Replies To Danielle's Journal

[ugo]

You say one thing : Danielle, is simply BEAUTIFUL,...........

[danielle_ftv]

Aww...thanks you guys. I won't lie, being next to her sometimes is kind of difficult. She has a tiny skinny body that everyone loves and so I seem to get "pushed aside" quite a bit.

[Texasdrake]

Aww...thanks you guys. I won't lie, being next to her sometimes is kind of difficult. She has a tiny skinny body that everyone loves and so I seem to get "pushed aside" quite a bit.

I seen the picture of the two of you.I don't see the big deal about her..if I hadn't already know you and I seen the two of you for the first time..I would be pushing her aside cause she doesn't "ring my bell". (LOL)
not that she's not pretty just between the two of you ,you're the type I'm into.

[TheDoctor]

I just can't get what on Earth all those other boys see on the Dallas. Maybe I never will.
Yes, yes, I'm guilty of being into beautiful grown women with the appeareance of beautiful grown women (ie, Danielle).

[grande351]

Aww...thanks you guys. I won't lie, being next to her sometimes is kind of difficult. She has a tiny skinny body that everyone loves and so I seem to get "pushed aside" quite a bit.

Anybody who would "push you aside" is CRAZY! Dallas is a cute girl for sure, but she's NOT as beautiful as you are angel, not by a long shot!!

[danielle_ftv]

Everyone has different tastes in whom they are attracted to.

[e83sOHpFYv]

Danielle,

Why Big Bear? :confused: Flagstaff is about 200 miles closer and they probably have just as much snow after the recent storms.

Hope you had fun.

e83 :eek:

[danielle_ftv]

Danielle,

Why Big Bear? :confused: Flagstaff is about 200 miles closer and they probably have just as much snow after the recent storms.

Hope you had fun.

e83 :eek:

Well the people who came up with the whole trip live in California so Big Bear is closer to them. I was supposed to go to Flagstaff last weekend, but the roads ended up getting snowed in.

[titsrock]

Everyone has different tastes in whom they are attracted to.

Too many people have poor taste. It's that simple. Your friend is certainly attractive. No argument from me. But it's strange why you would ever feel like you're being pushed aside. :confused: No no to any overweight talk either.

Maybe at the next awards ceremony---pick a red dress instead:D

[danielle_ftv]

Maybe at the next awards ceremony---pick a red dress instead:D

Actually funny thing is I was looking for a red dress at first (red is an attention drawer.) I will be sure to get a red dress next time.

[FTVfanatic]

On Journal:" Just got done making a few changes to the site..."

Looking good, Danielle. It's great to see your enthusiasm to keep it look clean, sharp and fresh. Good stuff! :)

[danielle_ftv]

I love changing up the site. It does keep things "fresh". And it's fun for me to create new things for the site.

[sarah]

Hi sweet and tender Danielle,

I hope it's the right place to tell you how I loved your journal, especially everything concerning your work (school, fencing, philosophy, math...) In fact I guess that when you do not write in it it's because you do many other things but when you have many other things done, you have many things to tell...
Well, I am very impatient to read your next chapter

With love from Sarah

[FTVfanatic]

On Journal: I'm a little irritated right now. Not only do I have to deal with people complaining but there seems to be a lot of drama with my group right now. I feel like I'm in high school again.

I wish you're feeling better today, Danielle. And why would anyone complain at you? On this forum, or at your personal life? (I was yesterday a bit impatient about the next update, but it was more of being eager than complaining).

Is the drama happening in a situation you can't avoid? If it's not a study group or team you have to be in maybe it's better to try to hang around positive and supportive people, and start ignoring the troublemakers.

[danielle_ftv]

I am feeling better...I just had to talk with some of my girlfriends and get some stuff straightened out. I guess that's just something you have to deal wtih when you have friends (especially girlfriends.)

[geolarson2]

Wow! You have been soooo busy! Eve when I was that young I was never that busy (kinda makes me a bit envious; somehow it seems like you've found that balance between enjoying life as it happens and building for your future). I suppose its a shame you missed out on meeting some celebs here and there, but imagine you'll meet others at other events eventually. Most importantly though, I'm glad you have a new papillon since I remember having to give up your other left you blue. Cheers, eh

[danielle_ftv]

I know! I'm so happy about Love Bug too. She is the love of my life right now (that is until she pees or poos in the house...then she's the devil child :D.) I am fortunate that I have the time (and money) to be able to experience all the things I am doing now. Dallas and I talk about that all the time too. I know that this is going to be the only chance I have to take the trips that I do and go to the events I attend because for the next 30 years at least I will be in the "real world" working a "real job" until I retire (and of course I'm not going to be going to EDC or Miami Beach for WMC when I'm that old...I don't think I would have the energy for it by then.)

[brad]

Speaking of a "real" job (not like what you're doing now's not a real job!), how's school going? Being on the other side of the planet I never know when you're in school and when you're on a break

[danielle_ftv]

Speaking of a "real" job (not like what you're doing now's not a real job!), how's school going? Being on the other side of the planet I never know when you're in school and when you're on a break

School finals are on Wednesday then I am out of school for the summer until....August I think. It's been going great though.

[brad]

School finals are on Wednesday then I am out of school for the summer until....August I think. It's been going great though.

Well, good luck!!!! You'll ace it.

And enjoy the summer break :) Don't do anything we wouldn't think of *lol*

[brad]

Yay!!!! to you acing your finals!! Clearly not just a pretty face ;) Much happiness and good wishes from this side of the planet!

I love the accommodation mixups you're having - it sounds just like what happens when I try to organise a bunch or people - honestly, I think herding cats would be easier. And speaking of cats, you should soooooo get that one from the vet's. I've got the of them and they're great company - when they feel like it.

[grande351]

Wow Danielle! Even in those grainy, late night webcam photos you still look stunning!! :)

[captnjack]

Wow Danielle! Even in those grainy, late night webcam photos you still look stunning!! :)

Yeah those are neat!

[danielle_ftv]

Yay!!!! to you acing your finals!! Clearly not just a pretty face ;) Much happiness and good wishes from this side of the planet!

I love the accommodation mixups you're having - it sounds just like what happens when I try to organise a bunch or people - honestly, I think herding cats would be easier. And speaking of cats, you should soooooo get that one from the vet's. I've got the of them and they're great company - when they feel like it.

Well I actually took an online cat breed test to find out which cat breed would be the best for me. The cat that came out with 95% was a Sphynx. I've been looking into them and they are pretty pricy but they seem to fit everything that I want in a cat. My mom is going to make fun of me so bad if I get one.

[danielle_ftv]

Wow Danielle! Even in those grainy, late night webcam photos you still look stunning!! :)

If you think that's grainy check out the candid dance video I did that night at like 3:30 in the morning. I've never seen a video so grainy. But I had to put it up. Next time I will not be using the camera on my computer.

[grande351]

If you think that's grainy check out the candid dance video I did that night at like 3:30 in the morning. I've never seen a video so grainy. But I had to put it up. Next time I will not be using the camera on my computer.

I haven't watched it yet, but a video of you dancing is gonna be great no matter how poor the video quality is! :)

[grande351]

Well I actually took an online cat breed test to find out which cat breed would be the best for me. The cat that came out with 95% was a Sphynx. I've been looking into them and they are pretty pricy but they seem to fit everything that I want in a cat. My mom is going to make fun of me so bad if I get one.

