a dating service, but just figured it didn't hurt to ask.

thanks much,
-****"

[steves631]

i'm a huge Zeba fan....

what a great personality!....so genuine....so smart....so funny...

and her body....i love her boobs and nipples!

[grande351]

Danielle being number 1 (of course! :)). I would say Zeba is my number two favorite, and for a lot of the same reasons. I'd love to see the two of them work together if Zeba is into girls, if not, at least bring her back for another solo shoot.

[mrniceguys]

Zeba is gorgeous. When will you guys bring her back? Is there a photo shoot planned for her in the near future?

[FTVGirls_Rob]

Oh yes, she will definitely be coming back :)

[ugo]

Oh yes, she will definitely be coming back :)


Somehow I have brought fortune to a beautiful girl as Zeba that could return in FTVGirls. I had realized the sweetness and the sensibility of Zeba. It would be beautiful if Zeba is simple and clean up away from the dangerous world of the porno.
I believe in Rob a great worker of good respect toward the girls of FTVGirls.

[stranger]

Somehow I have brought fortune to a beautiful girl as Zeba that could return in FTVGirls. I had realized the sweetness and the sensibility of Zeba. It would be beautiful if Zeba is simple and clean up away from the dangerous world of the porno.
I believe in Rob a great worker of good respect toward the girls of FTVGirls.

Sorry to ruin your fantasies ugo, but this chick has already done some hardcore work for caliteens.com. Look it up, she goes by the name of Anastasia on that site and at ATK.

[FTVGirls_Rob]

Yes, she did one boy/girl shoot about 3 years ago.

[lynx207]

Oh yes, she will definitely be coming back :)

You rule!! :D

[Natal]

Apparently more are in her future. It seems that she is being listed as Brooke Adams with Type 9 Models.

[FTVGirls_Rob]

Looks like for some reason, she's already chosen to go full-on hard core even though just a month ago she said she'd never do it again haha

[Geezer]

Apparently more are in her future. It seems that she is being listed as Brooke Adams with Type 9 Models.

Ha! Ha! Yeah, I checked her out on Type 9! Some of her photos still have the FTVGIRLS watermark on them. Good advertising for Rob, I suppose!;)

[Natal]

It is a poor choice of a name as well, because there is another porn actress called Brooke Adams who performed around 2002/3. Maybe someone is playing games :D

Also, there is a wrestler/model with the same name who is apparently still active.

[danielle_ftv]

Gawd...I still think that is so freaking odd that she is doing boy/girl now. I mean she didn't seem like the type at all...but maybe her inner sexual freakiness is finally coming out :D

[grande351]

Gawd...I still think that is so freaking odd that she is doing boy/girl now. I mean she didn't seem like the type at all...but maybe her inner sexual freakiness is finally coming out :D

She doesn't seem like the type to me either, but you know, I'm kinda looking forward to seeing it. :D

[Natal]

Ha! Ha! Yeah, I checked her out on Type 9! Some of her photos still have the FTVGIRLS watermark on them. Good advertising for Rob, I suppose!;)

Quite a few ex-FTV girls use some of their FTV pictures in their model portfolios (Rob allows them to do that). I think the reason is that most of those agent sponsored pictures are so god-awefull, they seem to go out of their way to make their clients look as unattractive as they can.

[ugo]

But is it Zeba most changed ?:eek:

[Natal]

Looks like for some reason, she's already chosen to go full-on hard core even though just a month ago she said she'd never do it again haha

She was probably fibbing. She has an update on Innocent High dated Feb 23, and presumably that was shot some time before that date. If she told you that a month ago from your post, and if it was on her return shoot, the dates seem awefully close. I would guess that maybe she was afraid of losing your booking if you knew she was doing/planning on doing hardcore.

[FTVGirls_Rob]

you are probably right on the ball natal.

[grande351]

you are probably right on the ball natal.

Would you have rejected her had you known about the hardcore stuff beforehand? Just curious.

[Natal]

Probably not I would think (Stephanie is doing hardcore for example), but she may not know that.

It occurred to me last night as well that her popularity here might have been the motivation to become a porn star as well. A lot of girls her age seem to have a poor self image, and seeing herself rated among men as the best of 50 or so beautifull sexy woman probably did wonders for her self confidence. You can kind of see the thought "WoW! I could make a career of this" crossing the mind of someone in that situation. Interesting.

[FTVfanatic]

Gawd...I still think that is so freaking odd that she is doing boy/girl now. I mean she didn't seem like the type at all...but maybe her inner sexual freakiness is finally coming out :D

I'm in shock. :eek: In her August 2008 FTVGirls shoot she came out as a very nice and cute "girl next door", which she still looks. I would have put my money on the table for her never doing boy/girl hardcore stuff. So, it's funny how she said in the video "I'm kind of shy" and in the very first clip of her update she told: "I'm actually a Biochem major... it's my senior year... I'm trying to get into a medical school..."

I don't know how common it is that you go the lenght to do your college degree in Biochem and upon graduation enter the hardcore adult business. Or go back into high scool. In this case I mean Innocent High.:rolleyes:

But seriously, What is the professional future after a girl does hardcore boy/girl stuff? Do hardcore actresses ever return to good "normal" jobs? By good/normal job I mean what ever people do after getting a Bachelor's or Master's degree; work as an associate or engineer or manager or director or what ever you need your university degree for. Maybe it's no medical school for Zeba, ever...:confused:

[FTVfanatic]

It occurred to me last night as well that her popularity here might have been the motivation to become a porn star as well. A lot of girls her age seem to have a poor self image, and seeing herself rated among men as the best of 50 or so beautifull sexy woman probably did wonders for her self confidence.

In 2008 she was a Biochem major in college, and it was her senior year. So, I don't see how she could have had a low self-esteem! I mean, she was no college dropout. She was talking about her entrance examination to medical school. In my opinion she had high self-esteem and was aiming high, academically. I'm struggling to see medical school and hardcore B/G stuff as equal options to choose from.

Maybe it was all just an act. Maybe she was not a Biochem major. Maybe she never planned to enter medical school. In that case she makes a very convincing and beautiful actress...;) In any case, I wish her all the best.

[shankapotamus]

Maybe it was all just an act. Maybe she was not a Biochem major. Maybe she never planned to enter medical school. In that case she makes a very convincing and beautiful actress...;) In any case, I wish her all the best.

If it was an act, she should be the first from porn to win an Oscar. Seriously, I was completely taken in, and I'm sure many others were too.

Of course, it could all be true, but it sure makes you wonder. How do all these things fit together - beauty, personality, biochem major, med school, hardcore porn? I just can't get my mind around it.