A cat! I think the most important thing to consider is how it's going to get along with Love Bug, Gratch and Taquito. If they're not compatible, you're in for a whole bunch of misery!!!

[Anoree]

If you think that's grainy check out the candid dance video I did that night at like 3:30 in the morning. I've never seen a video so grainy. But I had to put it up. Next time I will not be using the camera on my computer.

I like the candid dance video very much, even though it's grainy. (It might even add a certain flair to it.)

I agree with grande, the video is great, and you look gorgeous in it.

Love Bug trying to play with you is hilarious, too. :)

[danielle_ftv]

A cat! I think the most important thing to consider is how it's going to get along with Love Bug, Gratch and Taquito. If they're not compatible, you're in for a whole bunch of misery!!!

Very true! Hence why the breed test matched me up to a Sphynx. Apparently they are supposed to be one of the best breeds for other animals. I wish they had a test trial for animals.

[danielle_ftv]

I like the candid dance video very much, even though it's grainy. (It might even add a certain flair to it.)

I agree with grande, the video is great, and you look gorgeous in it.

Love Bug trying to play with you is hilarious, too. :)

Thanks sweetie. FTVRob just gave me some light to put up when I do my videos. I am definitely going to do another dance video soon.

[grande351]

I think the phrase that comes to mind is: "A rose between two thorns" :D

http://www.danielleftv.com/membermeet4.jpg

Seriously, I'm totally jealous of you guys!! I'd love to meet Danielle one day :)

[tigger]

Her hair is attacking Geezer!:p

[Anoree]

Her hair is attacking Geezer!:p

That's an attack I wouldn't mind at all. :)

I guess Geezer was happy to have a bit of coloured hair on his head again. ;)

[tigger]

I guess Geezer was happy to have a bit of coloured hair on his head again. ;)

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh lolololololol :D:D

[danielle_ftv]

Her hair is attacking Geezer!:p

Rob thought it looked nice. He likes hair blowing in the wind, even if your hair is covering half your face. I was like "whatever...the more pictures, the better".

[Geezer]

That's an attack I wouldn't mind at all. :)

I guess Geezer was happy to have a bit of coloured hair on his head again. ;)

You bet I was happy! These photos were taken after I stood on the room (MY room) balcony watching Rob video tape Danielle using a pair of toys on herself. As Rob filmed, I made my own videos and took lots of photos. A dream come true for this Old Guy! Danielle offered to pick me up, go to lunch, and drop me at the airport but she wound up babysitting for Baby Carter. It broke my heart but family comes first.:rolleyes:

[Anoree]

You bet I was happy! These photos were taken after I stood on the room (MY room) balcony watching Rob video tape Danielle using a pair of toys on herself. As Rob filmed, I made my own videos and took lots of photos. A dream come true for this Old Guy! Danielle offered to pick me up, go to lunch, and drop me at the airport but she wound up babysitting for Baby Carter. It broke my heart but family comes first.:rolleyes:

Ooh, did you have to tell us that? I just turned green with envy.

Seriously, I'm glad for you that you could whitness that live from just a couple of feet away.
I would have been happy to help Danielle babysit Baby Carter. I wouldn't mind being led to her appartment blindfolded just for that.

[danielle_ftv]

You bet I was happy! These photos were taken after I stood on the room (MY room) balcony watching Rob video tape Danielle using a pair of toys on herself. As Rob filmed, I made my own videos and took lots of photos. A dream come true for this Old Guy! Danielle offered to pick me up, go to lunch, and drop me at the airport but she wound up babysitting for Baby Carter. It broke my heart but family comes first.:rolleyes:

I know! I really wanted to do lunch with you too. I ended up watching baby Carter like all day long. It was okay because I think my mom and dad just needed a break for a day (plus Carter was being incredibly sweet...we ended up taking a nap in each others arms for a couple hours.) I'm glad you enjoyed yourself during the shoot. I hope to see those pictures before you post them (that is if you are planning on posting them.)

[danielle_ftv]

Ooh, did you have to tell us that? I just turned green with envy.

Seriously, I'm glad for you that you could whitness that live from just a couple of feet away.
I would have been happy to help Danielle babysit Baby Carter. I wouldn't mind being led to her appartment blindfolded just for that.

Haha...I trust you enough that I wouldn't have to blindfold you.

[Anoree]

Haha...I trust you enough that I wouldn't have to blindfold you.

Thank you very much, Danielle.
It would be a very interesting experience, though, being led to you blindfolded. :)

Hmm, could that be the beginning of a new fetish? :o

[grande351]

Danielle, you look totally adorable in your new glasses. Please try to wear them in a photoshoot sometime in the future. It would be awesome!!

[grande351]

Ok, I'm a total moron! I just checked your updates and you've just posted a video featuring you wearing your glasses. I should've checked that first! :D

[eastbill]

danielle... you look great in your glasses. you are more and more incredible each time i see you.

[danielle_ftv]

You guys are sweet. I love waking up to compliments (and yes...it is 1:30 in the afternoon...I'm a night owl hence why I'm waking up now.)

[mart]

Danielle!, just wanna say you look absolutely gorgeous in glasses. Thanks for posting them webcam pictures.:)

[TheDoctor]

I loved your pics, actually.;)
From Danielle's Journal: May 27, 2010
I forgot to show you this site (http://www.totalpackers.com/2010/04/03/like-the-green-bay-packers-we-fucking-rule/) that I was on. If you are a Packers fan then you should LOVE it!

[grande351]

LB is such a party pooper (literally!!)

That webcam show was one for the record book sweetie!!! :)

[geolarson2]

Aww, dear...

Other than "gross" & chuckle a little, I'm not sure what else to say. Which book was it? The one by Alison Weir or some other?

[CK1]

well, it is a french dog...

[danielle_ftv]

Aww, dear...

Other than "gross" & chuckle a little, I'm not sure what else to say. Which book was it? The one by Alison Weir or some other?

Nope...it's a non fiction book called "The Kings and Queens of England and Scotland" (or something like that.)

[Anoree]

Nope...it's a non fiction book called "The Kings and Queens of England and Scotland" (or something like that.)

Do you need a replacement?

[captnjack]

Despite Love Bug's unfortunate accident at the end that had to be the sexiest and most fun webcam show yet! I hope you enjoyed it as much as we did.

[mart]

Do you need a replacement?

The dog or the book Anoree?.:D

Sorry Danielle, but i thought that post was funny.

[Anoree]

The dog or the book Anoree?.:D

Sorry Danielle, but i thought that post was funny.

I ment the book, but after Danielle's latest tweets she might consider a replacement for Love Bug, too.
Danielle woke up and LB had pooed and pissed in her bed. :eek:
Planned punishment: Doggie Boot Camp. :o

P.S.:
I would love to personally replace LB as Danielle's company, by the way. She could cuddle with me, too. ;)

[danielle_ftv]

Do you need a replacement?

LOL....no. It had a cover on it so it's fine. Thanks for asking though.

[danielle_ftv]

Despite Love Bug's unfortunate accident at the end that had to be the sexiest and most fun webcam show yet! I hope you enjoyed it as much as we did.

Heck yeah I did!