[Natal]

Heh...going to college doesnt mean you have high self esteem, it just means you can do it ;) (You have the money, you are smart enough, you are focussed enough etc.)

[voncroy10]

does anyone know other sites where i can find other videos of zeba and if she has another name?

[Longhornbill]

buWhat is the professional future after a girl does hardcore boy/girl stuff? Do hardcore actresses ever return to good "normal" jobs? By good/normal job I mean what ever people do after getting a Bachelor's or Master's degree; work as an associate or engineer or manager or director or what ever you need your university degree for. Maybe it's no medical school for Zeba, ever...:confused:

Professional future? Look at Tacy Lords. Legit now but she's into at least her 40's. It took her years to move up.
Once into this business they are in to this business to stay or go be mom's. Sad. But that is how our society works.
Longhornbill

[FTVGirls_Rob]

She was a biochem major, though medical school was just a passing thought I guess. Being in the adult industry (and also doing shooting behind the scenes as a photographer) probably drew her away from university.

[FTVfanatic]

Heh...going to college doesnt mean you have high self esteem, it just means you can do it ;) (You have the money, you are smart enough, you are focussed enough etc.)

I agree. However, what I meant was that Zeba didn't come across to me as a person with low self-esteem.

does anyone know other sites where i can find other videos of zeba and if she has another name?

Try Innocent High. Zeba is Brooke Adams there, and she's 18 years old again. ;)

bu
...Once into this business they are in to this business to stay or go be mom's. Sad. But that is how our society works.
Longhornbill

Thanks for your insight. I agree, that it's pretty hard to work at high-level professional job after doing hardcore. It's kind of sad to see Zeba enter the "dark side" i.e. do hardcore. She seemed so cute, smart, innocent etc. I hope she did it for the right reasons and won't regret it.:(

[Natal]

Now she is showing up on some of the kink.com sites. Not so attractive :mad:

[shankapotamus]

Now she is showing up on some of the kink.com sites. Not so attractive :mad:

Not just unattractive but revolting to most of those of us who found "Zeba" outstanding.:(

Talk about ruining your brand. She could have built up quite a following by promoting the personality she displayed on FTVgirls. I hope those S&M sites pay a lot because her potential for wider appeal is circling the drain.

[Geezer]

Now she is showing up on some of the kink.com sites. Not so attractive :mad:

I couldn't find her on this site. Which "speciality" was she under? What name did she use?

[Natal]

Kink is the parent site, there are about a dozen separate pay sites linked out of that. She is on sexandsubmission and fuckingmachines atm as Brooke Adams, and probably a few of the others in the future. The updates on those sites were dated in the last few weeks, so most likely if she shot anything else with them, they will appear on the other sites in the near future. I'm dissapointed that she chose to appear on those sites since IMO they promote a misogynic view of woman.

[CK1]

well, the truth is that if you are into that type of material, you might be into an FTV style site. so you might not see her work for FTV and visa versa. so if it wasn't for someone mentioning it, we probably would not know.

[Anoree]

I think kink.com is about as hardcore as it gets. Most of their themes are too tough even for me. Humiliation and torture of the models isn’t my can of beer. It was certainly a surprise for me too, to see her there.

Maybe Zeba wanted to try a kind of instant adult industry career from soft (FTV) over mainstream (Innocent High) to extreme (kink) in a very short time, to move on in the real world before she gets too famous in porn.
She doesn't seem to build up an image for a long term career.

Anyway, I hope all turns out the way she planned.

[Raymond (Studio6Girls)]

WOW!!! She was one of the FTV Girls I thought would never get into Hardcore. I didn't even think she'd do much beyond her FTV Shoot. Now she's everywhere.

Hmm.....

[grande351]

I don't know Zeba / Brooke Adams personally, so I have no idea what her motivation is. Maybe it's for the thrill of it, maybe just for the money, who knows? Whatever the reason, it was still her choice to get into hardcore in the first place and to do the torture scenes. I have to respect that. I'm totally not into that type of stuff, and for that reason, I choose not to watch it. I still think she's beautiful, however, and I'm still looking forward to her second FTV update. I've watched her Innocent High scene and it's typical mainstream hardcore, but not too bad.

[shankapotamus]

...it was still her choice to get into hardcore in the first place and to do the torture scenes. I have to respect that....Sorry, I can’t support Zeba’s decision to do torture vids. In fact, anything that is degrading to women (or men) ruins the erotic experience for me. I like seeing a beautiful woman giving and receiving pleasure, but there’s no room for pain and suffering, real or depicted, in my equation.

It seems ironic to me that Hollywood can’t make a movie about a horse without officials from PETA around to ensure that “No animals were harmed in the making of this film”, but porn producers can employ far lower standards involving humans.

I like FTVgirl.com because women are treated with respect and their beauty is enhanced by outstanding photography. I hope FTVx.com follows soon with the same quality.

[geolarson2]

Sorry, I can’t support Zeba’s decision to do torture vids. In fact, anything that is degrading to women (or men) ruins the erotic experience for me. I like seeing a beautiful woman giving and receiving pleasure, but there’s no room for pain and suffering, real or depicted, in my equation.

It seems ironic to me that Hollywood can’t make a movie about a horse without officials from PETA around to ensure that “No animals were harmed in the making of this film”, but porn producers can employ far lower standards involving humans.

I like FTVgirl.com because women are treated with respect and their beauty is enhanced by outstanding photography. I hope FTVx.com follows soon with the same quality.

I'm with grande351 on this one--she's an adult, its her decision and I respect that and I respect her for making it. I suppose degradation is, to some extent, in the eye of the beholder. If Zeba/Brooke goes into this knowing what to expect, and decides to give it a shot, fine. And if after trying it she finds it wasn't what she thought it would be, or it made her uncomfortable, or if at the end she felt degraded and then said "no more" that works for me, too. Having said all that I, too, would have a problem with certain acts (watersports & scat for starters), so who am I to criticize or debate with skankspotamus--three people here (4 including Ms Z) each with our on takes on this, but only one who has put her butt on the line.

Afterthought: Sorry, forgot to mention that while I support Ms Z for her decision, I don't plan on joining said site, period. FTV is much more my style and where my heart is :)

[grande351]

Sorry, I can’t support Zeba’s decision to do torture vids. In fact, anything that is degrading to women (or men) ruins the erotic experience for me. I like seeing a beautiful woman giving and receiving pleasure, but there’s no room for pain and suffering, real or depicted, in my equation.