[danielle_ftv]

I ment the book, but after Danielle's latest tweets she might consider a replacement for Love Bug, too.
Danielle woke up and LB had pooed and pissed in her bed. :eek:
Planned punishment: Doggie Boot Camp. :o

P.S.:
I would love to personally replace LB as Danielle's company, by the way. She could cuddle with me, too. ;)

Awww...that is a very sweet offer.

[Anoree]

I can't see why they claim to be unsatisfied either. - Perhaps they are unsatisfied with their lifes (as in "The wife found out! :eek:").

The only thing I can imagine is that they expected to see more hardcore shoots by now, but you explained perfectly well why they don't happen at the moment.
You shouldn't feel pressed to do more. Do it with your own pace and your chosen partners. The more relaxed you are about it, the more we will enjoy it, too.

Asking the "unsatisfied" customers what they think was missing could be interesting. It would show them how much you care.
I don't think you can ask every one, though. You could ask one or two dozen and see what responses you get. (I think not even half of them would respond anyway.)

I think the vast majority of your members is very satisfied with what they get at your site. You are truely unique in the business. Don't let a few grumpy people tear you down.

[captnjack]

I wouldn't put much credence to the charge back reasons especially when they list disatisfied as the reason. I suspect that most of the charge backs are just people ripping you and ccbill off. Like you said I can't imagine anyone joining without first checking out the forum and make an informed decision as whether they will like your site. I wonder how many of the chargebacks delete your material that they have downloaded?

[brad]

"Unsatisfied" beats the heck outta me too. Like you said, you can see pretty much everything you're gonna get before you shell out, so hu? what's their problem?:confused:

And as for the buttholes ripping you off.....I believe in karma, and they'll get theirs somehow, somewhere. And it works the other way too, which means you've got some pretty nice stuff waiting to happen to you :)

[Immortal]

I don't get it either, "Unsatisfied"!!??:eek: Don't let that worry you Danielle, it may have nothing to do with what you do or don't do. Charge backs are a pain and i get real grumpy when i have to deal with that too.
I would look into the "Minor used card" thing. Although not worth your time the card holder can be charged with fraud. Than again, "Boys will be boys."

You don't need those "Unsatisfied" losers. It's their loss. You will always have a lot of loyal fans and friends that will be there to lift you up when your down long after your done doing this kind of work.

[mart]

Unsatisfied!! is a mindboggling reason for cancelling any FTV site. I've been a member of Alisonangel, Lia19 and FTVgirls and i have been fully satified with all those sites. Although i've not been a member of Danielle's yet, i'm 100% sure there's no way i would ever cancel due to not being satisfied, in my opinion any FTV site gives true value for money if not more and i would be tempted like Danielle to email every single one of these idiots who cancelled due to being unsatisfied just to find out what it is they were unsatisfied about. I know FTV updates far more regularly than some sites i've joined in the past. On hearing about these people who are claiming they were unsatisfied with an FTV site has even pissed me off.:mad:

[danielle_ftv]

Thanks for the feedback about my latest journal entry you guys. I know that I shouldn't let stuff like that affect me and I really try not to.

[eastbill]

i can not beleive someone could be unsatisfied... your site is the best. the chargebacks are just wrong in most cases. you know what you buy. your site could never be unsatisfying... it is something i always look forward to.

[geolarson2]

I suppose you could say the "unsatisfied" people are likely the inhibited ones with crappy sex lives who are just jealous. Sounds good to me, so why not, and let them go suck on some eggs for a while, the whiners, eh?

The smoothie sounds good. Myself, I usually go with something heavy on mango...now I'm thirsty.

As for the sleep study, I've been there, done that twice. In both cases with me, the study was performed by the SpectREM Sleep Center (associated with UNR's med school). Check in was something like 8 or 9 PM, check out something like 6 or 7 AM if I remember right. It takes a little while to have the electrodes attached to your head (1st time I went I had long hair; 2d, I'd buzz cut it, although not specifically for the study, but it did simply things for me & the tech). There was a shortish intro meeting with the physician, followed by a longer in-depth discussion with the doctor after the 1st study & another shortish follow-up with the doctor after the 2d study. I forget, but I think they two studies I was in were just a week or so apart. It was interesting, some of it I understood (thank you AP bio & that AA in behavioral science!) a lot was a bit over my head, but long story short what the doc prescribed for me seems to have helped with what ails me (at least I feel better about it, and that goes a long way in & of itself).

And speaking of sleep, now I'd dozy. Cheers, Ms D., and for what its worth, I'd never check the "unsatisfied" box if I canceled a subscription to your site. I quite honestly cannot believe anyone would truly be unsatisfied considering how much you give of yourself here in the free side, and how much more you must put into the premium side with costuming, the webcams, &c. Some people, I suppose, would never be satisfied, not with their left hand, let alone their right, eh? Wankers! ;)

[Texasdrake]

When I was younger and didn't have nothing to do like no school or job to go to.I usually would sleep in and sleep 9-10 hrs.Of course if I slept to much back then I feel like "Dog poo" afterwards.
Now days when I'm off I get up after only 5-7 hrs of sleep and feel ok,but if I try pushing myself to sleep longer then I tend to get a headache.Funny part is when I have to work and get after 7 hrs of sleep then the next day I tend to fall doze off during work.

As for canceling or Chargeback on your site.I had cancel a few times when money was looking alittle tight not due to "unsatisfied".I also have to admit I did a few chargebacks myself ONLY due to the tactics of the sites.there were a few sites where they "Asked" you if you wanted to joined or subscribed to something to other things and you had to check yes to them,but in their cases you have to carefully look and "Uncheck" yes cause they would auto check you yes for everything unless you uncheck and I scan quickly through page after page trying to get through to the end without realizing I was getting "auto subscribe" to eveything under the sun.

[fifty-cycle]

I watched the last webcam show from June 1, and two things came to mind: 1- this site is $20.00, and if one lap dance that lasts 3 minutes is $20, the webcam show was worth at least $400.00 . So with 2 webcam shows a month, I don't see how anyone could resist becomming a member immediately. 2- Danielle kept mentioning that she loved 80's music, however if she just turned 22, I am amazed that she would enjoy that music so much. ...On reflection, that second thought should have stayed in my head. I must say that she does look so nice in that video that I wish I had been able to watch it live.

[danielle_ftv]

I watched the last webcam show from June 1, and two things came to mind: 1- this site is $20.00, and if one lap dance that lasts 3 minutes is $20, the webcam show was worth at least $400.00 . So with 2 webcam shows a month, I don't see how anyone could resist becomming a member immediately. 2- Danielle kept mentioning that she loved 80's music, however if she just turned 22, I am amazed that she would enjoy that music so much. ...On reflection, that second thought should have stayed in my head. I must say that she does look so nice in that video that I wish I had been able to watch it live.

I will be scheduling the next webcam show pretty soon here so I really hope you will be able to join me during it. My mom actually got me into 80's music. When she would drive me to and from school and work when I was younger we would listen to one of the local radio stations that played a lot of 80's music.

[danielle_ftv]

I suppose you could say the "unsatisfied" people are likely the inhibited ones with crappy sex lives who are just jealous. Sounds good to me, so why not, and let them go suck on some eggs for a while, the whiners, eh?

The smoothie sounds good. Myself, I usually go with something heavy on mango...now I'm thirsty.