It seems ironic to me that Hollywood can’t make a movie about a horse without officials from PETA around to ensure that “No animals were harmed in the making of this film”, but porn producers can employ far lower standards involving humans.

I like FTVgirl.com because women are treated with respect and their beauty is enhanced by outstanding photography. I hope FTVx.com follows soon with the same quality.

I agree with most of what you've said. I don't support torture porn, and I have no interest at all in watching it and choose not to. It can be very degrading and I don't find it erotic.
As far as I know, however, no one is forcing her (Zeba) to make those videos. It's her choice, as an adult, to do it. Whether or not you or I think it's a bad choice is irrelavant. That's what I was trying to say in the earlier post.
The problem with your PETA analogy is that animals do not have a choice and are very often severly mistreated by humans in the name of sport or entertainment. I'm not exactly a PETA supporter. While they do some good, they often take an extreme view and I don't support extremists on either side of an issue.
I was drawn to FTV for the same reasons you state. The women here are treated with respect and presented in a tasteful way.

[YetAnotherDave]

I cannot understand how folks can get worked up over a person's choice of employment. It's legal (well in most countries of the world), it can pay well and there is free choice involved.

An awful lot, in fact probably most, of the hardcore porn actresses have been through one of kink's sites and they have probably been through RK's as well, amongst others. It is a natural progression almost. I'm not saying that all the actresses (and yes in this situation they are actresses) are particularly comfortable with what they are doing but they are pushing boundaries. Don't forget they are getting paid for it and can choose how far they want to go.

If Zeba/Brooke is happy doing it then I am happy for her. End Of.

Late edit - I was a member of a kink site for a couple of months and I have seen the models chatting after (and before) the set and believe me they wouldn't have been there if they didn't want to, or didn't think they could come out of it with something. I just got bored so quit once the month was up.

[TJHooker]

Hey guys, Yes, I do read every post and I wanted to address the modeling I did for kink.com. I didn't do of because I wasn't getting amy other work, quite the contrary. I have worked for Reality Kings, Hustler, Playgirl TV, Red Light District and many others in the last month. I decided to model for kink because I was interested in exploring a different aspect of my sexuality. It was a very emotional experience for me. Modeling for a bdsm site is not for the timid. I'm sorry if some of you aren't fans, but I'm excited to hear from new fans as well. :) Don't worry, I'm still the same girl next door, but I just was looking for something new. As of right now, I don't know how much more bdsm modeling I will be doing in the future. I appreciate the feedback. :) Oh, by the way, kink is in San Fran, but I don't live there. Just fly up for the day to shoot. Hope all is well with everyone. Brooke
Brooke/Zeba posted that on another forum. Just thought you guys might like to see her opinion in her own words.

[Geezer]

Brooke/Zeba posted that on another forum. Just thought you guys might like to see her opinion in her own words.

Thanks for posting this, TJHooker! It was interesting and enlightening to read Zeba's/Brooke's own words. Heck, she IS very young, still, and I can see how and why she is interested in "exploring" her sexuality.

[YetAnotherDave]

Thanks TJ for posting that, I think that proves the point I was making.

[geolarson2]

Brooke/Zeba posted that on another forum. Just thought you guys might like to see her opinion in her own words.

Absolutely a big thanks to you, TJ. I do know of at least one other FTV alum who has worked in BDSM, and from the handful of correspondences I've had with her, she's found it enlightening. So, who am I to judge? I find it absolutely fantastic to hear what motivates anyone to do just about anything (must be the influence of reading a lot of Hunter S. Thompson & Jack Kerouac growing up), so while its interesting to view a video, &c., for me its reading or hearing someone's own thoughts from personal experience that really drives me. Again, TJ, wicked mega maxi big thanks for finding Ms Z's own words to put this, her experiences, in perspective.

[grande351]

Big thanks to TJHooker (I remember that show!!) for posting that response from Brooke / Zeba (not sure what to call her now :confused:). It shows that she's doing hardcore, including the Kink.com stuff because she wants to, which is the way it should be. She's by all appearances an intelligent young woman, perfectly capable of making her own choices.
I really like Zeba. She's a beautiful girl and always seemed like she was a real nice, genuine person, which Danielle has confirmed.
Hmmm....let's see...intelligent, sweet, beautiful, genuine....kind of reminds me of someone else very near and dear to our hearts! ;)

If you post on the same forum again TJ, you should invite Zeba to join us here. She's got a LOT of fans, judging from her second place overall in the "FTVGirl of the year" contest

[TJHooker]

I know Amber (http://ftvgirls.com/mod2007/kimber.html), Devaun (http://ftvgirls.com/mod2006/devaun2.html), and Satine (http://ftvgirls.com/mod2007/satine.html) have all done more than one shoot for those kinky folks in San Fran. I say more power to em, even though I've never been a member of that site.

grande351, I'll try sending a message through to Brooke with an invite. We'll see what happens.

[shankapotamus]

And if Zeba/Brooke is reading:

“I decided to model for kink because I was interested in exploring a different aspect of my sexuality.” Oh, please tell me you did it for the money. I, for one, have had it up to here with productions from the “Take That, Bitch” school of porn production, and giving aid and comfort to extreme misogynists is nothing to be proud of. Maybe I could excuse it if you were starving and desperate for cash, but the world doesn’t need more encouragement for the sickos out there who take that stuff seriously.

Nobody is arguing about your right as an adult to make a decision, but decisions have consequences and this isn’t about a choice between strudel and raspberry souffle for dessert. There is joyful sex and there is “other”. Choose the former. Step up your game next time.

[Natal]

I know Amber (http://ftvgirls.com/mod2007/kimber.html), Devaun (http://ftvgirls.com/mod2006/devaun2.html), and Satine (http://ftvgirls.com/mod2007/satine.html) have all done more than one shoot for those kinky folks in San Fran. I say more power to em, even though I've never been a member of that site.

grande351, I'll try sending a message through to Brooke with an invite. We'll see what happens.

Oh, there is a bucket load of them that have done it for Kink, DungeonCorp and other sites. Just running through the model lists for those two sites pulled up about 15-20 familiar names. Mostly the ones who did BDSM have been around in hardcore for a while though. The only other "newbie" that went to the "dark side of the dark side" who springs to mind is Riley Rey, allthough there are likely others.

[MrSnook]

Nobody is arguing about your right as an adult to make a decision, but decisions have consequences and this isn’t about a choice between strudel and raspberry souffle for dessert. There is joyful sex and there is “other”. Choose the former. Step up your game next time.
So who decides, you? You may think that what Zaba did is wrong/bad and that's fine. Guess what? There are just as many people who think a site like FTV and Danielle's is equally a bad choice.