As for the sleep study, I've been there, done that twice. In both cases with me, the study was performed by the SpectREM Sleep Center (associated with UNR's med school). Check in was something like 8 or 9 PM, check out something like 6 or 7 AM if I remember right. It takes a little while to have the electrodes attached to your head (1st time I went I had long hair; 2d, I'd buzz cut it, although not specifically for the study, but it did simply things for me & the tech). There was a shortish intro meeting with the physician, followed by a longer in-depth discussion with the doctor after the 1st study & another shortish follow-up with the doctor after the 2d study. I forget, but I think they two studies I was in were just a week or so apart. It was interesting, some of it I understood (thank you AP bio & that AA in behavioral science!) a lot was a bit over my head, but long story short what the doc prescribed for me seems to have helped with what ails me (at least I feel better about it, and that goes a long way in & of itself).

And speaking of sleep, now I'd dozy. Cheers, Ms D., and for what its worth, I'd never check the "unsatisfied" box if I canceled a subscription to your site. I quite honestly cannot believe anyone would truly be unsatisfied considering how much you give of yourself here in the free side, and how much more you must put into the premium side with costuming, the webcams, &c. Some people, I suppose, would never be satisfied, not with their left hand, let alone their right, eh? Wankers! ;)

Hmm...well waking up that early does not fly well with me. I shall have to tell them to let me sleep in :D.

[danielle_ftv]

When I was younger and didn't have nothing to do like no school or job to go to.I usually would sleep in and sleep 9-10 hrs.Of course if I slept to much back then I feel like "Dog poo" afterwards.
Now days when I'm off I get up after only 5-7 hrs of sleep and feel ok,but if I try pushing myself to sleep longer then I tend to get a headache.Funny part is when I have to work and get after 7 hrs of sleep then the next day I tend to fall doze off during work.

As for canceling or Chargeback on your site.I had cancel a few times when money was looking alittle tight not due to "unsatisfied".I also have to admit I did a few chargebacks myself ONLY due to the tactics of the sites.there were a few sites where they "Asked" you if you wanted to joined or subscribed to something to other things and you had to check yes to them,but in their cases you have to carefully look and "Uncheck" yes cause they would auto check you yes for everything unless you uncheck and I scan quickly through page after page trying to get through to the end without realizing I was getting "auto subscribe" to eveything under the sun.

I'm perfectly fine with people cancelling. I understand things happen. As long as they are happy with their "experience" on my website then I'm also happy. I've heard of websites charging you for several websites when you only signed up for one. It's definitely something that gives this business a bad reputation.

[Texasdrake]

As for you meeting some brit in Vegas.Guess I should be happy for you,but have to admit I'm alittle envious for th guy cause I wasn't in his shoes. :)
As for the 3 day rule I had never followed it.I had gone out with a girl and had such a great time with her I called her the next day to tell her that.I even sent her a dozen roses with a note telling her that I had a great time with her.
In your case if I was that lucky SOB and manage to have you for 3 days and in my room.I would have taken you to the nearest jewelry store and gotten you an engagment ring.....ok at least a nice necklace so you would keep me in mind and I would have called you the next day after we had parted and screw the 3 day rule.
If the guy hadn't called you by now and you had told him about your site.There is a sad chance he might had been thinking he bedded a celebrity internet porn star and have a fun story to tell his buddies back in England and something to write to Penthouse letters about. Then since he a brit he may be more "reserved" and decided to take longer to call. In any case it always the guy who calls first IF he is interested in seeing the girl again..if not then it cause he thinking he had a great lay and moved on.

Yes I do believe in love at first sight or at least something close to it. and everyone has a soulmate It had happen to me once in the past and the girl was the prettiest girl in school and I felt like the luckest guy in the world cause she felt the same way about me.Unfortunely My mom end up moving us to Fort Worth (we was living in a small texas town) I went back to visit during school breaks due to my grandparents also lived in the same small town...but like so many Daddies when I went to go see her. Her dad always answered the door and told me she was busy.To this day I still think about her from time to time and wonder if we would have been married now with some great kids.

[um..]

i like your pets cute dog and random cat in vet you wanted to steal but you didn't :)

[dtvfan]

Miss, how about tan stockings and or pantyhose? Sheer - toe to waist!

[geolarson2]

Sometimes when a person starts reading motives into someone else's actions/inactions, it is a way of pushing aside one's own reasons for doing something (and not doing something counts as "doing something" here--its a choice). I know I've done that myself. Its a hard habit to break sometimes, and sometimes it isn't entirely broken, but being aware of what's going on in your own internal subtext helps, and it sounds like you know that already, and that is half the battle. What I've done when in a similar position is to try and distract myself, to get my mind off it (not always successful). Normally to de-stress, I'd go for a long walk, but, of course, that leaves me alone to dwell on my imagination. Lately (the past 6 years or so), I've tried some tai-chi which seems to help more quieting my mind. Each breath in & out clears the cobwebs and each time I do the chi ball thingy, I leave that negative energy behind, pushing it out the door or window. I know its all figurative, but in my mind it helps calm the synapses and gives me a little peace of mind and I'm able to shrug things off a little easier afterward. And sometimes you can just laugh, viz:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UJNRDP4SeQI&feature=related (Mr Happy, approx 5 mins in & Mme Wonderful approx 8:30 in)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PF1gyk6bQRY&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9IjwlEVe_Zg&feature=related (cats approx 3 mins in)

[geolarson2]

You know, I was watching Teachers and it occurred to me that you do so much for your fans--some of it goes with the territory, some you do goes way beyond what any of us have a right to expect (although sometimes it appears some of use do make that assumption)--but who do you do it for? The website pays your bills, you have a creative outlet in both the performance and layout, but its still work, no? Re-reading your journal entries and letting things simmer for a few hours and I started to wonder if your desire to find someone, that Brit or someone else is you're need to find someone you can be yourself, not the persona you likely have to use here, and be yourself without someone imposing their image of you on. Moreover, who do you get to play with? I mean, sex replaces play, and we all need to play, no? I hope I'm not causing more trouble, just trying to understand myself. I do hope you find that someone you can play with, Ms D, let your hair down with, laugh and cry and dream with, and soon.

[danielle_ftv]

As for you meeting some brit in Vegas.Guess I should be happy for you,but have to admit I'm alittle envious for th guy cause I wasn't in his shoes. :)
As for the 3 day rule I had never followed it.I had gone out with a girl and had such a great time with her I called her the next day to tell her that.I even sent her a dozen roses with a note telling her that I had a great time with her.
In your case if I was that lucky SOB and manage to have you for 3 days and in my room.I would have taken you to the nearest jewelry store and gotten you an engagment ring.....ok at least a nice necklace so you would keep me in mind and I would have called you the next day after we had parted and screw the 3 day rule.
If the guy hadn't called you by now and you had told him about your site.There is a sad chance he might had been thinking he bedded a celebrity internet porn star and have a fun story to tell his buddies back in England and something to write to Penthouse letters about. Then since he a brit he may be more "reserved" and decided to take longer to call. In any case it always the guy who calls first IF he is interested in seeing the girl again..if not then it cause he thinking he had a great lay and moved on.

Yes I do believe in love at first sight or at least something close to it. and everyone has a soulmate It had happen to me once in the past and the girl was the prettiest girl in school and I felt like the luckest guy in the world cause she felt the same way about me.Unfortunely My mom end up moving us to Fort Worth (we was living in a small texas town) I went back to visit during school breaks due to my grandparents also lived in the same small town...but like so many Daddies when I went to go see her. Her dad always answered the door and told me she was busy.To this day I still think about her from time to time and wonder if we would have been married now with some great kids.

Aww...that's so sad. I don't know what I would do if I met my soul mate and couldn't be with him or her. I honestly don't know what is going on with the Brit...wether or not he is interested in me. I've also never really believe in dating rules. If a guy calls me the next day after meeting me then I know he is a keeper.

[danielle_ftv]

i like your pets cute dog and random cat in vet you wanted to steal but you didn't :)

That cat was so friendly. It would've been a perfect cat for me.

[danielle_ftv]

Miss, how about tan stockings and or pantyhose? Sheer - toe to waist!

Fabulous...I shall try to remember to do that for my next shoot.

[danielle_ftv]

You know, I was watching Teachers and it occurred to me that you do so much for your fans--some of it goes with the territory, some you do goes way beyond what any of us have a right to expect (although sometimes it appears some of use do make that assumption)--but who do you do it for? The website pays your bills, you have a creative outlet in both the performance and layout, but its still work, no? Re-reading your journal entries and letting things simmer for a few hours and I started to wonder if your desire to find someone, that Brit or someone else is you're need to find someone you can be yourself, not the persona you likely have to use here, and be yourself without someone imposing their image of you on. Moreover, who do you get to play with? I mean, sex replaces play, and we all need to play, no? I hope I'm not causing more trouble, just trying to understand myself. I do hope you find that someone you can play with, Ms D, let your hair down with, laugh and cry and dream with, and soon.

Thanks sweetie, I also hope I can find someone to play with and love. Honestly I want to be with a character straight out of one of my books. Someone I can give my whole world to and who will do the same for me. Maybe that's why my past relationships have never worked. Maybe my subconscious is comparing my (ex)boyfriends to the guys in my books...hmm :rolleyes:.

[sarah]

A special quote for a special Englishman :

"The course of true love never did run smooth."
William Shakespeare

So, if want friendship, ask for friendship...but if you are in love, ask for love, and passion, and joy, and desire!

It's fabulous and wonderful to be in love, Danielle you are born to be surrounded by love, you are born for happiness!

[e83sOHpFYv]

Hi,
Sounds as if you had a very eventful Birthday trip to Vegas! Major crush/love wonderful and painful all at once and no good way to separate the two. Just have to endure and hope for the best outcome.

Sorry to hear about the charge backs. You’d think the credit card companies of the individuals would get wise after awhile. If they had any integrity they’d just cancel after a month.

Liked your make up!

Take care, persevere, but most of all stay Happy!

e83 :eek:

[danielle_ftv]

Hi,
Sounds as if you had a very eventful Birthday trip to Vegas! Major crush/love wonderful and painful all at once and no good way to separate the two. Just have to endure and hope for the best outcome.

Sorry to hear about the charge backs. You’d think the credit card companies of the individuals would get wise after awhile. If they had any integrity they’d just cancel after a month.

Liked your make up!

Take care, persevere, but most of all stay Happy!

e83 :eek:

Unfortunately when it comes to porn the credit card companies don't care.

[danielle_ftv]

A special quote for a special Englishman :

"The course of true love never did run smooth."
William Shakespeare

So, if want friendship, ask for friendship...but if you are in love, ask for love, and passion, and joy, and desire!

It's fabulous and wonderful to be in love, Danielle you are born to be surrounded by love, you are born for happiness!

If I asked for love from him I think he would take off running. I love that quote though.

[Anoree]

I don't understand The Brit at all. Meeting you and having a chance to start a relationship with you would be my dream come true. I'd never lie to you or cheat on you. And I'd allways have an ear or eye for you, 24/7.

To think I was on my way to Arizona last year already ... Why, oh, why didn't I keep my mouth shut at the CBP?!? (Kicking myself for the umpteenth time.)

[Geezer]

I guess you just have to realize "what happens in Vegas stays in Vegas." As much as I hurt for you, Danielle, I think meeting anyone in Vegas, apparently hooking up with them, and then expecting a "relationship" to happen is rather naive.

Everyday, people lie or tell half truths to get what they want. Many men will lie through their teeth if they think sex is coming their way. Then.... there is Vegas!! It isn't called "Sin City" for no reason. Spontaneous hookups are the norm there. Give two good looking people some alcohol, some bikinis, some sun, some bare chests with good bodies, and "things happen." It might be good if you can just accept "one night stands" for what they are OR simply "say no" and save yourself the sadness of thinking a guy is possibly The One!

Just my two cents for what it's worth... .well, two cents!

[TheDoctor]

From the june 14th Journal entry:
I just don't know what to do. Part of me wants to call or text him or even message him on Facebook and ask him what's going on. I really probably should give it up but then again I'm not a quitter at all and I had an amazing time with him and thought that things could work out even though we live thousands of miles away from each other. C'mon, are you actually reading your own post?What I don't understand is how I'm not completely jaded at guys considering how much I get lied to. Neither do I. Really.Honestly I should become a private detective because I ALWAYS find out about people lying to me.So, you got yourself a third employment option after you resign the site or in the case Med school goes awry.

[e83sOHpFYv]

I wish I could offer you some helpful relationship advice, but mine don't work out all that well. So anything that I said would probably just make things worse.:(

Glad the shoot with LB went well.

e83 :eek:

[Jhunter309]

Hey sweetie,

I'm sitting here waiting for the Haily/Hayden vids to finish dling over on Robs site and I decided to take a look through your forum boards:) It amazes me how little we take the girls here for granted and how little we realize what their lives are like. I found your blog/journal quite entertaining and interesting. It constantly fascinates me how quickly a person can grow on you by just reading/seeing their life.

I just wanted to write and offer my support as I know you probably are feeling pretty crummy as of late from your brit guy. We all seek to fit in, to place, somewhere with someone and it's tough until you've found that spot. Lord knows how the world does it.

The brit guy either A: is being very mature if he's always traveling and knows he can't have anything or B: he isn't into you and he's just plain rude.

Sorry I"m being blunt but that's usually how I am. I generally hate dancing around topics and I like just being brutally honest. I hate relationships where the world has taught us we have to do this, this this this this, blah this do this. It's a hell of a lot easier just to dish it out and if he/she can't handle it well then you move on. Perhaps as Geezer put it, "What stays in Vegas, stays in Vegas" is correct and perhaps Mr. Brit was thinking that as well. His loss as you're a wonderful woman. From a perspective of a guy from reading your blog, he's given you all the signs (he might think he's being polite but he's really being rude) in saying he's not interested. Guys like that drive me nuts. If you are not interested in a girl say so! It saves a girl (like you) from being left hanging wondering where does he stand. There is no excuse for him not taking four or five minutes to write you a nice little line or message or whatever! Uncalled for! Ah I'd give my left eye for proper communication in relationships. If he wants to keep in contact with you he will. Let him do the leg work from now on. He's being a total (whats the English word for... oh ya) cad treating you like this. If he doesn't then you know he's not for you.

Okay all done bashing in-adept men and lack of communication:)

I find your open sexuality, your life, so hectic! But it amazes me what the capacity a human being can do and yet live so much! You truly are an amazing young woman with an aptitude for life. Never stop or change who you are.