[WhyYou]

Opinions are okay but let's not let this turn into a fight.

[FTVfanatic]

So who decides, you? You may think that what Zaba did is wrong/bad and that's fine. Guess what? There are just as many people who think a site like FTV and Danielle's is equally a bad choice.

Everyone is entitled to their own opinion, so here's mine: Doing softcore at a site like FTV can not be considered a "bad choice" as it doesn't close that many doors to your future career. However, once you do hardcore there is no turning back. The person then becomes a "hardcore actress" for the rest of her life. More or less.

What I mean is that after trying out some softcore or plain nude modeling you could easily still return to "normal" life and become e.g. a physician, a lawyer or what ever. However, I don't see hardcore actresses making it to become partners at a major law firm any time soon. Doing hardcore closes many doors in one's life. Sad, but true.

So, my personal opinion is that Zeba made a stupid move by going into hardcore so soon. Did she really consider what the consequences are? If my daughter (I don't have one but if I had) went on to do hardcore porn I would consider it a stupid career move. In contrast, I wouldn't have anything against nude modeling even if it was my own daughter. But hey, when one is old enough to call their own shots all the power to them. Just my 2 cents.

[TJHooker]

Everyone is entitled to their own opinion, so here's mine: Doing softcore at a site like FTV can not be considered a "bad choice" as it doesn't close that many doors to your future career. However, once you do hardcore there is no turning back.

(snip)

So, my personal opinion is that Zeba made a stupid move by going into hardcore so soon.

The flaw in this is that Brooke did a hardcore scene or two before she ever heard of FTV.

I'm not sure what you mean by "no turning back?" Girls leave the adult business all the time. They have futures.

[MrSnook]

Everyone is entitled to their own opinion, so here's mine: Doing softcore at a site like FTV can not be considered a "bad choice" as it doesn't close that many doors to your future career. However, once you do hardcore there is no turning back. The person then becomes a "hardcore actress" for the rest of her life. More or less.

What I mean is that after trying out some softcore or plain nude modeling you could easily still return to "normal" life and become e.g. a physician, a lawyer or what ever. However, I don't see hardcore actresses making it to become partners at a major law firm any time soon. Doing hardcore closes many doors in one's life. Sad, but true.

Let me ask this. 3 girls are going to school to become teachers. 1 does FTV. 1 chooses boy/girl "hardcore" scenes. 1 is a waitress. All 3 apply for the same job and the principal finds out what each did before applying. Who gets the job?

Why do you think people will make a distinction between g/g porn and g/b porn? It's still porn.

I don't understand the outcry over people doing "hardcore" b/g scenes on a message board that is based on nude pics, public nudity, masterbation, and g/g sex. Isn't this a major double standard?

[Jeffrey99]

Let me ask this. 3 girls are going to school to become teachers. 1 does FTV. 1 chooses boy/girl "hardcore" scenes. 1 is a waitress. All 3 apply for the same job and the principal finds out what each did before applying. Who gets the job?

Why do you think people will make a distinction between g/g porn and g/b porn? It's still porn.

I don't understand the outcry over people doing "hardcore" b/g scenes on a message board that is based on nude pics, public nudity, masterbation, and g/g sex. Isn't this a major double standard?
I have to agree with Snook. The only person getting the above job is the waitress. Hell people still get a ton of shit for posting in super softcore stuff like Playboy. And I'd consider FTV alot harder then Playboy.

[Natal]

Actually, there is a distinction, as soon as a penis becomes involved people's attitudes change for the worse. You are correct in that people may not make a distinction before the fact between G/G and B/G (since it would be presented to them generically as "porn"), but they sure as hell would make it after the fact (as in "being discovered") when they know the specifics. Reasonable people also make a distinction between something that happens a few times (an anomaly) and something that happens many times (a trend). Doing B/G once or twice would be viewed as a regrettable mistake, doing it many times places you in the w**** category in pretty much everyones mind, and that DOES make a difference.

As for your example, sure, the waitress might get the teaching job first (but not necessarily a regular job that doesnt have a "morality" requirement), but if there are two jobs available its pretty clear who would be left in the cold. Someone involved in softcore porn could reasonably phrase their previous career as "nude/adult modeling" which would allow them to legitimately make the distinction in the qualification, but you wouldnt be able to do that without being seen as lieing if you were involved in hardcore. Also, when you have a history of the more extreme forms of hardcore people would start to see you as somehow sick as well. There is a graduation of summary judgement, it isn't just a case of +/-.

In any case, he was talking about what happens on FTV, and the vast majority of girls on FTV are solo on this site. Hardcore G/G isn't involved for most of them at that point in time (when they model for FTV), so your rebuttal is off point ;)

[FTVGirls_Rob]

Well these are the porn facts:

'Zeba' started her porn experience with a bg scene, just one... and according to her, regretted it at the time. Then after that first time shoot, she did tons of softcore for several years. Then I shot her, and she slowed down on modeling, going behind the scenes and becoming more of a photographer for some agent in San Diego. Four months ago, she shot her return shoot for FTV. Then three months ago, she decided to get back to full-on porn, and got set up with an agent where 'everything goes', with that new Brooke name.

[Natal]

Heh...well, that makes more sense then, it spreads the timeline out.

[Knarf247]

Hi all,

I have been an on again/off again subscriber to FTV since 04, off mostly due to financial reasons not the site, and i am so excited to see that FTV finally has a message board!! This is something i have thought the site has needed for a while. And one of the things i wanted to say in my first post had to be be in response to Zeba. What a beauty!!

Also Danielle, i'm so excited that you have your own site now. Congrats! I know its been up for a while, but i've been "off again" for a while now :) so i'm kinda out of the loop.

Any way i'm sure i'll be annoying your all with my post on a frequent basis now :)

sorry :P

...wow i used alot of smiley faces...

[grande351]

In case anyone's interested Brooke Adams (Zeba) has a new blog: http://www.brookeleeadams.blogspot.com/

[Ryott]

Actually, there is a distinction, as soon as a penis becomes involved people's attitudes change for the worse. You are correct in that people may not make a distinction before the fact between G/G and B/G (since it would be presented to them generically as "porn"), but they sure as hell would make it after the fact (as in "being discovered") when they know the specifics. Reasonable people also make a distinction between something that happens a few times (an anomaly) and something that happens many times (a trend). Doing B/G once or twice would be viewed as a regrettable mistake, doing it many times places you in the w**** category in pretty much everyones mind, and that DOES make a difference.