One last thing. Chemistry is hard to find. Finding someone who will stay with you longer after the fireworks fade (the romance stage in a relationship) is tougher. If you can have that then you'll be set for life sweets.

Fond regards and don't give up!

J:)

P.S love the glasses look:)

[e83sOHpFYv]

Hi,

Oddly enough a similar thing happened to a friend of mine. She was a bartender at a local very upscale hotel. Jaguar came to southern Calif. To introduce the XK 8, shoot a commercial, and let the motor press drive the cars. They were here for about a week or ten days. My friend and one of the Brits got very close and hooked up a few times. She fell pretty hard for him and they promised to stay in touch when he left. Of course she never heard from him again. She swallowed her pride and wrote him but never heard back.

Maybe it’s best to just look at your trip to Vegas as a “Great Time” but now it’s back to the real world.

e83 :eek:

[danielle_ftv]

Hi,

Oddly enough a similar thing happened to a friend of mine. She was a bartender at a local very upscale hotel. Jaguar came to southern Calif. To introduce the XK 8, shoot a commercial, and let the motor press drive the cars. They were here for about a week or ten days. My friend and one of the Brits got very close and hooked up a few times. She fell pretty hard for him and they promised to stay in touch when he left. Of course she never heard from him again. She swallowed her pride and wrote him but never heard back.

Maybe it’s best to just look at your trip to Vegas as a “Great Time” but now it’s back to the real world.

e83 :eek:

That makes me really sad. I did end up texting him yesterday. Dallas and I decided that he probably had a girlfriend and didn't tell me so I asked him about that in my text. He still hasn't got back to me...not sure if he ever will to be honest.

[danielle_ftv]

Hey sweetie,

I'm sitting here waiting for the Haily/Hayden vids to finish dling over on Robs site and I decided to take a look through your forum boards:) It amazes me how little we take the girls here for granted and how little we realize what their lives are like. I found your blog/journal quite entertaining and interesting. It constantly fascinates me how quickly a person can grow on you by just reading/seeing their life.

I just wanted to write and offer my support as I know you probably are feeling pretty crummy as of late from your brit guy. We all seek to fit in, to place, somewhere with someone and it's tough until you've found that spot. Lord knows how the world does it.

The brit guy either A: is being very mature if he's always traveling and knows he can't have anything or B: he isn't into you and he's just plain rude.

Sorry I"m being blunt but that's usually how I am. I generally hate dancing around topics and I like just being brutally honest. I hate relationships where the world has taught us we have to do this, this this this this, blah this do this. It's a hell of a lot easier just to dish it out and if he/she can't handle it well then you move on. Perhaps as Geezer put it, "What stays in Vegas, stays in Vegas" is correct and perhaps Mr. Brit was thinking that as well. His loss as you're a wonderful woman. From a perspective of a guy from reading your blog, he's given you all the signs (he might think he's being polite but he's really being rude) in saying he's not interested. Guys like that drive me nuts. If you are not interested in a girl say so! It saves a girl (like you) from being left hanging wondering where does he stand. There is no excuse for him not taking four or five minutes to write you a nice little line or message or whatever! Uncalled for! Ah I'd give my left eye for proper communication in relationships. If he wants to keep in contact with you he will. Let him do the leg work from now on. He's being a total (whats the English word for... oh ya) cad treating you like this. If he doesn't then you know he's not for you.

Okay all done bashing in-adept men and lack of communication:)

I find your open sexuality, your life, so hectic! But it amazes me what the capacity a human being can do and yet live so much! You truly are an amazing young woman with an aptitude for life. Never stop or change who you are.

One last thing. Chemistry is hard to find. Finding someone who will stay with you longer after the fireworks fade (the romance stage in a relationship) is tougher. If you can have that then you'll be set for life sweets.

Fond regards and don't give up!

J:)

P.S love the glasses look:)

I really appreciate you taking the time to write all this to me. My dad also thinks the Brit is being a "cad". I don't believe in the whole "what happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas" and I think that people who do believe that are seriously fooling themselves. I'm trying to get over him but it's like you said I'm still left wondering where he stands and if he's even interested in a relationship. Oh well....I should have realized that it probably wasn't going to work when he told me he lives in England. I mean long distance relationships rarely work (though it did for my mom and dad.)

[TheDoctor]

Hi again, "D". Sorry about the sarcasm mode earlier. But, about MacBrit, I think Geezer, Jhunter and e83 are right. Now sit tight, as the following is intensely off-the-box: have you considered giving the guy time... until you forget this stuff and move on with your life? Now (to him) you might be coming across as a "bloody-clingy-across-the-pond broad". Trust the guys here, men are the best figuring out how other men think. Now, Would you bother responding to a clingy guy?

[e83sOHpFYv]

I really appreciate you taking the time to write all this to me. My dad also thinks the Brit is being a "cad". I don't believe in the whole "what happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas" and I think that people who do believe that are seriously fooling themselves. I'm trying to get over him but it's like you said I'm still left wondering where he stands and if he's even interested in a relationship. Oh well....I should have realized that it probably wasn't going to work when he told me he lives in England. I mean long distance relationships rarely work (though it did for my mom and dad.)

I didn’t mean to imply that “What happens in Vegas …..” I don’t believe that is true at all. Whatever happens anywhere stays with you to some extent, good and bad.

e83 :eek:

[geolarson2]

Thanks sweetie, I also hope I can find someone to play with and love. Honestly I want to be with a character straight out of one of my books. Someone I can give my whole world to and who will do the same for me. Maybe that's why my past relationships have never worked. Maybe my subconscious is comparing my (ex)boyfriends to the guys in my books...hmm :rolleyes:.

Everyone starts off this life with the right (not the word I wanted by it'll do) to happiness. Then as we progress we're taught and we buy into the idea that we have to earn happiness, that we're not worthy of happiness, &c. We're taught that play is something you leave behind when you grow up; rather, its something that transforms. We all need that creative outlet that play offers, as well as that intimacy, that feeling of trust we share with a lover. Denying that creates a whole weight of negativity that weighs us down, crushing us when, or if, we let it. You deserve happiness, Ms D, and that includes finding that man or woman (or both) that makes your heart sing, your synapses fire, your toes curl and your stomach do somersaults. You deserve it, because you are a fine woman. Sarah deserves it, WhyYou deserves it, Tigger, Missy, Ugo, Rob, everyone, even yours truly. The question is, do we let ourselves have what we're entitled to? Will you let yourself find comfort in yourself, and thus give yourself permission to unlearn those habits that keep you from being happy with your lover? You're a giving woman, witness how much of yourself you put not only into modeling but also talking with the lot of us. You're a passionate woman--you put so much into your shoots and from what I understand your webcams. You have passions, some of which you let out for total strangers, so I have to ask, why not let them out with the person who turns your head, makes you tongue-tied and makes you stumble over your own feet? You'll find him or her (or them) in time. The catch is never so sweet if the hunt isn't worthwhile. Too esoteric or windy? Must be the Taco Bell I ate while reading TS Eliot. Sorry ;)

[captnjack]

I suspect that most of us can remember a relationship that didn't work out. Linda and Beverly are couple of ladies that I let slip away somehow. Ah but it was fun while it lasted eventhough they broke my heart when they said goodbye.
I like Gale Garnett's philopsy in her song "We'll sing in the Sunshine"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZjQQmzEyVgA

[danielle_ftv]

Hi again, "D". Sorry about the sarcasm mode earlier. But, about MacBrit, I think Geezer, Jhunter and e83 are right. Now sit tight, as the following is intensely off-the-box: have you considered giving the guy time... until you forget this stuff and move on with your life? Now (to him) you might be coming across as a "bloody-clingy-across-the-pond broad". Trust the guys here, men are the best figuring out how other men think. Now, Would you bother responding to a clingy guy?