As for your example, sure, the waitress might get the teaching job first (but not necessarily a regular job that doesnt have a "morality" requirement), but if there are two jobs available its pretty clear who would be left in the cold. Someone involved in softcore porn could reasonably phrase their previous career as "nude/adult modeling" which would allow them to legitimately make the distinction in the qualification, but you wouldnt be able to do that without being seen as lieing if you were involved in hardcore. Also, when you have a history of the more extreme forms of hardcore people would start to see you as somehow sick as well. There is a graduation of summary judgement, it isn't just a case of +/-.

In any case, he was talking about what happens on FTV, and the vast majority of girls on FTV are solo on this site. Hardcore G/G isn't involved for most of them at that point in time (when they model for FTV), so your rebuttal is off point ;)

That was very articulate. But I still wonder what the big deal is. It's not like she's (or any other models/actresses for that matter are) hurting anyone. It's just that most of us (yes, that includes me too) don't like hardcore B/G and other possibily humiliating stuff that these girls might end up doing. I say don't go looking for it.

[randypalooza]

I absolutelty loved Zeba's FTV shoots! She is such a beauty, and I didn't even know that she did b/g scenes. This is new to me, but I will have to check them out, but all I know is, there is no way any b/g scene she does will top the shoots she did here at FTV!! I hope she comes back again!

[TheDoctor]

I absolutelty loved Zeba's FTV shoots! She is such a beauty, and I didn't even know that she did b/g scenes. This is new to me, but I will have to check them out, but all I know is, there is no way any b/g scene she does will top the shoots she did here at FTV!! I hope she comes back again!


Very spiky question, Randy. FTV - Innoncent High - Kink.com... still sounds like downhill to me.

From FTV

http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_D6ntTtRRiGY/ShWWFHGmrII/AAAAAAAAAAM/2T9inUUnMs0/s1600-h/Picture+002.jpg


... To this:

http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_D6ntTtRRiGY/SiBWP_QXCdI/AAAAAAAAACI/pyq1Q8Y67_0/s1600-h/DSC_6528.jpg



Her blogspot site has stayed frozen since may 29th; now she has some stuff in "southern-charms.com"... where she seems to be he shining highlight.

[gfunkunit]

Alright, I have to throw in my two cents even if it's too late. Let me start by saying that I am a fan of FTV and they do some great work. These comments also aren't meant to bash any posters in particular, but more to add to the dialogue.

First of all I'd like to remind people that behind these actresses/performers are real human beings with real feelings. And given this is a public forum it is highly likely that they see these comments. Therefore, it's pretty upsetting to see people bashing someone for the personal choices they've made in regards to how they make a living. Since there were so many points brought up I'll just address them in bullet-point form.

1) The questioning of why she decided to do hardcore: As if she's the only one to have ever gone this route before? Um no...we just need to look at Danielle who did a scene for Amateur Allure early in her career. Does this change the way people look at Danielle's current work or the way you judge her personality (which by all accounts is that of a sweetheart)? For me the answer is no and I hope others would feel the same way. You need to be real guys - this is a very competitive industry and it is really hard to be successful as strictly a glamor/softcore model. Perhaps Brooke felt the best way to advance in the industry would be to do hardcore. Or perhaps she felt the strictly softcore route didn't challenge her enough. Regardless of her reasons who are we to judge or hate on her if she is happy and isn't hurting anyone? Also, why does her doing hardcore prevent her from doing glamour/FTV style shoots in the future? I feel t doesn't and even if FTV never invites her back I'm sure she'll do work in the future that rivals it if not surpasses it.

2) Those lamenting how she could give up her potential career in medicine, law, etc: Who are you to be the ones who decide how she should live her life? I remember seeing an interview where she said this same type of attitude was prevalent from her family which is full of professionals. Perhaps her going this route is her way of saying that SHE will be the one who decides how she's going to live her life, and that the pressures from others/society/pedigree will not make that decision for her. Also, many times what you study in college isn't what you end up doing in life. Someone who went to business school for finance could decide at the end of four years that such a career is no longer their calling and instead they'd like to become a social worker. Same thing could have happened here. If the adult industry is what makes her happy who are we to hold that against her?

3) Just because she did hardcore doesn't mean she stopped being cute. smart, and sweet. She still possesses those qualities.

4) Hating on her for doing "torture" porn: Everyone who's saying she's "ruining her brand" or just "did it for the money" are totally missing the point of such a shoot. She said it was an emotional experience for her and I can totally see what she meant. It takes some serious guts to put yourself through such an intense hour, completely giving up control for that time. IMO it was a cathartic experience for her as she was able to prove to herself that she had it in her to get through such an ordeal. You guys act like doing such a scene wasn't scary for her. I give her credit for facing that fear head on and conquering it.

Alright I admit I've written too much but I did want to say that no one has the right to judge someone for how they decide to live their lives if they are happy and hurting no one. For those who think she made these decisions recklessly and without regards to the long-term I believe you're wrong. She's shown that she really does love the industry and plans to be in it for the foreseeable future. She currently has a website in the works where she will of course be promoting herself as well as other up-and-coming models. Hardly the behavior of someone who has failed to think her decisions through.

Normally I wouldn't go to such lengths to defend someone but she has really shown herself to be one of the most genuine and kind performers in the industry (an industry which has it's share of meanies) so she is the last person who deserves to be treated with such disrespect.

[TheDoctor]

Glad to know Ms. Adams/Zeba has such a good advocate. Really. Are you a lawyer, by any chance?

Well, to all the outcry, shows of disappointment, the "oh man, Why the F is she doing that", more mambo jambo and the shiny-armored defender...

What does the name "Zeba" mean?

I guess that one does not feature in Mr. Rob's baby names book...

Dr. Morgan

[geolarson2]

If I'm not mistaken, Zeba is a name from Persia/Iran, Afghanistan, the Middle East & Greece. And if I'm not mistaken, the name's meaning is something like "a beautiful girl from the heaven" or "a heavenly girl". My own take on that is the name is spot on where this gentlewoman is concerned. Paz, folks!

[TheDoctor]

Zeba = "beautiful heavenly woman". Very evocative... and somewhat redundant. :D

[gfunkunit]

Glad to know Ms. Adams/Zeba has such a good advocate. Really. Are you a lawyer, by any chance?

Well, to all the outcry, shows of disappointment, the "oh man, Why the F is she doing that", more mambo jambo and the shiny-armored defender...

What does the name "Zeba" mean?

I guess that one does not feature in Mr. Rob's baby names book...