Probably not.

[danielle_ftv]

BTW guys, I did find out that he had a girlfriend who he has been with for at least 3 years now and who he just took to the US for vacation. I'm not a "clingy" girl. I just don't like to be taken advantage of and left "high and dry" like he did to me. He lied to me about having a girlfriend. He made me feel like there was something there and even talked to me about coming to visit him in London.

But I'm already over him. I actually joined a very popular dating site (won't tell you guys which one though) because my mom suggested it.

[geolarson2]

BTW guys, I did find out that he had a girlfriend who he has been with for at least 3 years now and who he just took to the US for vacation. I'm not a "clingy" girl. I just don't like to be taken advantage of and left "high and dry" like he did to me. He lied to me about having a girlfriend. He made me feel like there was something there and even talked to me about coming to visit him in London.

But I'm already over him. I actually joined a very popular dating site (won't tell you guys which one though) because my mom suggested it.

Good on ya! Tally-ho! Back to the hunt. Besides, no matter what he sounded or looked like we know "all" Brits are a bunch of pasty blokes with receding hairlines (and chins), sticks for legs, ass-less, flat-footed, limp you-know-what, big eared, crooked buck toothed ninnies anyway (no offense to YAD, Mart, Wills, Harry or Ms D's step-dad--who will hopefully never read this--you are all, no doubt, are exceptions to the rule ;)).

[danielle_ftv]

Good on ya! Tally-ho! Back to the hunt. Besides, no matter what he sounded or looked like we know "all" Brits are a bunch of pasty blokes with receding hairlines (and chins), sticks for legs, ass-less, flat-footed, limp you-know-what, big eared, crooked buck toothed ninnies anyway (no offense to YAD, Mart, Wills, Harry or Ms D's step-dad--who will hopefully never read this--you are all, no doubt, are exceptions to the rule ;)).

LMAO...except for all my British fans of course :D...oh yeah and my dad...and my ancestors.

[enigma2]

Good on ya! Tally-ho! Back to the hunt. Besides, no matter what he sounded or looked like we know "all" Brits are a bunch of pasty blokes with receding hairlines (and chins), sticks for legs, ass-less, flat-footed, limp you-know-what, big eared, crooked buck toothed ninnies anyway (no offense to YAD, Mart, Wills, Harry or Ms D's step-dad--who will hopefully never read this--you are all, no doubt, are exceptions to the rule ;)).

Thanks man, hey don't forget that we can't run our own country with out having to pass it by you Yank's first.

[geolarson2]

Thanks man, hey don't forget that we can't run our own country with out having to pass it by you Yank's first.

Sure ya can! You have a pair of (I think) exceptional people governing now on HM's behalf in Cameron & Clegg. Personally, I wish we could work a coalition along those lines here. And for what its worth, I had no idea you were in the UK--I guess there's another exception to the rule that all Englishmen are pasty, with teeth that point in all directions, &c., &c. FWIW, Enigma2, most of my ancestors were from Jolly Olde, I am pasty, I had buck teeth (thank you orthodontics & that diving accident when I was 9ish), &c., &c. ;)

[TheDoctor]

Sure ya can! You have a pair of (I think) exceptional people governing now on HM's behalf in Cameron & Clegg. Personally, I wish we could work a coalition along those lines here. And for what its worth, I had no idea you were in the UK--I guess there's another exception to the rule that all Englishmen are pasty, with teeth that point in all directions, &c., &c. FWIW, Enigma2, most of my ancestors were from Jolly Olde, I am pasty, I had buck teeth (thank you orthodontics & that diving accident when I was 9ish), &c., &c. ;)

And including all people involved with portaying Me & Co.

[mart]

Good on ya! Tally-ho! Back to the hunt. Besides, no matter what he sounded or looked like we know "all" Brits are a bunch of pasty blokes with receding hairlines (and chins), sticks for legs, ass-less, flat-footed, limp you-know-what, big eared, crooked buck toothed ninnies anyway (no offense to YAD, Mart, Wills, Harry or Ms D's step-dad--who will hopefully never read this--you are all, no doubt, are exceptions to the rule ;)).

How dare you sir!!!, i'd ask you to step outside, but seeing as i'm among the exception list, i'll let you off just this once.:D

[AlexanderLL]

I guess you just have to realize "what happens in Vegas stays in Vegas." As much as I hurt for you, Danielle, I think meeting anyone in Vegas, apparently hooking up with them, and then expecting a "relationship" to happen is rather naive.

Everyday, people lie or tell half truths to get what they want. Many men will lie through their teeth if they think sex is coming their way. Then.... there is Vegas!! It isn't called "Sin City" for no reason. Spontaneous hookups are the norm there. Give two good looking people some alcohol, some bikinis, some sun, some bare chests with good bodies, and "things happen." It might be good if you can just accept "one night stands" for what they are OR simply "say no" and save yourself the sadness of thinking a guy is possibly The One!

Just my two cents for what it's worth... .well, two cents!

How dare you say that about my city, Geezer? Ok, JK. Yeah, I know this to be true. "Sin City" is not the entire city, though. I consider it to be the Strip and several blocks surrounding the area. Apparently I'm not living the Vegas lifestyle because I'm not out there every night getting Circus O Laid.

I do agree with you, Geezer, on the fact that guys can be pure evil when pursuing sex.

So Danielle, I would like to apologize on the behalf of men everywhere, and I hope you never have to run into that situation again.

[danielle_ftv]

How dare you say that about my city, Geezer? Ok, JK. Yeah, I know this to be true. "Sin City" is not the entire city, though. I consider it to be the Strip and several blocks surrounding the area. Apparently I'm not living the Vegas lifestyle because I'm not out there every night getting Circus O Laid.

I do agree with you, Geezer, on the fact that guys can be pure evil when pursuing sex.

So Danielle, I would like to apologize on the behalf of men everywhere, and I hope you never have to run into that situation again.

Aww...I hope so too sweetie. But honestly most guys that I've come across are very sweet and very respectful.

[geolarson2]

So where's "San Diego"? Is it near Sandy Eggo? (Gonna keep using that since that's what I thought the place was named when I was like 4 or 5 and visited there and it reminds me that no one's perfect.)

Good to hear your pup's doing better. My mom's dog (a deer chihuahua which I guess isn't really a chihuahua since they come from the opposite side of Mexico and may be part fox, or descended from foxes or something like that) took a bit more than 6 months to house train, and is taking longer to become more social (he has a very short temper and while he doesn't bite, he has this really weird growl he makes; he's not a big barker (or a Bob Barker), he really sounds a lot like a fox more than a dog). Part of his problem was when he was a few months old, a neighbor let their pit bull puppy out, and while the pit bull, I'm pretty sure, wasn't trying to hurt mom's dog, it scared the bejeezus out of her and her dog so now they're both skittish and tense up real quick.