Dr. Morgan

haha, nah i'm just a fan. but really in an industry where there are some pretty bad people she's one of the good souls so i think she should be treated fairly, thats all!

[FTVGirls_Rob]

zeba = cute, pretty, beautiful in persian

Remember, she's half persian, half english.

[geolarson2]

zeba = cute, pretty, beautiful in persian

Remember, she's half persian, half english.

Like some relatives of mine (well, EuroAmerican on their father's side, Pahlavi on their mother's).

Ms Z is one of my favourites & one who I have the utmost respect for (of course, I can't think of any who I don't respect) & admire.

[tigger]

zeba = cute, pretty, beautiful in persian

Remember, she's half persian, half english.

So she is persglish! :D

[MISSY]

So she is persglish! :D

Quit being and ideot!

[grande351]

haha, nah i'm just a fan. but really in an industry where there are some pretty bad people she's one of the good souls so i think she should be treated fairly, thats all!

Well sir, you did a fine job stating your case, and I agree with you 110%. :D
I'm a big fan of Zeba / Brooke too. She's a gorgeous young woman with a great smile and a sweet, intelligent personality. She's gotten a ton of positive comments on just about every site she's appeared on. There's just something different about her. She's not the typical pornstar type and I think that's a large part of her appeal.

[gfunkunit]

Well sir, you did a fine job stating your case, and I agree with you 110%. :D
I'm a big fan of Zeba / Brooke too. She's a gorgeous young woman with a great smile and a sweet, intelligent personality. She's gotten a ton of positive comments on just about every site she's appeared on. There's just something different about her. She's not the typical pornstar type and I think that's a large part of her appeal.

Thanks grande ( and geolarson). you have both been very reasonable in this thread. To grande in particular I saw that while brooke's bondage work is not your cup of tea it doesn't delegitimize her prior or future work and you will continue to enjoy her other work. I totally respect those sentiments. I liken it to an artist (say a musician) who tries something radically different in order to achieve artistic growth. While that electronic album by a group who had til that point used all live instruments may not be your cup o tea you can at least respect the artists attempts to try something different. You don't stop enjoying their prior work and you will give their next album a chance when it comes out. Maybe that's sounds silly but that's the best analogy I could come up with :)

[Geezer]

Quit being and ideot!

I think you mean "Quit being AN IDIOT!"

[ugo]

On Zeba (a beautiful woman!) a psychosis is created. I should give reason to Missy. When I love the women with the flowers in hand,....

[TheDoctor]

On Zeba (a beautiful woman!) a psychosis is created. I should give reason to Missy. When I love the women with the flowers in hand,....

In good English, Zeba/Brooke is POPULAR here. PERIOD.

Dr. No

[gfunkunit]

In good English, Zeba/Brooke is POPULAR here. PERIOD.

Dr. No

hah, nice.

well i'm happy to see her getting the love now - it seemed to be leaning towards the negative/judgmental before i made my "epic" post, lol.

[Texasdrake]

I was courious about zeba going hardcore so I went to check her out at caliteens.com using the trail memebership to see how well that site was... and that site is total rip off!!!! all the sites I went to check out on the trial basic gives you full access for 3-4 days.That rip off site doesn't give you nothing on the trail memebership other then see who their models are and if you actually want to view any of thier stuff you have to upgrade to the full membership...RIP OFF!!!

[TheDoctor]

Well sir, you did a fine job stating your case, and I agree with you 110%. :D
I'm a big fan of Zeba / Brooke too. She's a gorgeous young woman with a great smile and a sweet, intelligent personality. She's gotten a ton of positive comments on just about every site she's appeared on. There's just something different about her. She's not the typical pornstar type and I think that's a large part of her appeal.

Damn right, man! At the very least, she makes the cutest faces...EVER! Just pause the vids pretty much whenever she's talking.
PS: NO disrespect intended here; just find her so nice I think even her smirks are cute.

[TJHooker]

Brooke AKA Zeba. I haven't bought a Hustler in a long time but this might be the exeption. ;)

[Knarf247]

Damnitt why did she have to do hardcore? Now we will never see her back here again... grrrr:(

[grande351]

Brooke AKA Zeba. I haven't bought a Hustler in a long time but this might be the exeption. ;)

Oooooh, I'll have to get that! I read that she was going to be in Hustler, but I didn't know she would be on the cover. Thanks TJ!
It's odd to see her on the cover all dolled-up in the typical Hustler style. I might not have even recognized her if I saw that issue on the newsstand. In most of her hardcore scenes, Zeba actually looks like she did in her last FTV update.

Now all we need is Danielle to be on a magazine cover. She definitely deserves it!!

[Raymond]

Wow!!!

On the cover of Hustler now?

When I saw "Zeba's" first FTV Shoot I figured she's be a one-time only porn girl. She seemed so "innocent" and "fresh"

Guess you can never tell. haha

[Max]

That didn't really look too much like her.

[danielle_ftv]

Brooke AKA Zeba. I haven't bought a Hustler in a long time but this might be the exeption. ;)

OMG that is so freaking cool! Way to go for her.

[grande351]

Here's a photo of her with the magazine (from Twitter)
http://images52.fotki.com/v1567/photos/2/41642/7736360/BrookeHustler-vi.jpg

She's still looks like the sweet girl next door to me. I like the lighter hair too. :)

[Raymond]

Here's a photo of her with the magazine (from Twitter)
http://images52.fotki.com/v1567/photos/2/41642/7736360/BrookeHustler-vi.jpg

She's still looks like the sweet girl next door to me. I like the lighter hair too. :)

What's her Twitter URL?

[grande351]

What's her Twitter URL?

Her link on Twitter is: http://twitter.com/brookeleeadams

She's also working on a website: Link removed by Moderator

[TJHooker]

Later on, on Twitter, Brooke wrote:

this is my first cover, thus the excitement.

[Natal]

She is looking a lot better in that picture than she did when she first started shooting hardcore. She put on quite a lot of weight at that time, I was surprised at how frumpy she looked. I wonder if she was under a lot of stress then.

[zebaadams]

Hello folks,

I wouldn't have known this forum existed in my honor until a fan pointed it out to me. I have finished reading all the comments with mixed feelings. I guess there are as many good comments as bad comments. I think something that I have learned about this business is that there are all types of people out there who enjoy watching all types of things; and I cannot be everything to everyone.

Yes, you are correct, I have chosen to do hardcore. It was for many reasons, some that I am proud of, many of them I am not. I wish that I had been in a better position to decide what I was going to do, but, I was not. I have actually slowed my work substantially and will probably only continue work on my website or sites like FTV; not that they would ever have me back. I just want to clarify that I am not a "liar". I did not make up some ridiculous story about my education or my family. I am who I said I was, and that is the truth. I feel like it is rather unfair to watch me naked on one site and then judge me for being naked elsewhere. However, it is one's own prerogative to do such. FTV is a unique brand, but there are not many people in the adult industry like Rob and his crew. I wish that all would be as kind and respectful toward women as he and his company.

If you have questions about my past or future, please, instead of making assumptions, email me at brookeleeadams@dirtylittleme.com

You are all welcome to check out my site and I look forward to speaking with you all in the future.

Brooke

[Natal]

Hello folks,

not that they would ever have me back.

I wouldn't go that far. There are girls who have done hard core and still appeared on FTV (and some of them had done a LOT of hard core). I think the criteria is more a case of how intense that activity currently is and whether or not the model can still portray the natural real woman. If you have scaled back your activity and can still portray that image, there is no reason why you couldn't have another update sometime in the future. However, it has been rare in recent years for a model to have more than two FTV shoots though.

[grande351]

Hi Brooke.
I'm glad you finally decided to check out your thread. I remember mentioning this forum in an e-mail a while back, although I'm sure others have too. I really hope you weren't too upset by some of the posts. Guys who dislike B/G hardcore tend to gravitate to sites like FTV, and I suppose some were upset by the work you've done since. Probably because you didn't fit the stereotype of a pornstar.

As for me, I think you're an intelligent and beautiful young woman. Your move to hardcore didn't change my opinion of you one bit. You were great on FTV and also in your hardcore work. I'll admit that a few of your scenes weren't my cup of tea, but I solved that problem by simply not watching them. I look forward to your new website and whatever the next phase in your career happens to be. :)

[geolarson2]

How lovely to see you stopping by, Ms A. For what its worth, I respect the risks you've taken, for whatever reason. I'm not gonna criticize the content, since some of it I admit I find intriguing and can see someone trying to see what its like. The way I see it, you are something of an explorer, in this case exploring your sexuality and sensuality. I hope you've found out just how strong a woman you are. Always the best to you in your private life, and break a leg professionally!

[mancocapac]

I have not seen Zeba's hardcore work, and frankly I don't care. She has a job, she made her decisions, it does not take away from her or her personality. For people who feel she is now "ruined," what difference does it make? These pictures on FTV are still as good.

Anyways, I was looking around and I found this picture of Brooke/Zeba, and it reminded me how cute she really is.

http://persiankitty.com/pktemp/img0922brookeleeadams.jpg

For Zeba/Brooke, if you do come checking this again, I can't speak for anyone else so what I say is just conjecture, but I imagine people are lashing out because they feel betrayed. Baring your all on FTV, seeming like the girl next door they can get, makes people feel close to you. Ruining that fantasy, obviously, hurts them and their image of you. Whatever, I am sure they, and you, can move on from it.

I, for one, would welcome her back to FTV. I still think she is very cute.

[Geezer]

When I heard Zeba (Brooke Lee Adams) was going to appear in Hustler, I put a note in my car and kept checking bookstores until it finally came out. Boy! Was I disappointed. I suppose, for a girl, being on the cover of any magazine is life changing. But, having not picked up a Hustler in literally years, I had high hopes for Brooke's shoot. After all, she has recently spoken of doing wild and crazy things including bonage.

I have to say after looking at her pages.... "Is that all there IS!!!!" I thought she might be with another girl or have a penis in her mouth, ANYTHING! But, nope, it was just her in some flat, not particularly well shot, photos.

I loved her updates on FTV so much I suppose that anything else would be disappointing. It was just some boring photos - many of which she covered her cooter with underwear.

[Geezer]

Hey Guys!

If anyone enjoys Zeba (Brooke Lee Adams), she is now on Twitter.com. I'm following her "tweets" and it's pretty funny when I get a message like "just woke up to incredible morning sex! Now time for breakfast.":D

[geolarson2]

@Brookeleeadams is her Twitter name. She is fun to follow for those "in the moment" tweets. I followed her back I guess it was in April or June, then again around August (during the #gr08 Iranian crisis). There are several FTV alum out there on Twitter now, several whom I've followed who update Twitter more often than they do any of their other media outlets. Actually, you know what, I decided to follow Ms Adams again as I was typing this.

[Geezer]

Here's a little update on what Zeba (Brooke Lee Adams) is up to these days.


http://m.xbiz.com/news_piece.php?id=115564

[Max]

I would say she looks better now than she did in her second FTV update, I really didn't like the short hair.

[grande351]

Here's a little update on what Zeba (Brooke Lee Adams) is up to these days.

http://m.xbiz.com/news_piece.php?id=115564

One of Brooke's models, Katie Michaels, is the same Katie who was on FTV a few updates ago.

[Natal]

Well, if that is her, she looks a lot more amiable than she did in that contributor shoot.

[grande351]

Well, if that is her, she looks a lot more amiable than she did in that contributor shoot.

It's definitely her. You can tell by the small star tattoo on her back. I actually thought she looked pretty hot in her FTV update. She looks a little more "girl-next-door"-ish is the photos on DLM, but still very nice.

[Natal]

It's definitely her. You can tell by the small star tattoo on her back. I actually thought she looked pretty hot in her FTV update. She looks a little more "girl-next-door"-ish is the photos on DLM, but still very nice.

Heh...no...on that contributed shoot she came across as burning a very low watt light bulb upstairs, but she looks more vivaceous on Zeba's site. I think that probably reflects the level of comfort she was feeling with the shooter more than anything else though.

[clarkstar]

she's very pretty but doesn't have the body for porn, in my opinion. no offense intended

[grande351]

she's very pretty but doesn't have the body for porn, in my opinion. no offense intended

Are you referring to Katie or Zeba (Brooke)? And, what exactly is "a body for porn" anyway? Are they all supposed to look like Jenna Jameson??

[TheDoctor]

Zeba/Brooke has posted a rather spooky tweeet (http://twitter.com/Brookeleeadams). Very agressive crab. Now, repeat after me: "I DECREE that "Zeba" gets alright SOON".

Some prayers would help too. Lymphoma is one of the worst types of cancer.

[Anoree]

Zeba/Brooke has posted a rather spooky tweeet (http://twitter.com/Brookeleeadams). Very agressive crab. Now, repeat after me: "I DECREE that "Zeba" gets alright SOON".

Some prayers would help too. Lymphoma is one of the worst types of cancer.