I think the only time I went to anything like EDC was when I went to Scottish games throughout Northern Calif.--Santa Rosa when they were there, Roseville, and the games in the East Bay near Oakland & Pleasanton mostly. I sort of miss those. We have something small in the fall up here in Reno, I guess akin to the smaller games at Roseville or Oakland, but the Santa Rosa now Pleasanton Games were really huge! Last year they had the games in SR, I went out with 2d Bat Scots Guards (they'd just gotten back a shortish time before from Kuwait) who bought rounds of drinks for the house and did some highland dancing there for everyone, including the sword dance. It was seriously wicked!

Have a safe drive home & stay cool, Ms D! Paz

[AlexanderLL]

You keep your apartment at 65 during the summers in the Phoenix desert? OMG! Your energy bill must be threw the roof. Here in the Vegas desert, I keep my apartment at 75, and when the AC comes on, it's nice for the first 5 minutes. After that, it's becomes winter, and my nipples are able to cut glass.

You are always up to something: birthday trip to Sin City, EDC in LA, and San Diego all within a 2 month period. I can't have my Danielle exhausted. You do too much you know? You're not Supergirl.

[danielle_ftv]

You keep your apartment at 65 during the summers in the Phoenix desert? OMG! Your energy bill must be threw the roof. Here in the Vegas desert, I keep my apartment at 75, and when the AC comes on, it's nice for the first 5 minutes. After that, it's becomes winter, and my nipples are able to cut glass.

You are always up to something: birthday trip to Sin City, EDC in LA, and San Diego all within a 2 month period. I can't have my Danielle exhausted. You do too much you know? You're not Supergirl.

Actually you would be surprised. My electric bill is usual not too high. The highest it's been is $100 this year.

[danielle_ftv]

So where's "San Diego"? Is it near Sandy Eggo? (Gonna keep using that since that's what I thought the place was named when I was like 4 or 5 and visited there and it reminds me that no one's perfect.)

Good to hear your pup's doing better. My mom's dog (a deer chihuahua which I guess isn't really a chihuahua since they come from the opposite side of Mexico and may be part fox, or descended from foxes or something like that) took a bit more than 6 months to house train, and is taking longer to become more social (he has a very short temper and while he doesn't bite, he has this really weird growl he makes; he's not a big barker (or a Bob Barker), he really sounds a lot like a fox more than a dog). Part of his problem was when he was a few months old, a neighbor let their pit bull puppy out, and while the pit bull, I'm pretty sure, wasn't trying to hurt mom's dog, it scared the bejeezus out of her and her dog so now they're both skittish and tense up real quick.

I think the only time I went to anything like EDC was when I went to Scottish games throughout Northern Calif.--Santa Rosa when they were there, Roseville, and the games in the East Bay near Oakland & Pleasanton mostly. I sort of miss those. We have something small in the fall up here in Reno, I guess akin to the smaller games at Roseville or Oakland, but the Santa Rosa now Pleasanton Games were really huge! Last year they had the games in SR, I went out with 2d Bat Scots Guards (they'd just gotten back a shortish time before from Kuwait) who bought rounds of drinks for the house and did some highland dancing there for everyone, including the sword dance. It was seriously wicked!

Have a safe drive home & stay cool, Ms D! Paz

Papillons are apparently hard to housebreak but really easy to train.

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Actually you would be surprised. My electric bill is usual not too high. The highest it's been is $100 this year. wow $100 wow :eek::eek:

[geolarson2]

Hmmm, I see lots of interesting, lovely choices. Very nice wish list, Ms D. Myself, I'd love to see you paired with Kasey Chase or Sarah Shevon (Has Ms Shevon done anything outside Kink tho? I should probably check Freeones, which you've probably already done). Lexi Belle would be interesting too. I've seen some of her GG stuff for Mr. O'Connell, and remember reading something that, as it happens, Ashlyn Rae said about meeting Ms Belle shortly after her 1st GG scene (I think it was her 1st GG experience as well--I may have mis-read that tho, or it may have been wishful thinking on my part, lol!). Apparently upon finishing her scene (think that was an O'Connell production) she met Ms Belle who told her she was lucky that she (Ms Rae) had been with someone else 1st, because she (Ms Belle) would have been merciless with her, or words to that effect. I'd love to see how you & Ms Belle interacted, and which of you would dominate! Likewise with Ms Shevon for that matter, and Ms Chase, quite simply, is too cute in my humble opinion. So, any chance of making at least some of your wish list come true, eh ...? ;)

[T-bone Thomas]

Sadie West and Billy Glide? Well, you should ask Lia about her "experiences" with Sadie in her Vivid movie ‘Lia's First Time’ and with Billy in ‘The Rush’.

[danielle_ftv]

Hmmm, I see lots of interesting, lovely choices. Very nice wish list, Ms D. Myself, I'd love to see you paired with Kasey Chase or Sarah Shevon (Has Ms Shevon done anything outside Kink tho? I should probably check Freeones, which you've probably already done). Lexi Belle would be interesting too. I've seen some of her GG stuff for Mr. O'Connell, and remember reading something that, as it happens, Ashlyn Rae said about meeting Ms Belle shortly after her 1st GG scene (I think it was her 1st GG experience as well--I may have mis-read that tho, or it may have been wishful thinking on my part, lol!). Apparently upon finishing her scene (think that was an O'Connell production) she met Ms Belle who told her she was lucky that she (Ms Rae) had been with someone else 1st, because she (Ms Belle) would have been merciless with her, or words to that effect. I'd love to see how you & Ms Belle interacted, and which of you would dominate! Likewise with Ms Shevon for that matter, and Ms Chase, quite simply, is too cute in my humble opinion. So, any chance of making at least some of your wish list come true, eh ...? ;)

Eh...maybe...maybe not. The problem with hiring female talent is that unless FTVRob is shooting them for FTVGirls then I would most likely have to pay for it (that could become potentially expensive considering I would also have to pay for their flights...I'm thinking it would be around $800-$1000 altogether). Another one of the issues is that I would get a ton of updates with that one girl and after about two updates I think I would probably get people complaining about that girl being on the site too much.

[geolarson2]

Eh...maybe...maybe not. The problem with hiring female talent is that unless FTVRob is shooting them for FTVGirls then I would most likely have to pay for it (that could become potentially expensive considering I would also have to pay for their flights...I'm thinking it would be around $800-$1000 altogether). Another one of the issues is that I would get a ton of updates with that one girl and after about two updates I think I would probably get people complaining about that girl being on the site too much.

Its still fine to make a wishlist though. And who know, as best I can tell neither Ms Chase nor Ms Shevon have huge presences on the 'net yet, so perhaps Rob would be more inclined with what sounds like rave reviews of Ms Rae to open things up to a not-quite-First Time Video girl, with the added benefit of giving you someone to work (or play) with.

And, of course, you can never please all the people all the time, but since you are the star and they (we) all come here for you, me thinks giving you time to be you for you and letting you explore/play/express, maybe push a few boundaries isn't such a bad thing. And if it keeps you engaged, energized, re-invigorated, & it makes later updates better than before so much the better for us, and you. Meh, but you're probably right, but still one hopes, eh?