What the ... Sh...! :eek:

"I DECREE that 'Zeba' gets alright SOON!"
I hope it helps and Brooke gets well soon. I wish her all the best for her treatment.

[grande351]

Yes, I saw that too. a couple of times she's tweeted about spending time in the hospital, but she never said why until today. She has been undergoing radiation treatments. I wouldn't wish Lymphoma on my worst enemy, but it really saddens me to hear that someone as sweet and wonderful as Brooke has to deal with this. Please keep her in your thoughts and hopefully she can beat it. She's a strong person and if anyone can, she can!

[captnjack]

I certainly hope the best for her and wish her a speedy recovery!

[Raymond]

CRAP!!!

My grandmother died from non hodgkin's lymphoma :(

Get Well Soon!!!

[TheDoctor]

She seems to be taking it quite well:

Everyone, thank you. I needed some love. And don't worry, I'm tough, I'll beat this and continue being a pornstar. I'm that awesome. about 23 hours ago (http://twitter.com/Brookeleeadams/status/6749911169) from Tweetie (http://www.atebits.com/) BRAVO!!

[Natal]

What else can you do?

[Geezer]

On Feb. 15, Zeba/Brooke tweeted that she was in the hospital emergency room with a Staph infection. Her immune system is gone due to her radiation treatments.

The next day, she tweeted that she feels better.

[inuv]

Sending energy her way. Bless her. I liked her FTV and her hardcore work.

On a side note, Kink.com is known as a very reputable outfit, well run, respectful, with codes of conduct. They are a prominent fixture in San Francisco. I don't know anything about particular shoots or interaction, but I would cautious againt judging them solely because one might not like their style of content. BDSM is not evil. It's just kinky. If you visit Kink.com's site, you'll see that the content is also very gender balanced. I have no particular connection with kink.com, just telling you what I know.

Beside which, no one is ever ruined for life, including for doing porn, which in my view is just beautiful human expression being filmed. If you truly believe otherwise, and you like porn, then you are putting yourself in conflict with yourself. You are also casting your judgements into the world.

I think we owe our favourite girl a big hug and our best wishes.

[grande351]

On Feb. 15, Zeba/Brooke tweeted that she was in the hospital emergency room with a Staph infection. Her immune system is gone due to her radiation treatments.

The next day, she tweeted that she feels better.

I've been following her tweets as well. The fact that she's going through radiation treatments doesn't sound good, but she still maintains her positive attitude and I hope that, along with medical science, can carry her through!
It just pains me that a sweet, intelligent and beautiful young woman like her has to go through this.

[Woody]

Well i hope Brooke is getting better!!

And like she said on her Twitter page! I'll beat this and continue being a pornstar. I'm that awesome! Yes u r awesome Brooke!!

And to the hardcore haters out there! You guys will never understand why a model would want to get into Hardcore! How can anyone of us judge someone else's life! But we do don't we!

So Softcore fans tell me this? Why is it so bad for a woman to have sex with a man on film? But then it's ok to see a woman masturbate outside in public and then after inside get fisted by another woman on FTV!!

I like Hardcore & Softcore! Sex is sex!! So it's all just porn to me!

So i wish Brooke all the best! And i love the work she's done on here for FTV and i love the work she's done for kink.com too!!

[Ryott]

So Softcore fans tell me this? Why is it so bad for a woman to have sex with a man on film? But then it's ok to see a woman masturbate outside in public and then after inside get fisted by another woman on FTV!!


Well said..

[rlf01]

Sending energy her way. Bless her. I liked her FTV and her hardcore work.

On a side note, Kink.com is known as a very reputable outfit, well run, respectful, with codes of conduct. They are a prominent fixture in San Francisco. I don't know anything about particular shoots or interaction, but I would cautious againt judging them solely because one might not like their style of content. BDSM is not evil. It's just kinky. If you visit Kink.com's site, you'll see that the content is also very gender balanced. I have no particular connection with kink.com, just telling you what I know.

Beside which, no one is ever ruined for life, including for doing porn, which in my view is just beautiful human expression being filmed. If you truly believe otherwise, and you like porn, then you are putting yourself in conflict with yourself. You are also casting your judgements into the world.

I think we owe our favourite girl a big hug and our best wishes.

Well said. And a BIG HUG for Brooke.
I recently lost my mother to cancer, and, watching that, I would not wish it on anyone, for any reason. My BEST WISHES to Brooke.

[Locutus]

oh no...that came surprisong and hit me hard. Im so sad to hear that about Zeba. I hope you get well soon Zeba! Sad to hear such things of persons that are such young like you. All the best


Thanks for your great work with FTV - just amazing videos and pictures.

[Curt]

For those of you who have been following Brooke's health situation, she recently posted the following on another forum.

I am proud to report that after radiation and medication, my amazing doctors have my platelet counts and white blood cells back in normal range! How great is that?! I have one last bastard of a tumor hanging on, hopefully with a new treatment called radio surgery we'll get the bugger. If not, I may have to consider surgery, but I am doing everything to avoid that, if at all possible.

Please continue to keep her in your thoughts for a full recovery.

[Anoree]

For those of you who have been following Brooke's health situation, she recently posted the following on another forum.

Please continue to keep her in your thoughts for a full recovery.

That's some great news about Brooke, Yeah! :)

She'll continue being in my thoughts until the last bit of tumor is gone, and probably way beyond that.

[indyfan]

Wow just looking at the current industry buzz and Brooke is making a lot of hardcore content! Certainly did not expect the woman we first knew as Zeba to be making so much content. No chance of a return to FTV but good luck to her!

[Max]

Well i hope Brooke is getting better!!

And like she said on her Twitter page! I'll beat this and continue being a pornstar. I'm that awesome! Yes u r awesome Brooke!!

And to the hardcore haters out there! You guys will never understand why a model would want to get into Hardcore! How can anyone of us judge someone else's life! But we do don't we!

So Softcore fans tell me this? Why is it so bad for a woman to have sex with a man on film? But then it's ok to see a woman masturbate outside in public and then after inside get fisted by another woman on FTV!!

I like Hardcore & Softcore! Sex is sex!! So it's all just porn to me!

So i wish Brooke all the best! And i love the work she's done on here for FTV and i love the work she's done for kink.com too!!

If the girls want to do it so be it. I just don't like watching it. I just can't get aroused when there is a guy. That is why I just choose not to watch it.

[Woody]

That's great Max i wrote that back in Feb!

You r only five months late!

[Max]

That's great Max i wrote that back in Feb!

You r only five months late!

That matters why?

[Woody]

Write what you like Max!

But how about leaving my post out of it!

Or can't you write something on your own?